Ok, it depends on how define boyfriend and what you expect from a relationship.
Like, I thought that I was in relationships before your age, but I wouldn't call them that way any more, because I liked those guys way more than they liked me, because we never had a level of trust where I could be sure that something I said or did would stay between u...... reply
I agree with what's said here about gaining and not losing.
If it helps anyone, I can only tell my story (of a straight female) :
I decided to put an end to this eternal question when I was 19. I had had some crushes before, but it never was a full grown relationship based on enough mutual trust and respect, that I'd be sure he wouldn't tell it ar...... reply
did stay up too late reading yaoi
did talk to yourself
