Suzu's Questions (15)

It's a bit all over the place bc my memory is a mess
There's a duke (black hair) and the empress (blonde)
The duke made her the empress and while everyone thinks that he's her dog, he's the one calling the shots (though he always said that he's just doing what his empress wants)
He's also her primary source of support in the court
They knew each other from childhood and loved each other but then his family got framed and he became her servant at one point, then he got sent to war but before that happened someone (i think it was her brother) told him that she was the one who supported the decision so he went to war, hating her bc he thought she betrayed him
He came back, killed the royal family and spared her (by giving her the messed up choice that if she wants to live she gotta suck him off)
They have sex with each other but she's not getting pregnant bc she stopped mentruating
It's not clear why, it could be bc she became infertile or bc she's in a fucked up stressing situation
In a way, she still loves him and feels extremely guilty and responsible for what happened to him bc she wanted to protect him when she was still a princess but she also hates him for what he's become
The atmosphere in this story is like the one in My beloved oppressor, gorgeous art in full color

It's a bit all over the place bc my memory is a mess
There's a duke (black hair) and the empress (blonde)
The duke made her the empress and while everyone thinks that he's her dog, he's the one calling the shots (though he always said that he's just doing what his empress wants)
He's also her primary source of support in the court
They knew each other from childhood and loved each other but then his family got framed and he became her servant at one point, then he got sent to war but before that happened someone (i think it was her brother) told him that she was the one who supported the decision so he went to war, hating her bc he thought she betrayed him
He came back, killed the royal family and spared her (by giving her the messed up choice that if she wants to live she gotta suck him off)
They have sex with each other but she's not getting pregnant bc she stopped mentruating
It's not clear why, it could be bc she became infertile or bc she's in a fucked up stressing situation
In a way, she still loves him and feels extremely guilty and responsible for what happened to him bc she wanted to protect him when she was still a princess but she also hates him for what he's become
The atmosphere in this story is like the one in My beloved oppressor, gorgeous art in full color

It's a bit all over the place bc my memory is a mess
There's a duke (black hair) and the empress (blonde)
The duke made her the empress and while everyone thinks that he's her dog, he's the one calling the shots (though he always said that he's just doing what his empress wants)
He's also her primary source of support in the court
They knew each other from childhood and loved each other but then his family got framed and he became her servant at one point, then he got sent to war but before that happened someone (i think it was her brother) told him that she was the one who supported the decision so he went to war, hating her bc he thought she betrayed him
He came back, killed the royal family and spared her (by giving her the messed up choice that if she wants to live she gotta suck him off)
They have sex with each other but she's not getting pregnant bc she stopped mentruating
It's not clear why, it could be bc she became infertile or bc she's in a fucked up stressing situation
In a way, she still loves him and feels extremely guilty and responsible for what happened to him bc she wanted to protect him when she was still a princess but she also hates him for what he's become
The atmosphere in this story is like the one in My beloved oppressor, gorgeous art in full color

Do you know any manwhas, mangas etc. like What it means to be you and My beloved oppressor?

I can't remember the name of this one bl manga anymore and I really want to reread it
The main story is about a kindergardener who had a hookup with one of the kid's uncle. They later get married in a foreign country and the nephew is also gay and is dating(?) his friend whom he thought was very scary in kindergarten. :D

I hope you can help me!

Any recs for bl with some goddamn good sex scenes? It doesn't matter if it's morally questionable or whatever, I just want some good sex

Y'all know some stories where the bully falls in love with the victim? The bully should suffer at least a little bit to get the victim's okay.
I usually hate those kind of stories because it's kinda dumb when bully and victim get together but I want to see someone suffer and regret their actions
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What bl was UNEXPECTEDLY good?
Hit me up with some hidden gems!
ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

Do you know some insta accounts that post some smexy yaoi/shounen ai content?

I want recs: yaoi with a great relationship/good redemption, maybe some heartpulling for the seme and no pushover uke
But honestly just give me some must-read romances! :D

So I'm searching for this manga. It's definitely BL.
The protagonist is a company spy and while on the job he meets the director(?) who looks like a foreigner. Protagonist writes memos in his phone to send the intel to another company or so. That director guy knows about protagonist-kuns job and he also has a maid that doesn't say much and doesn't smile much but she is very nice.