Oh my god am I not built for enemies to lovers TAT she’s pissing me off so bad. Reminds me too much of the girls who bullied me in school it actually gives me a tummy ache. Like when u become friends with one girl and she introduces you to her friends and they make you feel shit and even though you had friends at first then you just end up completely alone omg…boys don’t do that man they’d just beat tf out of you.
I know ppl get disgusted when reading this but that’s because you’re normal and have empathy. I feel like I’m looking at the artist’s kink play out in front of me. All the scenes r from the POV of the old guy, not the one being abused. So it’s just porn. I’d actually enjoy the story if it was from the POV of the one being abused not the one abusing bc then at least it’s not just rape porn. It also feels like ntr
I always come back and read this. In my headcannon they meet a nice and cool chic lesbian couple and they artificially inseminate and have 4 kids, raising all their kids as a family of 8 with two dads and two mums :’) it’s too sad for me that they’ll pass away not alone but just the two of them leaving nothing but bones in that facility T^T
As someone who read this as it came out I’m a little disappointed at how it all ended up playing it. There were many interesting aspects and dynamics to this story I wish had been explored. The madness, the weird sibling incest thing, the current emperor’s hidden identity, etc. I was hoping the story would at least explore some of it. Tbh I think they ended it with them growing old and sayan dying because they couldn’t figure out how to end the story. I wish there was more actual story because all the interesting foundations were there but it was barely touched on.
On that note carmine and sayan shared the same form of madness and for carmine it was all consuming. There was so much to explore there but it was like they gave up and just never really went into it apart from sayan has medication and resists and doesn’t want to tell ilic about it. Then up and dies and ilic never finds out why we was tormented for all those years beyond just “I love you”. He knew he was insane but idk I wish there was more story there









Do yall get when I say the seme in this is my favourite flavour of uke lmao. Every scene I just imagined him being the one who was bottoming.
It sorta reminded me of nanjo from borderline