I get it she got trauma added on top of insecurities and how she’s super conscious of how ppl view her.
But it does get tiring when her actions repeat of pushing him away. It’s like she doesn’t realize that her decisions of constantly pushing him away like this, can hurt him. She doesn’t really think about if the roles were reversed and he made her keep their relationship a secret to everyone, she would be hurt. Heck I’m ngl, this sort of action mirrors her ex. It’s wild she doesn’t realize she’s doing what her ex did to her, to him. Purposefully hiding their relationship to their coworkers because she’s too conscious of other’s views.
I feel like ppl are seeing blondie in a better light just cause they don’t like the black haired dude. I thought it was obvious that both guys were similar. They both have their red flags.
Blondie may be better in terms of treatment as a person, but he did initially approach the FL because he wanted to get in her pants. He was attracted to her and didn’t know anything about her. Both guys started out wanting her body the moment they first took notice of her.
Do I have the wrong understanding of how this site works? Chapter 0 doesn’t have a name next to it. Usually when there is no name next to a chapter, it means that a bot took the chapter from somewhere else and uploaded it here.
Surprised anyone likes the brother. I hated his guts to the very end. The brother getting his own story about ending up with a dude really solidified how hypocritical and awful he was. He treated ML like shit because he was gay and looked down on MC for being associated with him, only to end up gay himself. He never even apologized to the ML. The most he said to ML was, “If people found out my brother is gay, it’d be a total disaster.” Idc if he secretly cared for the ML, he chose to act like an asshole in front of him, even when no one else was around to buy his act.
On another note mc annoyed me at the end. I believe he was the one in the wrong for that fight. Him getting drunk af after saying he’d come home sober. He even admitted it multiple times that he lied about promising to go home sober. He met ML’s brother and didnt tell him despite hearing that he wasn’t on good terms with his brother. And yet, MC flipped the whole situation and started getting mad at ML. For what?? Bottling up his emotions, not feeling comfortable enough sharing his thoughts, trying to not start a fight and letting it go? It irritated me that this started out with the mc being in the wrong and messing up, but mc then blaming ML and the ML having to chase him and apologize. Just felt like gaslighting.
Just imagine if this were some typical straight shoujo story: The bf tells the FL he’ll be home sober. Then when FL calls, a girl picks up and he’s unreachable after that. He appears home drunk as hell, then tries to make a move to have sex with the FL. They have a talk in the morning, FL lets it go and then ML gets mad at her for not saying how she’s feeling, storms out, stays the night out, doesn’t contact FL. So the FL is the first to go after him and apologize. It just sounds so stupid.
And it’s crazy that I saw a person defending the MC, saying “ml should have been considerate of mc’s feelings and communicated!!” Bffr.
If they do side stories on side couples, I REALLLLYYYY wanna see the friend of mc (the one that already had a baby). I feel like his personality would make for a good story + his man is tan cutie. I wish author would make one on them too, even if it’s not as dramatic as the two other couples
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Ngl these comments are a mess. Every single update it’s the same comment “nothings happening!” It’s funny cause yall always complain about stuff repeating but then repeat yourselves every single chapter. I wish the comments were more about the actual content within the chapter rather than the constant complaints about the stuff they want to see not happening. It’s like damn, do yall really have to act like bots and copy paste the same thing the person before you already said? Yet yall tune into every single update instead of marinating it. Yall say you’re bored yall say it’s dragging but yall click on the update every single time. The repeat comments annoy me more than anything else.
Anyways I’m ngl I’m stressed lmao. I’m so anxious about what’s gonna happen next. On another note, I hope the dark haired rich girl will be an important character (maybe be matched with the bodyguard? (๑•ㅂ•)و✧). I think it would be nice to include a reoccurring support character female friend for the FL for once.
Just checked up on this cause I remember seeing it a long time ago and not finishing it- wdym the author does a cop out move and makes alternate endings?? That’s something you do for side stories not main story. Like choosing one person for the canon main ending then providing alternate route for a side story to satisfy whichever fans.
Did the author not have the balls to make anything canon?? Too worried about the fandom’s opinion? Treating this like a dating game smh.
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Now I just finished looking at both routes and ngl I can see the author has favoritism towards misaki. Both routes have the same over dramatic nonsense of misaki trying to jump off a damn cliff. Even in ririna’s route, mc has a whole heartfelt rejection. But in misaki’s route, mc is quite emotionless and has quick rejection towards ririna. Ririna is not seen again after that. Ririna’s route overall has less scenes. The one big scene is only the last chapter of her arc where she gets a wedding instead of misaki and possibly 2 kids compared to misaki getting one.
Imma be real with how detailed misaki’s route was compared to ririna’s the author probably had her in mind as endgame and instead wanted to please fans making alternate routes instead of one main one. Anyways my opinion on this is that it didn’t need to be dragged out for nearly 300 chapters just to give this cop out ending. Plus I hated both mc and misaki. Mc is self explanatory cause of the back and forth indecisiveness for so long. And misaki- so dramatic and selfish for what. Everyone around has to be considerate of her and her feelings like she’s a baby.
The ex is trash. But ngl the ML pisses me off too. In the beginning when he was flirting around he was cool, but as soon as she goes over to his side he starts playing hard to get and making things hard for her?? And then he only agrees to her proposal of staying around right after he sleeps with her. That was the final factor?? Fr? He didn’t believe shit she said until she gave up her body to him.
Ngl I’m gonna need to see him grovel a bit too. He was more of an ass than I expected he would be. Instead of being nice to her right after she got out of that icky situation with her ex, he became another man that made her life hard.
Dang idk about yall but I must be the only one enjoying the story. I know what I signed up for, which is a angsty, toxic, red flag ML story. Idk why anyone is surprised. Heck did ppl forget the first chapter and description where mc admitted he was a degenerate who slept around a ton and took advantage of that.
Also why are ppl asking for the brothers story? He’s confirmed to be straight and i highly doubt the author will write a straight romance story.
I get yall triggered af cause the mc took the ml back but some of yall using “birds” as a derogatory term towards women is crazyyy. The word “bird” was used for decades as an insult towards women- heck at one point it meant a prostitute. There’s already too many men trying to find new words to insult women, now yall are trying to use it for fun too? Men already used “bop” as a way to get past guidelines on social media, instead of using the word “whore/slut.”
We don’t need that garbage on fictional stories bruh.
Ngl ppl blaming the ML for everything piss me off. The whole reason they’re in this damn situation is because of the FL. Yall taking the FL’s side and hating on the ML just support women’s wrongs huh?
She chose to run away. She could’ve stayed and confessed what she did then take whatever consequences directly from him. She chose to keep quiet ON PURPOSE and let him think she was only the person that blinded him. She could’ve easily resolved things had she spoke up about being rose or even wrote the name “rose.” Now if he didn’t believe her after she showed proof, then the ML would be at fault. But as he is now, he’s only punishing someone who harmed him. She chose to receive karma due to her guilt for blinding him but didn’t realize that this would make him suffer later on. It was a selfish decision.
She WILLINGLY drank poison to KILL HERSELF. And he punched her stomach so she wouldn’t DIE from the poison. Yall say he killed their child, but even if he didn’t punch her, FL would’ve been the one to not only kill her baby but herself as well. That baby was GONE the moment she drank that poison. He should be the last person to be blamed for the loss of the child.
I’m sick of FL’s making dumbass decisions and readers who support it then taking out their anger on the wrong ppl. Let’s be honest. If the enemy was the one who blinded the FL, would yall have been so forgiving? So why should the ML have that thought towards someone eh believed only harmed him?
Even when he found out she really was the one that blinded him, he didn’t care- he only cared about the woman he fell for. Unlike most FLs that likely would resent the ML if he blinded them.. which FL technically did too, resent him because he punished her thinking she was a criminal.
Wait what? I checked up on this after letting it marinate- wdym the story ends at chapter 44?? I know manhwa usually compiles multiple chapters of the novel, but did they really manage to put 197 chapters of the novel into 44 chapters?
Edit: okay I skimmed the manhwa. They rushed tf out of this. They skipped a lot of details, entire scenes, and even cut out characters. The disabled otaku dude that can clone helps MC escape the place with the “heroes” and even sacrifices himself for him. There’s scenes with the mc’s family, the military fighting and even kidnapping mc, etc. Read the novel yall.
I don’t understand why ppl are mad at the omega secretary. Are yall not reading the official chapters and only reading the machine translated chapters? Y’all misunderstood the entire situation on your own, it’s crazy how many ppl didn’t actually understand what’s going on LOL.
The omega was first given the drugs by the chairman to make mc and the alpha secretary be under the influence of the drug and have sex. But the omega decided to do the RIGHT thing and give it to the alpha secretary and not follow the plan of using the drug on them both. He THOUGHT the alpha secretary would just throw it away. He assumed the alpha secretary would do the right thing. He never said anything about convincing him to use it on mc? That’s NOT his fault for trusting the wrong guy. It doesn’t even make sense for the plot for the omega secretary to want the alpha secretary to drug Mc- that LITERALLY defeats the purpose of him deciding to go against what the chairman wanted. That also clearly aligns with why he’s disappointed in the alpha secretary because he had expectations that he would do the right thing. I swear as the years go by, the majority of the BL readers lose their reading comprehension.
Yall should have this energy ONLY towards the alpha secretary that made the choice to go through with it and drug the drink. Even if he backed out last second, he still had the resolve to even put it in the drink. He still raped the mc.
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I like the omega secretary. He tells it straight his disappointment towards him lmao. He expected the guy that saved him would be the hero for others too, not that he would become a villain when in love. He’s gotta be the most normal and relatable dude in the story. He really is that side character side eyeing all the main leads LMAO.
I forgot the name of a BL manhua.
So the mc/bottom is mixed race, he has light brown hair and eyes (kinda orangish). I believe he might have a mental disorder(?) and severe allergies. The ML/top has blue-dark hair and eyes and is a few years older than MC. Their parents were friends but MC’s parents died when he was a child. One day, the ML’s father brought MC home and took him in.
The story setting is during highschool (plus university later). The ML tries to distance himself from MC because of his feelings for him. Meanwhile MC tries to get closer to ML and follow him. MC is the optimistic type. And ML is the quiet and responsible type that is protective over MC.
There was a scene during a school assembly where mc ate something that he had an allergic reaction to and ML immediately went to his aid.
Ik im making too many comments back to back but I just wanted to separate the topics and specifically talk about guwon/ML. Though I don’t agree with ppl just swooning over guwon lmao, there’s a reason why I don’t hate him at all. I like reading and thinking about the depth of a character rather than taking everything at face value and simplifying things to “he kills!! He bad forever!!” This is a zombie apocalypse story, I chose it and knew the type of setting I would be getting into. In zombie apocalypse stories killing human beings is COMMON, there’s no surprise and shouldn’t be any when you choose to read a story with this setting. Often times those killings are due to survival, the whole “kill or be killed.”
It obvious the author is hinting that the ML was created and raised to be some sort of survivalist killing machine. The fact that he’s so naive and knowing about anything else like certain words and sex, shows he was only taught one thing and to do one thing. Realistically he is keeping the whole group alive with his rules. With everyone else’s mindset to be goodie two shoes and protect everyone, not killing a single being or punishing someone- that’s a quick way to get yourselves killed. That’s part of the issue with mc, his mindset of no killing humans will one day get himself or everyone else killed. It bothers me because all these ppl begged to come with him and be saved/protected by him, but once they didn’t like his rules, they grew outraged wanting to kill him and everyone else that defends and scouts for supplies/food. They didn’t consider wanting to leave themselves, they just want to be the next ones to take over. It’s like biting the hand that feeds you. These ppl wanting to kill them, don’t know how to properly fight, scout, or defend. They would be attacked by another group as soon as these “dogs” and ML are gone. Anyways I hope mc snaps out of it soon and gets more intelligent. Right now he’s too busy being all gloomy to think of that huge issue of missing protection and not knowing how to fill the jobs once they’re gone.
The big issue is this has reached the wrong audience first. A large amount of readers assumed the ML was a green flag, saying “he looks scary but is surprisingly a puppy!” And then spread that assumption around all over social media, which invited MORE green flag readers to believe that and flock here. Now when more chapters come out ppl are outraged and in shock. Ppl who can’t handle dark themes or black/red flags have come here and expressed their hate. This is exactly how Roses and champagne hate happened (the wrong audience arrived and assumed ML was green flag and set themselves up with disappointment). Now they label this story as toxic and keep that stigma due to their own poor choice in choosing a story.