At first I was frustrated with Seoyun, bc he was kinda mean and vengeful for little to no reason and also he was writing a novel all by himself. Cause who said he was married? who said his wife died? Why are you running to all these assumptions... Even when he heard hyeonwoo's mom is in the usa, he was like "oh they just said that, she must be dead" LIKE NO BRO SHES IN THE STATES. WHATS WRONG WITH YOUR COMPREHENSION SKILLS?? OMGGGG. But then Hyeon started pissing me off too. I started understanding Seoyun. He really confessed his feelings to his friend, had sex with him and then blocked him... bro... You didn't have sex by yourself. Why would you just ghost your friend or anyone just like that. But okay you wanted to move on. WHY DID YOU CUT HIM OFF AGAIN WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING. and then he tried to do it AGAIN. LIKE UGH. Anyway, now that they're together I hope they calm down and learn to fucking communicate (I'm on ch 35).
Things I liked: the sister, the art style, seoah.
How can you fucking do that to him???? How can you fucking rape a rape victim, after talking to him about taking care of his mental health and claiming you still love him. LIKE IK SEUNGEON was already bad and selfish af, BUT COME OOOOOON. I actually can't deal with how much that scene pissed me tf off. I'm reading this with tears in my eyes for what jiwook has gone through, he's now suicidal, he can't even trust a dog anymore AND YOU ASSAULT HIM IN HIS SLEEP IM CRASHING OUUUUUTTT
I really did not get this. What was the point of Jaehans character? Why was he like this? Why couldn't he feel anything prior to Heekyum? Because he lost his parents at young age? He doesn't even remember them. Why did he not receive any psychiatric or psychological help??? I feel like the "doesn't trust anyone, cause everyone wants something from him" point, did a looot of heavy lifting foe his character, without it being that great of an excuse or explanation.
Now Heekyum, why tf was he in love with him???? And exactly how was he going to further his career without Jaehan's help? Bitch without the reshoots, that movie would've been the final nail in your coffin. Also you were in debt, hello? Delusional. I don't know, I feel like a lot of stuff that happened and things that were said, were just for shock value. I struggle to find substance in this story. If anyone can enlighten me, I would love that.
Also very important question, did Jaehan really send his ex wife into an asylum???
Okay, let me explain a bit
1. Jaehan’s character: he didn’t have parents so no one taught him how to love someone, and while growing up in this environment where everything is about money, he started feeling incapable of loving and also impossible of BEING loved. What he needed wasn’t a psychologist, but someone who he could rely on and who could make him feel love AND loved.
2. Heekyum’ s love: why would someone need a reason to love someone? Most of the time you don’t know why you are in love with someone, because love isn’t reasonable. If you love someone because of their face or personality, that is NOT love, that’s desire. But Heekym loved Jehan. He loved his PERSONA, and that’s how he came to love even his wretched personality.
The problems with many readers is, that if they see a troublesome character it HAS to be because of some trauma or some tragic events. But that is not how life is. Not always anyway. I feel like this story was indeed very realistic, also about the distrust and doubting between them, something very common in today relationships. And yes, Jaehan did send her to an asylum, apparently.
First of all thank you so much for responding! Second of all, I wasn't exactly looking for a traumatic or tragic event that changed Jaehan, but I was looking for any sort of reason as to why he's filled with so much anger. I get not feeling loved or being able to love, therefore never feeling sadness but throwing someone into jail, into an asylum, punching your assistant are all extreme behaviors that I don't quite understand how he learned.
Now for Heekyum, ik love doesn't see reason etc., but they both fell for each other pretty instantly, sharing a glance at a party and then just fucking. So then they fell in love and you can't control what you feel, but you can control if you want to be in a relationship with them. Jaehan ruined so many careers, including Heekyums, how was he not angry or disappointed. He just kept accepting Jaehan's bullshit. Idk I get what your saying, I thought some of these things myself. I guess I don't understand this kind of love/relationship, it was an odd love for real lol.
I know that Yeonseo cherishes and loves Soohan, a lot, but come on! Get angry with him. Show your emotions. How else is he going to see you as a real person with feelings? I love both, but Soohan (with his memories) is so mean to Yeonseo, he keeps talking to him as if everything is his fault. Stand up man! Tell him off at least once. Paying for the meals he makes you??? COME ON. (Ik SH is going through a lot, but YS can still tell him off gently and get his point across without being disrespectful/mean)











Bro theres no fucking way he pulled that condom out and then cream pied him... you fucking piece of shit.