Does anyone have a alpha x beta bl list?
No list but yoy can try
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/accident_warning/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/will_the_roasted_beans_sprout/
Nit exactly what you are searching but very good
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/who_s_your_daddy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oblivious_mr_b/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/do_you_hate_me_because_i_m_an_alpha/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/look_at_me_tansan/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/exclusive_no_love_zone/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/that_moment_then/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/exclusive_scandal/
It was a brown short hair girl and a long black hair girl who where close friends and in college. I really don't remember anything else. It's the same artist or author as this: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_adore_you_teacher_official/
The MC is an actor and the ML is some rich dude literally do not remember his role. I only remember this part that was near the ending or a side story but it was the MC acting in smth out as a baseball player and talking to a girl and the ML getting jealous of the girl or smth like that typical seme stuff. I think the ML was older and they knew each other as kids.
The literal one thing I remember is that the MC liked a guy, and the MC, guy, and ML went out for dinner to some Italian place. The mc pretended to like Italian food for the guy and the guy thought that the MC favorite food was Italian. The mc hates Italian food and so did the ml. If im not wrong later on the ml takes the MC to some Italian place bc he thinks he likes it. Genuinely don't know why this is the only thing I remember, I don't even remember what they look like.
It was in a office setting and the MC was older and had ED and this younger guy liked him. The older guy was presenting smth at a meeting and accidentally showed his search history about his ED and the younger guy took the blame and was like "thanks for looking up stuff for me"
I don't remember the title but I think I remember the premise! This older guy at a corporate job who's super perfect/the company ace type (also worth it to mention that they describe him as having crazy sex appeal) and the younger guy who's crushing on him real hard and I remember it being super cute.
1. The mc died by truck saving a kid and swapped bodied with a person with the same name as him. The og owner of the new body tried killing themselves a lot and I think had a bad reputation at school, his brother hates him as well. The ml liked the MC and is really sad abt his death but eventually finds out about the body swapping.
2. This guy picks up this dude off the side of the road and now they live together. The dude catches the guy about to sleep with a woman and gets pretty hurt about it.
First sounds like For you who grieves: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/grieving_you/
Second sounds like Stranger: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/stranger_2/
The mcs brother is kind of annoying and I think is a journalist/writer? The brother had beef with the Ml as well and I think argued with the mc a lot. I remember near the end, the mc takes a vacation without telling the ml and ml gets sad and when the mc comes back he cries. I think it's office type but not 100% sure.

What happened for people to call Jo selfish or just hate him? Like I remember Jo being normal to me and Tj being somewhat of a yellow-red flag. I only read the beginning and just forgot abt it and never finished it. What does Tj do to even warrant such a fanbase cause I might be getting this confused with something else but I thought he forced himself onto the mc? Is it worth reading?
TJ is written in a way that's more attractive to the younger audience. Badass, super possessive, kinda gloomy, etc... that's why he's so popular.
Jo is simply the more rational option, selfish or not. He was the MC's only ticket to a normal life. And he was actually a decent guy. Flawed, but decent.
And your memory is correct, TJ did force himself on MC/coerced him into it, use violence, threaten him, lie to him, and he hired thugs to hurt him so he couldn't compete in some race he was preparing for. And even after that, after the MC's leg got fucked permanently, he used his guilt as an excuse to not be honest about it AGAIN because "they weren't supposed to go that far".
All that being said, it kinda makes sense that TJ would be the endgame. They have history together. They have a fucked up relationship, but Jo doesn't have the depth of character to stay with him. He needs someone at least half as fucked up as himself.