This isnt the first time i have stumbled on a graphic novel that was essentially the author’s kinks in drawing form but reading the sides it made me think about how a codependent relationship like this is very much capable of happening irl. The mc was such a hard working person and to see him waste away into nothing more than a drug addict after being constantly raped is just sad. He is mentally gone ╥﹏╥
I am at ch 22 or 23 rn and ilay is just a piece of shit. I know that rape in yaoi is common as f but come on. One of the few things we hear about ilay before his actual introduction is how he beats then have sex with any young dude he fancies. The characters and story at this point just seemingly pass over the fact like that is assault and rape. If you are going to add it to the story then acknowledge it. Secondly, based on how the mc didnt want to listen about the gassip about ilay during the camping chapter its pretty obvious the author wants us to feel bad about what ilay is going through when he is causing it. Of course people will want to avenge their loved ones that u have killed or left near deaths door. Like the facility doesn’t really care about ppl dieing obviously but no one was forcing u to do that. To make matters worse this little b had the balls to compromise and not rape the dude mc has a crush on. COMPROMISE? COMPROMISE??? BRO (╬￣皿￣)凸
ok, what has been irritating me about this is how the mc is so fixated on getting revenge on his ex bf. though its fair since he played a part in his brothers death why does he not care about the actual killer? why does it seem the story wants us to ignore or accept it as the mc karma but hate the ex bf because whilst trying to save his own life he placed the killers attention towards the mc brother.
the killer especially had no fair reason to do what he did. though mc used excessive violence especially with threatening the killer’s young kid it doesn’t change the fact the killer chose to take out a debt with his house a collateral. he knew this but killed an innocent person (whether it was the ex bf pr brother that he would eventually stab). the killer is not blameless nor innocent. if the author wanted we could have focused on getting revenge on both the bf or killer and the story would have been just as interesting if not more. it makes no sense
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