Wish this story had more time to breathe. It needed to be longer.
For a series about sexual deviants there is nogay stuff even in an orgy.
That's weird af.
I wonder what the grand revenge plan is?
Yo, straight facts
true but theres a panel where a woman pegged a man so thats interesting
The ML has a dark history related to gay. Several chaps back where he was forcefully masturbated in the army
...I was talking about the orgy scene.
It never went gay.
There were no women with each other nor men with each other.
Even in a situation of girl with multiple guys it was like a straight porno with no cross action.
It was weird af.
I think he is TRYING to play the blood demon.
But I fear he will fail in that endeavor.
But the blood demon doesn't care if this is sincere or not, all he wants is for Suho to suffer and die.
And this will help accomplish that, at the very least, Suho will grieve deeply.
I love how we don't have to wait until the end of the odyssey to fix his hometown.
He saved his mom and sister and is helping those he trusts.
Now to save his other family members who were stolen away.
That might be the odyssey.
What I understand of this story is this:
Blonde and mc were in love with other as kids but each thought it was unrequited but they were drifting towards each other and on the verge of confessing their love for each other.
Blondie's twin brother destroyed all that.
He set it up for mc to find blindie and him kissing. Mc thought all the practice was for the brother and started to distance himself.
Then their lives parted. Blondie had to leave on a family/modeling work trip of some sort.
Mc...I guess he was a bastard being raised by another man. His homelife was already violent and this made it worse to the point he ran away.
Blondie came back and everything he knew and loved was gone. Mc couldn't be found and no one will help him. He heard rumors and mc's friend, in part trying to protect mc from whom he thought was scum, warned him away.
Blondie was absolutely heartbroken and fell into deep despair and became a sex deviant. At some point, his brother, who destroyed his relationship with mc, died.
I also get the feeling that blondie hates his brother. Maybe the brother laid hands on him?
He certainly doesn't seem to know anything about how his brother ruined his relationship with mc and basically messed up everyone's lives.
The reason blondie is so violent with the men he sleeps with is because he is using them to vent all the love, hate, anger, rage, grief, trauma, jealousy, etc on them.
He needs a therapist. They all do.
Everyone involved in this twisted situation needs therapy.
Bottom line. Blondie and mc are STILL in love with each and still think it is unrequited. And they are both using each other in various means instead of COMMUNICATING about the past and how hurt they both were in thinking that they both were being used by the guy they loved in school.
Blondie and mc could be in a happy and healthy relationship with each other immediately except they are both hurt from having their love spurred by the other and blondie is way more messed up now than before and only knows how to use sex to vent.
They just need to TALK to each other. Just say, I was in love with you in school but I realized you just used me for sex and even 10 years later I still love you.
Then they can further talk and realize what happened to their relationship and why and start working on the now.
But instead we are going to have x amount of chapters of them hurting each other because they refuse to admit how hurt they were and how much they still love the other because unrequited love burns and destroys you in various ways because you have given up on ever having love and will settle for crumbs when the whole cake is within reach if only you reach for it.
Buckle up. We are in for a world of hurt with this story.
Great conclusion!
I'm still a bit confused because of his brother... I hope we will get some more information in the future, even if he's already dead.
But it's exactly like you said... they need to communicate because it's just a bunch of misunderstandings and with every time they hurt each other it somehow gets more difficult so get back together... (￣∇￣")
Thank you for this, I really appreciate it <3
People make love so complicated.
Nah people who refuse to be honest are complicated
there must be something else going on related to the brother. coercion maybe? we know the brother kept telling seoin people weren’t genuine with him so maybe at one point seoin started to doubt yeongwoon and that kiss between brothers we saw was a test for their relationship.
wait so the twin brothers kissed each other?? im hella confused
Wow.. so okay, the one who kissed the blondie was his brother who died?? Orr was it other person that the brother set the blondie up?
The brother.
They have mirror moles. Look at the moles and their placements on their faces. I swear they look like mirror twins.
It definitely looks like the dead brother. And it looks like the dead brother is the one who haunts mc and teels him he will never be blondie.
Ch 2
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-188635/pg-1/
This is the best image of the kiss. Look at the moles in the second and third images with the kiss. It shows the dead brother and why I think it's him who kissed blondie.
Ch 3
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-188639/pg-1/
Look at who is tormenting mc. It's the dead brother.
Look at the mole on Hae-Yool's face, it's not a reminder of blondie but his brother. The one who tormented mc and destroyed their relationship.
Look at that image of the two brothers. Look at the dead brother's face. Looks like the guy in the kiss scene, right?
He thinks blondie and Hae-Yool are dating because he thinks blondie is looking for a replacement to his dead brother. Because of how similar the two look.
Ch 6
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-188653/pg-1/
This is the moment we realize that the guy who has been haunting mc is blondie's dead brother.
And that the dead brother had a Dr. Serious health issue?
Ch 8
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-190578/pg-1/
Another shot of the photo of the brothers.
Plus we get hints on mc's complicated past and how he is considered Mr. Cha's bastard son. But is that Mr. Cha referring to hyung? Or his father? Or is it just rumors to cover up the truth about mc's runaway past which we get hints of in ch 26.
Ch 9
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-191430/pg-1/
The moment we realize the brother is dead and it seems blondie has negative emotions for him when in flashbacks they were closer.
Also, the grandma drops this big bomb about not being related and guilt for the brother's death.
Re-reading this again...does this mean the dead older brother was not a blood relation? And...did the older brother commit suicide? Not health issues?
I'm unsure of this but feels like chekhov gun moment and at some point in this story we will find out what this means.
Ch 10
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-192475/pg-1/
Blondie also health issues. And we are shown that mc and BOTH brothers used to be close.
Look at the back of the head of the guy on the couch in the flashback. Looks like the head of the guy from the kiss, right?
Ch 11
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-193513/pg-1/
While blondie is blowing mc we get those flashbacks. Of the picture of the brothers and the kiss with Hae-Yool.
Again mc is seeing the dead brother and Hae-Yool as objects of blondie's affections. His rivals.
Look at the ghost in the bed whispering to mc. Again, the dead brother in his school clothes.
And the flashback? It looks after they started to distance each other. Or is this imagined? Because from blondie's pov they never really split. Mc started to distance, the trip happened, and mc disappeared.
Ch 17
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-200704/pg-1/
Reminder of the spiral after mc ran away and disappeared from blondie's life.
Ch 20
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-205762/pg-1/
First look at how the misunderstandings started. Now look at the image of the brunette being kissed. Can't see the mole but it looks like the dead twin brother, right?
Ch 21
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-206843/pg-1/
Another image of the kiss.
Ch 25
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-213363/pg-1/
Blondie trying to find mc and the confusing heart break he is left with.
This guy who says that blondie has no right to look for mc is the other person I think the kiss happened with. At least he looks similar to person he kissed and this person's face is blurred and we never saw in mc's flashbacks.
I first thought him a friend of mc. Now on my third re-read, I think he might be the guy who got kissed only because it's weird how this person fits in with things.
This guy either had a crush on mc or blondie.
Ch 26
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/uu/br_chapter-216497/pg-1/
Mc and hyung's past.
That's why I am 98% sure the ones who kissed were brothers.
Because why else would mc see him as a rival and equate him to Hae-Yool?
okay im sorry i just need clarification on one thing there are twin brothers kissing in this manga??? like we talkin *ncest??? huh
That’s my point, refusing to be honest is one of the many things people do that make things complicated.
Perhaps?
But then grandma mentions something about unrelated people.
And I don't know anymore.
Okkk, I'm going to reread this
GUYS! There is another sequel!
Babies?
https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/wp2s9rn/kurui-naku-no-wa-boku-no-ban-re
Ooooh i Hope someone picks it up and uploads it <3
...this might be controversial...but each time I read this I get the feeling that this uke isn't what we think.
He feels manipulative.
All we have is the seme's pov and that one scene from the uke's home.
I feel like it was never an accident that seme always sees him at his most vulnerable.
It's just with this author, nothing is ever what you think it is.
Maybe but so what I kind of regret reading this because pain but even if he is, I don’t think that changes anything he was 100% raped. He wasn’t the one with that fetish in the first place that’s probably been happening for a long time so because of his mother‘s death, he even confided in the teacher and the teacher also started doing that to him. I’m pretty sure that was the person kneeling. I don’t remember. Also, I believe that bullying wasn’t even that bad until somebody pants them and saw him without underwear and started calling him a slur manipulative form of protection provocative that’s what it seems like he became protect himself. This relationship is disgusting as well as what happened to him. Everything is gross.
This is a darker omegaverse than usual.
In other verses the dissolution is harsh but not life threatening and while not common it's not rare either.
In another, Alphas can be used by Omegas for bonding bites to fix their heat but they can also have sex with others (first time is harsh) and have kids. All without breaking the bonding bite.
Also, Director Mio is the biggest piece of sex trafficking rapist trash I have ever seen. He reminds me of Weinstein, Cosby, Diddy, etc.
Scum that Abuses others and uses them for evil means.
That being said, it's a HE. I feel sorry for Shiratori, they were both using each other to fix their traumas and heartbreaks but he is still alone suffering from the grief of unrequited love.
I wish he finds someone for himself. He deserves to be happy too.
Is he going to collect Ghosts to use to fix his body as they achieve Nirvana?
First grandpa and now the fox lady?
...this is just....weird and not in a good way.
2 stars.