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I kinda like the seme? I mean all of his talks about revenge etc are just full bulshit, like 3min after he's like "let's date him, I can never say no to him" and since high school mind you, man was just in denial, and he's actually not bad or a scum seme, just super immature with his feelings, but he never did something bad to the uke?

The only red point was the slut remark who was out of line, and he deserved his lashings, but he explained his emotions just after and I can understand him, being ghost/cut off (and twice mind you) just after having sex when you thought everything was good between you two, anyone would feel fu*king miserable, it's his frustration and feelings accumulated all those years that blew up (in the most ugly way, I concede, but not enough to make him a scum).

For the uke his character was less developed, so it's hard to draw a portrait of him, but I have mix feelings about him, I understand where he came from, but their twist relationship his he fault.
Like he never thought that he'll have a chance with seme, (seme is not gay, got a lot of girlfriends, a lot of friends) so contrary to him whom seme was super important, uke thought he was just "one of his friend, nothing special" so he never dreamt/imagined that his confession would have any impact on him.
So let's say it's the immaturity of high schoolers, but now they are adults, there is no obstacles between them, seme shows his interest and will to continue their relationship (so even if it's not love, what he's afraid of? Isn't it the good opportunity to make him fall for him?). But no, he ditched him a second time, without explanation, without discussion, nothing... like come on you're adults now, it's not the time to run hiding when you're afraid about a relationship....

Both their characters are frustrating, but I wanted to balance a bit the comment session that was full against seme lol.

I really like the story so far, so I'll continue, but I have to say sometimes it feels too fast paced, things aren't developed as much as they should, and that damage the characters building, like you really have to read between the lines to understand where they came from. This story screams "SHORT story, we will not pass the 30th chapter" which is a bit sad, since it's a good story.

I don't know why the ML is so strikingly handsome but the mc is just so-so, his profil is good, but from the front he looks always tired. In the novel even if mc he's not as handsome as ml, he's still super good looking.

The ML is not a red flag, they always had consent s*x, and it's not a case of "ml doesn't understand his feelings and so hurts mc in the process". ML is not a child (32y) so he understands his feelings, and appart from the initial coldness in the beginning he's very sweet and caring and gives mc all the love he has.
But he actually did something really bad to mc and was always anxious about that, so sometimes they relationship feels anxious for the reader (but this is actually the thrill and the charm of this novel, appart from ml charm and handsomeness, and his whole being,... did I say ml was handsome?).
Anyway this turn into ml pouring all the love and caring in the world in mc, and making him dependant of him, so that when he (mc) found out the truth, he'll stay with him. The process was awkward but it's still his true feelings and sincerity, so it's complicated to be 100% mad at him.

And I don't know why people are mad at mc to be overly sensitive about ml, but to be honest the 2 of them cannot not be drawn to each other. It's because we have mc pov, but if we had ml pov he will be 100% worst and since the very beginning. In chapter 7 ml is already showing signs of jealousy and being overly sensitive of mc, ofc it's not love yet, but it's not because ml is good at hiding his feelings that it's mean he doesn't suffer internal turmoil seeing mc lol.

Anyway I'm so happy to see the artist of Night song in a new manhwa, in a modern setting nonetheless, and with this very good novel.

I'M SPEECHLESS

Ok so the selfish romance wasn't about yoomin and Hyundo but about theirs ex T_T, one wants someone who can be at their disposal anytime she wants to, and the other even though he knew he could never reciprocate her feelings, still wanted her to stay with him because it feels at peace and conformable with her, even if it means leading her all her life. But both ex thought it was ok because it's their way to love, both of them are selfish as f*ck and what a twist of events T_T

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People keep saying that there was a misunderstanding about the older brother, that ml didn't know his brother r*ped mc, but rather thought mc seduced him and that it's only when they bounded that he learned the truth...

Well, ml KNEW before the bounding it was r*pe, as soon as he saw mc he understood everything, and when he smelled his brother's pheromone on mc it's was even more clear, he already knew about his brother (mc wasn't his 1srt victim), ml was actually preparing everything to send him to prison with the help of his sister.
It's true that when he saw mc in this state they had an argument, and mc made it sounded it was consensual, but from the beginning both of them knew the truth and mc knew that ml wasn't buying it ... so the fact that even when he understood what happened he still decided to r*pe mc (who was in such a sorry state) makes it so much worse...

Honestly we can argue about the fact that ml was in rut when this happened and so his emotions were on edge, plus mc wanted to divorce him and just moved out from the house without telling him so his rationality wasn't there (actually what triggered everything was mc saying he wanted to divorce, but ml ego used his brother as an excuse), but too be honest... it's all just an excuse lol.

Anyway it's just a story and ml a fictional character , plus most of us already knew about the r*pe and still decided to read it, so I'm not here to play the weewee police with high morality (I'll leave that for the people who love to play this role while continuing to read these kinds of stories lol), I just wanted to make this point of the story clear.

Lol serve him right, ML never told his thoughts or sentiments, plus he forced mc into this marriage without giving a damn about mc opinion. Did he actually think everything will be ok with this toxic relationship?

Plus starting all of this by blackmailing the kid lol...
But I'm also curious for mc, what's about the kid's treatment? Did he make a deal with the horrible grandfather? Because to be honest, ML has his flaws, but his father is the biggest red flag ever, after everything we heard about him, I will personally never entrust by child safety and health to him, especially when he himself said that he didn't care using his own blood for the entreprise, if he can use his child what makes mc think that he will not use his grandchildren?? (even more when he thinks the omega father is worthless lol).

Anyway, this is the end of season 2 and we're just back to square one, with the same things happening again and again, I think that if we erase all the repeat scenes and dialogues this could just be enough materials for 1 season not for two... there was no concrete evolution in this story since the beginning....

I know it's not the topic, but M L is very handsome, one of my fav actually (≧∀≦)

I think that we shouldn't concentrate that much on the ring. Of course, it's important in the story, but it's more like a catalyst than the cause.

At the very beginning, seme didn't approach uke with pure intentions, he played with me, lied to him and let's be honest saw him like an idiot lol. But he came to really like him, he's even totally obsessed with him that he can't extract himself from this relationship. The transition was so smooth that even we ourselves didn't know if he was a red/green flag or if he was playing/serious with uke before his POV. But thanks to that, he is freaking out because he's afraid of uke learning the truth and wanting to break up with him (well, when you do bad things, you can never be at peace). So, when you combine the fact that he can't stay away from uke for too long + he now noticed that something is off with uke and was afraid that uke might have learned the truth.

For uke, the situation is even more delicate. Of course, he's guilty about the ring, but he still doesn't know how to face seme with what he learned. Because realistically, seme never did anything wrong to him. He was always caring, and uke can tell that seme is totally in love with him. So, did seme do something wrong? Not really, if we're honest (at least for now). But still, uke can't shake off the feeling that seme knew everything from the beginning, that he played with him, lied to him (uke also lied, but you know it's not the same), and saw through him. Uke must have appeared very dumb in front of him. Uke must be feeling ashamed and embarrassed that his "ugly side" was seen by everyone and that he was the only one in the play. Plus, it was painful to imagine seme with that sunbae, but it seems like they DID have something between them. But can he be mad when that was before they were together and seme never cheated or seemed like he could when they were together? It's really the "can I have the right to be mad when he never hurt me and is sincere with me?" question. He doesn't know how to face him, and I think it's more about that than about the ring.
I think lying is a pretty good reason to be mad, but since they were both liars at the beginning

Idk I found them so cute together, they have matching energy. And the ml is in fact very nice and such a cutie

I really don't understand the comments, they started dating not too long ago and have never had any arguments and for both of them this is their very first dating experience. They need time to adapt, to understand each other and to learn to express themselves (+ they were both pathetical liars at the beginning). It may take time and that's okay, that's how human relationships work in general.

Do they need to break up at the very first argument because they still don't know how to communicate? Because that's how you'all sound.

Ml was accused of not being serious about the MC at first, and now that it's clear he's the one way more into the relationship, people are still criticizing him, man can't catch a break lmao. I guess it's because people have decided it's a bad/red flag seme when he's not.

They are both immature and far from perfect, but again that's normal, when they are 95% honest with each other there will be no more walls between them (well just the ml is the obsessive and anxious type, so it's going to be hard for him to always be at peace of mind, mc will have to accommodate with it lol).