Why do i do this to myself? I know the ending. Ive read this a million times. But I still keep coming bsck. And evety time I still cry. Full on ugly crying in my bed at midnight. I hate how real and raw this story is. I cant stand the sad ending. This is truely a masterpiece of a story and there will never be anything on the same level as this. At least not for me.
This is one of those stories you wish to see a rebirth version of. I want to see a good ending. I want to see the seme getting what he deserves. But this story is so beautiful because there is nothing like that. This is a raw and realistic story without any cheap drama or tricks. As much as I dream about these characters getting their happy ending, i know in reality that wouldnt happen...