First of all, its SO stupid and honestly childish to say skylar is cheating, when he himself did the actual opposite. He literally rejected his crushes offer bc he realized he still has some feelings left for him (blushed when he came near) but rejected it right away.
Now here is why I understand cirrus anxiety/insecurity bc I would genuinely ask myself too 'would skylar STILL choose me, if his crush would be gay/ would like him back?', especially when u consider that in cirrus POV skylar is pushing him away and is hiding their rs 24/7.
Honestly they both need some time apart to heal on their own.. argh I love this story!!
Oh and! I agree on the comment before me, with the 'violence/commedy art-style', its kinda hard to tell when the violence is 'haha' or when its serious, but maybe its purposely done like that bc in some relationships the line is grey too
Oh my god Jins is honest/sure with himselt and his feelings towards Matthew AH HE ONLY NEEDS TO TELL HIM do it idiot!!!!
The worst part is him not using condoms LMAOOO just think of all the stds he probably got
RIGHT LIKE?
I wasn't even thinking that! Suprised his dick isn't permanently green and covered in boils.
Tbh I dont even feel bad for mc anymore, he wanted it and he knows how ml acts Hes literally stronger than ml too but he gets swapped away easily so idk.. Its just sad for their future how this happened to be their first time with eo, bc there are definitely big big first-love feelings and misunderstandings hidden
Yes, really. The author should make uke having strong mentality and defend himself, it would make the slot more interesting. Uke is Judo master...
Puuuh.. me personally, I would never be able to be in a relationship where the other one just admitted of me being his second plan/choice... I know both have their own trauma and THEY NEED their own time separately but come on.. cirrus needs self-respect and end this relationship asap.. breaks my heart tbh. Doesn't matter if skylar was angry or not, he shouldn't have said that and if he truly feels like that- he should NEVER go into this rs.. thats just not fair. :/ and on top of it, this just confirmed all the anxiety cirrus had
But I thought Skylar just said it cause he was annoyed,he didn't really mean it ..isn't that the case ?
I have said it previous, they shouldn't be together. They are toxic for each other. I my heart still goes out to cirrus. Though, Cirrus is wrong to erasing skylar message. This is due to his anxiety for knowing skylar like orange hair guy. Skylar really shouldn't have say something so hurtful like you are my second choice. I would have end the relationship right there. It's just pathetic.
Easier said than done, their passion is so much stronger than their toxicity. You cant just walk away from something where 90% of your happiness comes from because your mental instabilities (something you cant control) causes both of you to act out and hurt each other. Its not like one of them is benefiting, while the other is getting hurt or stagnant. They both love hard and hurt hard in different ways. Skylar lashed out, using Chan Il as a means to hurt Cirrus because he was overstepping boundaries. Even though clearly Skylar rejected Chan Il’s offer himself when he was asked. Cirrus was in the wrong for meddling, not trusting, and it ultimately triggered both of them. Cirrus and Skylar both mutually reflect. Its not like Skylar is saying/doing things without reason
everything you said, I think for people who’ve gone through as much as they have, since they kids, they not gonna respond to obstacles in the healthiest way. their shared trait is lash out first ask questions later which you see when cirrus hurts skylar out of jealousy but mainly anxiety and skylar hurts him back out of anger and feeling betrayed. I see a few people in the comments saying skylar is the only one completely in the wrong, which yea don’t physically get back at your partner or use their fears/insecurities against them, but the whole point of these characters is anxiety is never an excuse to hurt people. cirrus has to work on having a conversation with skylar when he feels insecure NOT so skylar doesn’t lash out in return, but so they both can work on healthier communication cuz skylar’s first response to feeling hurt should never become physical or wanting to dig deeper into a wound you know a person has. cirrus uses a similar tactic to isolate skylar when he knows skylar has paranoia abt his friends leaving him because they find him annoying. cirrus blocking chan’s # means he’s isolating skylar out of insecurity, limiting skylar’s community who he relies on when he’s not doing well mentally. I love Chan, my mans always trying to help skylar and cirrus out when they are down and I hope cirrus and chan can make up and that skylar and cirrus can talk abt boundaries skylar has between him and chan so they can still be friends
I personally think so but tbh we have no idea. Skylar definitely has some feelings left for Orange boy but I personally don't think he would choose him over cirrus, but who knows, honestly its not changing the fact that he should have NEVER said it. As soon as cirrus called him and said 'ill wait until you love me' idk wouldn't that be the perfect situation for skylar to take his words back? (if he rly didn't mean them).
They need time apart and work on their self esteem, its way too toxic
Even if he said it because he’s annoyed, it’s still rude
Yeah ,like it's rude ,but even cirrus is wrong to doubt Skylar ,like we can see skylar rejected the offer but cirrus misread the situation and even hit him ,don't change the fact skylar hit him too,but I honestly thing he was like fed-up so he said that ,I don't think he meant anything he said.
To be fair Skylar made him doubt his love even more by saying he’s the second choice so that’s on Skylar. He as a partner should be reassuring the other but he escalated things. And cirrus is wrong for doing other stuff like blocking and throwing can.
All I hope is that Skylar tells him that he didn’t mean it because he hasn’t said it yet
Yeah but cirrus hit Skylar before he told him he was his second choice ,but no one apologized
Yeah but Sky has hit him before although author passes it as comedic purposes. Yet readers don’t care since it’s “funny”. But when I saw Skylar hit him in a comedic sense, I thought it hinted at his violence tendencies.
Spoiler ***
Cirrua apologized first for everything he did in raws. And then Skylar apologized after wards too, he looked remorseful and apologetic. I’m glad they made up but I still hope Skylar tells him that he isn’t the second choice cause he hasn’t said it yet