hi- i will keep it short!
you’re describing workplace anxiety and stress-induced panic, your environment is pushing you past your stress threshold. (not a mental illness!)
You didn’t fail because you’re incapable or dumb, u had a panic response because you’re under too much stress and ur mind went blank.
For the speaking, yes, when out of ...... 3 reply
in general we're slowly becoming a friendless society so dont worry too much about that┗( T﹏T )┛tho you should still try to find one if you can- online or irls, for the hard times when you need someone.
I have two friends irl who like bl, some close friends, 2 bffs a few acquaintances and online i have a ton! i think its about luck if you fi...... reply