Bottoms and their senseless pride. Dude if they’re your partner, your lover yes you’re suppose to be on equal ground but guess what they’re also there for… when things get tough for emotional and AND financial support.
It’s not SUPPOSE to feel like ur becoming indebted to your boyfriend when he’s helping you during a difficult time, hell even when just splurging on u it shouldn’t be a “waste” why tf do they think that?
Prior to season 2 I was really waiting for the ML to attic wife the bottom so I was surprised it hadn’t gotten there by that end, and was even thinking it wouldn’t, so by chapter 28 I fucking screamed I knew it.
Is this MC or ML established as gay or is this a “feelings blossom from situation slow burn” kinda like mission save the hunter?
basically its lee Sayoung that keeps on correcting the MC feelings and his feelings are different kinda love. Mc keeps on seeing LSY as a little brother, so LSY keeps on telling him brother don't kiss and wanting to do more (cause there's situation where the mc kiss LSY who was having panic attack to calm him down....). something like that la
Ohh ok thank u - but like are they priorly gay? Like having had relationships before they know or is it more - “everything that happened now here we are”
J never been in relationship, LSY too. So we don't know if they're priorly gay or not.
Super fuckinf well done story. I’m left actually baffled even if it’s fucked up.
Spoilers below: It’s crazy to be how twisted the ML actually was like there was no cherry picking to try to convince the reader he was actually “doing good” nah he was just evil even when fuckin those douche bags.
Cuz the only reason he’d kill them was cuz for as much dicks as they were, they weren’t to the extent the ML was of fucked up and he’d kill then when they wouldn’t bend to what he deemed was loving “all of him.” I don’t know if he actually looked for horrible guys because he wanted to kill them or because he hoped that someone he had to overlook the faults of could overlook his faults as well.
Maybe he just attracted assholes too.
On the other side of the coin, the MC was also a pos. His brother really was just his scape goat until the very end, even “losing” to him in the battle of “love” with the priest(ML) when it came down to it. The ML was really twisted to say “I like your brother better than you” before killing him. Thats fuckinf crazy - and overall the brother probably wouldn’t have even been one of the ML’s victims from the very beginning had his circumstances been different. He seemed like he genuinely wanted to change and be better. Meanwhile the MC was content in his own world. He was just content being a bad person. As long as he could justify being better off than his brother, he could shrug it off.
I think the worst part is that he had no moment of self reflection either. When his brother finally has it and rightfully lashes out at him, that last goodbye just solidified that the MC is capable of being the person the ML wanted. A horrible, selfish person who cared for no one else but himself even in the way he loved someone else and accepted his faults - even if that meant murder, as long as HE deemed it justified.
Up to the end those two were incredibly selfish and revolting lovers. The ML killing himself the way that he did by the hands of the MC and the MC never giving himself a moment to grow. Never taking the outstretched hand to learn to be a better person.
Coming to the realization that the MC was a horrible fucking person but really the final nail was that scene with his brother is trying to say his goodbye. Made me feel bad.
I’m pounding the ground with my fist cuz the side stories are coming out - pls I wanna see em together more ;-;
I saw some spoilers from the comments and I’m glad both of them get to try for the first time with each fiend - I hope they get an upload soon.
Can someone tell me if I’m thinking of the correct story? I remember the side couple made me groan cuz the bottom was sleeping with randos left and right drugged outta his mind, and the top was his body guard he kept trying to sleep with but the top was this obsessive guy who had a past with him and you get like some tiny snippets of flashbacks from the bottom that he got SA’d by (assuming big hancho CEO) fat ugly bastard dudes but they NEVER expanded on it and they don’t expand on the side couple. Is it this one?
I forgot to put it on my read list I assume if this is the one I read before.
yes its this
Thank u, G.
They should’ve punched the ex at least once cuz it seemed like he was getting really really close.
Can’t believe u got me this fucked up - this is the most pathetic ass bottom ever in the sense that he behaved like a top.
I don’t agree with the SA, I think it was done well not showing the scene and showing the after affects.
It’s not something “hot” doesn’t matter if he use to like him, if the guy is hot, nothing - it’s meant to be as horrifying as they portray it and it’s executed well enough it didn’t piss me off (it did but like story wise if that makes sense)