You know I remember reading this story a while ago and it’s still the same feeling of dissatisfaction of not a proper chasing scene. Sodam legit has no one and nothing in his corner and this mf was lowkey evil.
Honestly it’s also a 50/50 on how badly the uke’s backstory will be for this author I feel like. I lowkey hope he’s just a lil crazy for no particular harsh reason - a loser for the sake of being a loser - but I won’t be mad/surprised if it is.
another work not listed is “please don’t take it off” or something like that with the glasses dude and his crush who has a fetish for glasses.
This story is kinda fucked - I like it. Mutually toxic ass couple, it doesn’t feel as one sided as other stories. can’t wait to see how they end up
This isn’t even that freaky and can I be honest with yall? I kinda didn’t wanna keep reading it when the author confirmed it WASNT A HAREM. Like please I wanted to see Lil A cracking most of them ;-:
How can I condense this? Well I’ll start of like this: This is the most “rapist ends up with his victim” stories I’ve read.
It’s sure a story. Beginning it I couldn’t tell if idk the top is just a pos or… or just a pos? Like from what I gathered the first season it seemed he was butt hurt by the bottom liking him and it seems that’s why they fell off - but even when reuniting that doesn’t give him an excuse to assault him every ficking time his dick gets hard? And I was right, h was just pissed about that and he also had made his own assumptions while simultaneously calling him a whore.
It’s like I don’t think up until the end of the story has the bottom liked the sex properly. He was always in pain, always crying no, and the top just keeps jack hammering his guys with his stupidly huge dick.
The bottom was genuinely MISERABLE, sobbing after the act and when they get up the next morning and he’s behaving semi normally the top is like, “oh he was just being dramatic-“
NO U LEGIT GOT THAT POOR BITCH SHAKING IN HIS DAMN BOOTS U FUCKER.
he’s genuinely the most garbage guy the mc could’ve liked.
And you Know what? The ceo lady telling him to get the fuck out was probably for the better becuz he was lacking the goddamn backbone to leave the fucked himself.
And even when he’s still holding strong, the fact he went back to him?
His “friend” was right in saying that before that time slip the top was being selfish becuz he was still causing issues to the bottom. And that friend????
Like almost the most normal dude in the entire goddamn storu but even then he still gave TOO much grace to the ML and quite frankly I was holding my pearls hoping the writer wasn’t trying to nerf him by making him sleep with the MC when drunk.
And guess what? He still backed tf off which is something the ML couldn’t have conceptualized.
I hated the ML so much and the MC to some extent BECUZ what do u mean what tf do u mean u went back????? Boy.
I guess if they’re happy :/
You know I would’ve liked it more if the bottom had been a little bit more of a bitch. Get madder, be more of a pain to the top becuz the top was kinda… ehhh.
You see what I don’t get is the omega immediately thinking the alpha will hate him when not even a few chapters back the alpha was gonna go on a date with one of not for his crash out. Not that the alpha is any better becuz he doesn’t think at all. But again the omega doesn’t tell him of his sudden manifestation and then yhrbfucking alpha keeps pussy footing around telling him he’s in love with him??!
And then the fucking audacity to call him a liar when YOU urself also confessed becuz of ur abrupt heat.
I get why ppl don’t like the Mc and red head but tbh the established messy ass relationship from the beginning kinda eased me into all the fuckery ngl. I do still kinda hate him tho? What the fuck was that SA scene… dude where the fuck is ur head.
And they breeze past it wayyy too easily - like wdym they’re still friends????? Dude…
The beginning was a lil uncomfortable I didn’t realize they were in middle school, it wasn’t a bad story tho.
Dude the top needed to be groveling HE SHOULDN’T HAVE GONE TO TALK TO HIM. That mf should’ve been standing in the rain or some shit.
I typically associates the ugly bastard trope as a man centered hentai thing but recently I’ve been seeing too many disgusting pigs on gorgeous twinks and guys…. What the fuck. Why tf is it appearing in BL?
Now I’m not saying BL is strictly female orientated but it does primarily have a female audience and I cannot for the life of me see a lot of women liking the ugly bastard trope. So why has it recently gotten an uptick in manhwa??? What the fcuk.
What I liked about this: it didn’t show Ban with these two guys in a “sexual” manner, it’s showed as what it was - a form of self harm. HOWEVER, it does with ray.
Ray is clearly meant to be seen as the “issue” he’s meant to be the “evil 2nd lead” basically which is why each smut scene is so graphic.
I don’t like these type of bottoms or the younger top trope EXACTLY becuz OF TYPE OF SHIT HOWEVER, I can’t deny that it puts more character to both of them. It gets more complex.
Does it mean I like it?
Fuck no. Honestly I’m miserable. I’m so tired of this type of bottom where they use sexual encounters as a form of self harm, but it’s sometimes done right so I cant fully hate it. And this is unfortunately an understandable case considering how much of a raging pos Ray is. Im not suprised Ban took to sleeping with others considering how he gets nothing emotional from him and it’s a form of “licking his wounds”
Will I keep reading it?
Yeah. I’m too curious.
I just wonder if they’ll do it in a way that pmo even more or is just… more chill. More, “ok the bottom suffered enough now we can get cooking.” I highly highly doubt it tho I can see this being more “lets make the main couple suffer more” or at least until Ban learns to accept Shinwi, or really anyone’s love for that matter. I bet it’ll be a time skip before we get that tho and this can go either way.
He either continues his self destructive tendencies further (highly likely considering the grooming and feeling like he’s not enough) or Shinwi manages to get through to him before a potential time skip and he goes on a solo self healing journey before the two reunite.
Ngl I was kinda hoping/thinking it was only Ray since I just didn’t want him to suffer more :/ alas.
I didn’t even touch on the side character. Why tf is he legit giving synthetic crabby patty? There wasn’t even an ATTEMPT, this is so fucking 1. Racist and 2. Disgusting. Legit just sitting there while the MC is getting fcked by that vile ass pig - mark it down for necr*philia becuz he’s legit the color of a corpse.
The omega is so fucking cute too bad it has the disgusting ass “fat bastard” trope. I’m REALLY not liking this trend of manhwa adding this bs, it’s already absolutely ass in manga don’t need it here either.
No manhwa authors - you don’t compensate it by making them tiny and the ML with a huge dick it’s still fucking disgusting as all fuck. Nasty as shit.
Is the fat bastard trope NOT a fucking man thing? Like a disgusting teenager centered hentai man thing? Tf is it doing in BL - no thanks I’m not hungry.
Lolol in this one both they exes come and bite them on the ass that’s fuckijg fantastic honestly. Much needed equality with tops/bottoms.
This is so fucking peak: top lets his bottom top him <3
Spoilers for the novel and side stories
I hate hate loathe that the ex makes another appearance before they’re gonna fuck and tbh, some of the stuff the bottom says to the top (it’s told from his point of view) also sent me reeling.
It’s SO GOOD it’s so good, itw just that bitchass ex and the insinuation the bottom makes to the top that had me >:(
I just wanna know when they say sponsors was he like with men, women, both?
Like what was the prior owner doing? Was he bad or is it like a misconception type of situation?