PLEASE I NEED THE LINK TO THE NOVEL!!!
I know there’s so much stuff that has either been cut or was better explained in the novel and I can’t keep reading with all these gaps
I say that but I will 100% keep reading to see the outcome no matter what. I just want the novel link, so please, if anyone is willing to share it—THANK YOUU!!!
THE HELL YOU MEAN ALL THAT HAPPENED IN JUST 10 CHAPTERS???
Even worse! I’m pretty sure I’ve been reading for over an hour????? Did I read slowly???? Were the chapters just super long????????? WHAT
Kinda funny all the misunderstandings piling up. Like no. Children. He just wanted you to be happy and safe. AND NO. HE ISNT HIDING SECRET ORDERS IN THOSE LETTERS. HES JUST TRYING TO BE FRIENDLY
I like how they communicated towards the end. That was nice. But then that’s it.
First of all, holy crap, MC must be a saint or smth cause ain’t no way he actually forgave ML. If someone had purposefully isolated me from the surrounding social world by threatening my friends and anyone with who I was acquainted with I would have socked them in the head more than once. That’s a shitty move if you ask me. I wouldn’t be able to forgive something like that. Plus, not only is that psychologically damaging, especially to a teenager, but that can also have an impact in future interactions due to the trauma. In other words, trust issues. Especially towards anyone who shows affection. Now, I’m not a psych major, so feel free to correct me on anything that I’ve said. Moving on from the reality aspect of it (I am highly aware this is fiction), what frustrated me the most about MC was the lack of boundaries towards their relationship considering just how important guiding was to him (as in life or death) and how easily he allowed himself to be manipulated. He could’ve easily set boundaries knowing how badly their friendship had ended yet he allowed himself to get swayed.
Secondly, ML is such a dick. Never learned how to love due to emotional neglect? In a way, I understand that part. Not knowing how to properly react to rejection and being afraid to lose that little bit of love he found (even if it hadn’t been romantic) is sometimes a result of said neglect. I experienced it. Hell, I’m still afraid of rejection but even I know love can’t be forced. A no is an no. I would much rather have the other person happy than miserable. And if I’m being honest, his love seemed more like obsession and not like love. MC was the first to show any kind of affection towards ML so it makes sense for him to try and find other ways to keep his attention after getting rejected. But he could’ve handled it so much differently. Now, I’m all in for some toxic yaoi but this was honestly a bit frustrating for me. Though, maybe if there were a bit more to the story it could’ve been a bit easier to read. Still wouldn’t forgive him, tho.
But whatever. It’s just a fictional story anyways and this comment is basically my rant towards the sudden wave of frustration I was hit with while reading, lol. Gotta admit though, the art style is pretty cool. I feel like I’ve seen in elsewhere, just can’t remember where.











A lot of people have been commenting about how they don’t seem to like the direction this seemed to be going or how MC was trying to change and become feminine.
I kinda like it. The slight confusion and going back and fourth.
MC wants to be an idol but now his only chance is through debuting as a female idol. He feels insecure about himself, which I think is the result of his past trauma and experiences. He’s afraid of acting wrong and losing his only chance of achieving his dreams like he did once. So when he’s told he’s not feminine enough and is too masculine, then yeah, expect for him to try and change himself in order to keep his dream alive. It sucks, cause he doesn’t seem to realize his actual personality is attractive, even more so in his female persona (I love masculine women and women who assert dominance ╰(*´︶`*)╯). He thinks that by changing his personality, wearing clothes he’s not entirely comfortable with, and acting cute all the time, then he’ll he liked by the public.
But then there’s people who dislike this change and now he’s confused on what he’s supposed to do and be like. And that’s something I like cause he’s figuring out who he truly is. What kind of person he is and not the false image he’s trying to create. I mean, cmon, he’s a guy whose dreams were crushed and then he found out he could continue pursuing his dreams by becoming a woman. There’s no freaking way that change would have been a smooth ride. It’s bound to be a bumpy road. I feel like him going back and forth like he is doing is rather realistic in a sense. Because he’ll eventually come to realize that he doesn’t need to change who he is, he simply needs to adapt to the change better while staying true to himself. There will always be people who will love or hate him no matter what and that’s something he’ll learn to accept.
The only thing I hope for, from this story, is that it doesn’t end up devaluing his origins and practically make it nonexistent.
this convinced me to finally pick up this manwha. thank u goat
This is exactly what I was feeling when I was reading this manhwa. His struggle of trying to present himself towards other people was so interesting but it also made me worry that what if the manhwa just end up having him just turn into someone that he is not. I think that him slowly having femine traits is fine, it's totally acceptable 'cause who doesn't change? The only thing that I was feeling uncomfortable with is how he's forcing himself to be more femine. But in sort, whatever people view this manhwa as, I feel like the plot is currently interesting.