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So it was bl, both leads are painters, the Mc since he was a kid he wanted his dad's love and his dad was straight up abusive if he didnt get 1st place in a art contest he'd get beaten up. He met the other Mc while looking at the beautiful painting, they became close. then his dad again threatened to kill his friend/lover if he didnt breakup so Mc says harsh words to his lover and throws him out.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/to_my_dear_1/
it could be this one, not sure but he aint the mc here, more like a third male lead.
So I remember reading this manga, ig it was dark yaoi where the uke has a really small frame (had white hair) and was a idol? And the seme starts off as his bodyguard.
Weren't they at school? How is he in a hospital now? Did i miss chs??
This is about Jung yesung, the guy who looked like mc