This bl I saw on TikTok; a friend of mine recommended it to me, but never in my life have I been shook to my core by a story. Having sex while riding a horse. Snake sex. Piss sex. Random crystal balls being stuffed in the bottom’s asshole sex. And now the bottom is lactating, even though I’m pretty sure snakes don’t even produce milk. I feel completely disgusted, but at the same time, I want to know what even crazier shit will happen in this story. The romance? Garbage. The art? It’s something ig. The story? Fucking stupid. I have a feeling people are into this shit
Ngl though, for a long time, I thought that the mole the bottom has on his asshole was a fucking shit stain. I’m still convinced it is a shit stain. The only positive comment I can make is that the story made me laugh, out of pure disbelief, though lmao.
After re-reading this story and seeing some comments about how sorry they feel for the alpha and how much they love the pairing, it honestly irritates me, yk. I understand that the whole point of this bl is to revolve around the main alpha and the omega; however, I cannot get over the alpha’s actions and wish there was a better option for the omega than this loser. At first, I thought it was cute how the alpha chases after the omega, loving him regardless of whether he was an alpha or not, and it could’ve been a cute rom-com, a slow burn perhaps, and the two of them grow together, but this story is a fucking mess. The alpha’s actions were downright disgusting towards the omega. He’s selfish, childish, and a complete fucking wimp. Him making it impossible for the omega to even interact with alphas and his reasoning for it? Fucking stupid. And he got under my skin the moment I read the bathroom chapter with the two of them showering together, and his wording and what he DID to the omega??? Disgusting. It even got me more pissed off with how he acted all noble and protective and bullshit like that towards the omega while interacting with the rich sugar daddy alpha, making this whole shit completely ridiculous.
I really hope the omega finds someone far better who will respect him as a person and love him correctly, unlike that fucking loser. I hated reading the chapter where these two acted like everything was normal after the alpha fucking raped him, like what the fuck.
The art is good, I’ll admit that, and the designs too, that’s my only praise for this story at the moment. Not sure if I’ll continue reading this story ngl.
I think people's opinions on suah and juhyeok as characters and the trajectory of their relationship depend on if they recognize or acknowledge the significance of the nonconsensual scenting and if they take consent and bodily autonomy seriously, even by the rules of this omegaverse setting. the trouble is, I think the author is one of the people how doesn't take it seriously, or at least not seriously enough to not paint the boundary-crossing menace himself in a sympathetic light at every opportunity while neglecting to flesh out juhyeok's concerns and mental/emotional state.
it's a shame because the art is really nice and the author is good at conveying tone and emotion, but to me it's kind of criminal to put forth compelling and interesting conflicts between and within characters and their setting and then barely explore it with any depth and with such favoring of one character. I'd love to be proven wrong on this, btw, and have the issues I raised somehow just be pacing problems, but I'm not very hopeful given how "never understand" went down.
I seriously wanted to see a more healthy growth in their relationship which is not just based on obsession and wanting control over their partner...also it irked me so much knowing that all Juhyeok wanted was to be acknowledged for his strength and not just for being an omega (I don't think he disliked Su ah that much, he just hated the way Su ah treated him like an omega who needs protection most of the time and not as a person with feelings and aspirations of his own). It's so obvious that Juhyeok hates the feeling of being controlled by pheromones and ironically that's the only way Su ah knows to keep Juhyeok...
I spent all night reading this manhwa, and ngl, I’ve never been on an emotional rollercoaster like this before. I laughed, I cried, and honestly, even through the jokes and all, I genuinely have fallen in love with this story.
I truly believe the relationship between MC and ML is healthy, and both are growing and thriving, which I love sm. The two characters are also so realistic, especially the ML, who made me cry a bit while reading his perspective on things, including his story, and I couldn’t help but relate to him a little. Aside from that, the dialogue is perfection, and I especially love the way they communicate. I would really love to see more of the side characters, and I’d love to see where the black-haired ex bsf is now. But overall, this story is so good (including the art). I was devastated that I had already caught up with the story tho
This BL was honestly so good, I literally spent all day reading this, and omg, perfection. I can’t say that I’m 100 percent on board with the romance completely, mainly because of the bottom being a bit too disturbing, but at the same time, I can’t get enough of this story, mainly for the psychological themes surrounding it. I’d love to see more development in the bottom and top’s relationship in the present time ngl… plus a bit of therapy.
I can’t help feel bad tho for the ex wife, tho I’d love for her to have some relation with the bottom’s secretary, that’ll be interesting, I’d love to see the bottom’s uncle in the present time, PLUS I really want to get see the younger brother in the present timeline and what his impact will be in the story, but other than that- amazing. The story really got me on edge, ngl, from how creepy the bottom is to the point where I have to know what’ll happen in the next chapter
I loved this manhwa so much when I first read it, I believe I was a sophomore in high school, and now I’m a sophomore in university . I haven’t touched this story in years, but I just got a recent notification about it. This story is going on for too long, ngl. I'm not saying that it’s a terrible story, but at some point, there should be an ending, right?
I’m not even sure what’s going on at this point, but I remember I was such a huge fan of I think Ruda? That's his name, I think, the boy with the blonde hair and blue eyes.
I keep going back to this story, expecting something interesting or new to happen in the plot, hoping for any progress. But I keep getting my hopes crushed every single time. I commented not too long ago about this, but this story is really pissing me off. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy slow burn stories, but if there’s an actual plot going on. This story is just a bunch of random shit getting jumbled up together.
The characters are all so fucking dislikable. Excluding the guy who works for the ML, I genuinely cannot stand most of them, and I can’t stand the relationship between the ML and MC. Mainly because it gives off Y/N x CEO vibes, but there is no communication whatsoever and any actual progress in knowing who the ML is, why he’s so obsessed, what his true intentions are, shit like that. The only thing they do is fuck, and that’s it, then some random plot that just happens, and later they just move on from that. The whole relationship genuinely feels so fucking dull that I honestly preferred reading the past relationship between the MC and ex-husband, even though, of course, the ex-husband is a complete shit.
I feel like the story is just about them fucking, something happens that sounds important, but then they just go back to fucking. Either mc and ml, ex-husband and that dumb bitch, random supposed important plot, flashback, shitty communication, dumb dialogue, then back to fucking, over and over again. It’s a whole cycle.
This story is already at chapter 101, by the way, and there hasn’t been any progress. And I’m not even sure how people are supporting this author when all she’s doing is giving random shit to read.
I don’t know if it’s me, but I’m a bit disappointed with how the story is going so far. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed the story at first with the main couple and all, yeah, I’ll admit that the story is cute, but the second couple makes me mad. I still believe to this day that the gray-haired guy deserves so much better than the blonde, and then this chapter popped up. I’m not really sure how to feel towards this latest chapter. It just gives off the impression that the blonde is finally noticing this guy after being rejected. He’s just choosing the second option off of his own comfortability, at least that’s how I see it. And I mainly wish that, instead of this chapter, we could’ve seen more attempts by the blonde to learn more about the gray-haired guy and to love him properly after all these years of the guy following him and practically doing everything for him. But they jumped into this. Horny shit and all.
They should also bring back the main couple; after all, this is their story, technically speaking. But that’s my opinion at least.
i totally understand where you're coming from. after rereading this, i think the blonde guy actually always loved the gray hair guy all this time. he was just so caught up in his fantasies and loved the whole fate idea. i mean after all these years, he barely even knew his first love. he was even confused why he was more upset that gray hair guy tried to leave him than his first love having a boyfriend. i think after leaving behind his fantasies and snapping back to reality, did he finally realize who he actually loved.











I binge-read this story, and honestly, I’m LOVING the relationship between the MC and ML. Of course, the relationship is still developing, and the MC is still going through things himself, but in time, through healing and acceptance, ik for sure this relationship is just gonna be the cutest. The ML is the sweetest too , I love how much of a yearner he is tbh.
I do want to know the situation with the ex-wife, though it’s not really relevant now, I still want to know what major impact she had on the MC’s mental health, unless it’s just the divorce in general, but overall, the story is so good, plus the art too. And I can’t wait to see the backstory between these two especially, and how the ML fell for the MC in the first place