I think it is important to be truthful in terms of relationships.
What's a fact is that nobody owes anything to anyone else. But, when u think and act like that, u either hang with people like that too, or u don't hang with others at all. People live in community, they get entangle to one another. It is indeed selfish to get linked to someone else deeply without respecting the love and consideration others give. At some point, we all have responsibilities towards those we choose to share much.
What I think is true, is that, Sarah raised Benjamin and Oliven when they were children, while Belluna might have been older, as Head Elder, she was still what they believed as their parental figure. So it is understandable than they would worry and want to comprehend the reasons to, what they view as being abandoned, left behind. Sarah did not owe them profound details, but as a parental figure, she owed them a proper goodbye. At the end, it was also a question of growing up, and grieving about what is now behind them.
What is also true, is, that, they were reckless and dangerous, and impatient in their choices. They hurt people. I don't remember properly if they killed people, but whatever they did, was bad stuff, and properly fucked up in si many ways. And no amount of love and sadness can be used as a valid crash out, as, to why they did that. They are grown, or still growing, and we all have to live with the consequences of our choices. So, it was not okay at all to endanger others. I can't imagine the amount of PTSD Claude could have had just because of that bad encounter, in his mansion blowing up, with these intruders ready to kidnap the person he loves as a mother figure.
So I see where they come from. I do. But I don't excuse these behavior. It could be criminal offenses they could be charged with and get time for trespassing and breaking stuff, threatening, assaulting. Sarah was kind in forgiving them. I can view why she would be like...she views them disciples as somewhat her own children. And she acknowledges that miscommunication was a wrong move. Yet, just like a parent, she takes almost half of their wrong deeds as her fault, by being so light in their punishment. That's not healthy girl, u did ur best, but making mistakes does not lead to all of that. Can't someone draw as psychologist ? I fear, they are all in big need of some sessions.
Anyway...
I kinda like that Benjamin and Belluna are still kinda squeezing whatever they can, by staying at the manor and helping her and around the house, to push back a final goodbye, while making amends and growing a bit more. To love is heavy and difficult. More again when u realize that u have to go, so she can be something else than their father or mother, and so, they can become better at being themselves. To grieve is the prince of love.
(careful... hate on sight...)
What I will never stop to hate toward the end is : Oliven. One man's selfishness brought Sarah's to this point. Not once, but in every lifetime. He is lowkey a sociopath. And I don't blame the poor environment in which he had to survive. It shapes u to survive like that. But how I blame, and, despise how one man's felt so superior he had to bring such misfortunes until the end without grabbing the opportunities offered so he could redeem himself. He had to go all the way down the line, didn't he ?. I had my last straw with him when he started being sketchy and loco alone. He could have grown. He could have been... better. But no. He had to put the one that raised him to another breaking point. Yet, he had the audacity to be like "kill me, otherwise I will do it again." And the worst part is, I wished his possible death had brought an ending to everybody's misery, but it did not. How is his ego so big that he thinks that killing him will resolve anything for us and the world ? Selfish bastard. U ought to be buried alive while never dying and see how everybody can be truly be happy without u. How is one man bringing a magical f*cking axe to kill a 5 y.o, gets to tremble when he almost murders his only brother, Benjamin ? Oliven is the worst. How is it u have so many mommy issues that u think no man can marry her without ur permission ? What are u ???!! Five !!! I can go on, about how this character that is not enough morally grey is despicable. I have no empathy for tears that only flow because he understands that he caused his master to die. "Oh, sorry, I only wanted to destroy all u esteemed important to u, so I could be sure that u would pick me my dear MILF !" Insolent bastard. U are the worst piece of shif I ever got to meet, after Joo Dan Tae in the Penthouse. And even this evil got more empathy from me that Oliven could never get.
But above all. What I despise about all of this, whether it's Ethan, or Oliven, or the Emperor, is how bad they would be willing to say or do, to keep her by their side. It is scary and not cute at all.
I felt like the confession lost in emotions when Ethan blatantly said :"it is the last time I am letting u go voluntarily."
I am gonna hold ur hands when I say this... AS A WOMAN SHE IS FREE TO GO WHENEVER AND WHEREVER IT WOULD BE.
And I am not saying Ethan is like Oliven, I despise the obsessive kinda love that could trap a woman. So, yes, I hope he tones it down a bit more. However, Ethan can be the cutest while blushing because he makes her blush from all that flirting, still, sometimes, some sentences are kinda scary. I understand his background... still... I do admit how I enjoy how he becomes a more present dad to Claude. That's great. Still... if we forget it's a fiction, how is it that u need a feminine presence to be a good dad ?
Sarah is not weak. She is so badass. Fearless, the bravest, and the scariest woman of this world. She cares so much for the others. She is kind and smart, compassionate. I love what she did to May, how we come from hating her, to liking her thanks to Sarah. I was shocked, about, how she keeps on surprising me. It is difficult to not love such a beautifully character. For me, she embodies the lyrics of a song from the Epic musical: « I would fall in love with u, over and over again, I don't care how, where or when.» She also reminds me of the mad scientist, Hoouin Kyoma. To get through such hardships to bring happiness to the people u love the most. To love is indeed actions, and a very well chosen decision. Sarah is the sun, but they still all need to see a therapist.
Have a good day everyone!
Now I'm debating whether to continue reading this or drop it..
i do understand. What keeps me here is the curiosity
Tbh ist is very hypocritical of Sahra to care about claud but ignoring her pupils emotions. She was cold toward Oliver instead of explaining anything. She was kinda their mother and raised them. How would you feel if your mother suddenly vanished without explanation and then reappearing with another family? In the end Oliver was just the consequence of Sahara’s carelessness.
Absolutely not. She was merely their teacher. She did not feed those kids, she didn’t raise them in her house, she didn’t change their diapers. At MOST she is like a high school teacher that did her job and finished it. It’s not her fault her students are crazy. Notice how all the other teachers there are normal and don’t have psycho students obsessing over them. They hardly knew her identity, every time they envisioned her she was like an old man.
Nothing is hypocritical about it. She saw them as students. Claude on the other hand is her precious friend’s son. She specifically was hired as his nanny to ACTUALLY raise him lmfao. That’s what raising a child is. She lived with the kid and spent majority of her time with him.
Imagine you’re a high school teacher and then later your past students stalked you, harming others, saying you should be responsible for them your whole life just cause you did your job at school. Oliver is a grown ass man, that did fucked up things. Do not blame the woman for a man’s actions.
I was so giggly when they confirmed their feelings at first... But guys, think about it. She is a maid. She has no wealth, no status. I imagine they spent the night together. And I was so excited. But Now that I am more calm... is she going to bear his children out of wedlock, is he going to propose ? What about her honor ? She is still a woman. And she has the weakest position, at any moment she could get killed. And we have not catch the killer yet... So, I won't be any happier if I don't see a proposal.
People who read the book, does he do things properly or not ?
Yes, it works out great.
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She gets adopted by a noble family (I forgot the name but the ML brown haired friend) and becomes engaged to Vincent.
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Yep! Ethan adopted her as his sister, and they spend a few years showing her the ropes of noble life while Vincent and Paula are engaged (though Ethan tried to keep them separated lol, but they kept sneaking together behind his back)
That's why you have to read more and wait for the next chapters.. asking for spoilers is no fun
HWUHAUAHAJHAHAH thanks!!!
i am enjoying the serie so far, and I do understand her. What I hate is that the male leads are trying to get close to her when she refuses. A woman does not have to give anyone justification about her desires. And I wish for Rubia to remain happy by resting all her life. Even though the fourth prince is better than his brother, I would appreciate if they could just stay friends. A life full of dear friends can be happier than a life with intimate love. But I will stop to read if the men’s behavior keeps getting worse to the point pf Rubia doesn’t have the strength to fight back anymore,
I couldn't agree with you more!!
can’t they just grow old as brother and sister ? I don’t need the romance tag, I swear
it might not be those two specifically tho. And even if it is, sometimes authors have really good plot writing skills and are able to convince the readers to like it based on the events leading up to it and how exactly it happens and stuff. As long as it is portrayed in a way I can understand and accept, I don't really care who gets with who (you know, as long as they aren't actually blood-related). ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I don't really mind them being more than "siblings" thought I Hope she would end up with someone else just not male lead cause he's her real brother lol
it seems like theyre staying siblings, but i do hope it doesnt go the alabama route even though theyre not blood related its still weird.
I think we should not be that mean to Heesung, it is a certain stress too when you realize your kid is slower than the others, it worries parents
I told Se and the duke were friends I ship Serena with the servant, he’s so gentle
I still wanted Hitsugaya and Hinamori to get married have some babies, I’m not giving up
I enjoy the twins relationship, even though I’ll never forget and forgive the abuse and neglect from the royal family, if they are happy, I am
I still think it would be nice if they could live elsewhere when they grow up, but as they are royals, it might become difficult
I really want a story where we just give what our FL what she wants. She wants her baby. Give her. ML hating her is something I can hear, because he loves the empress, and FL's mother being a bitch to the empress is a tragedy in itself. To grieve... but, FL is also grieving, she loved the Empress so much, i would not be surprised if at some point she did not wish that the empress was truly her mother. She was eleven. A baby gurl who lost so much.
He cheated on her in their first life. He abandoned her. He abandoned their child. He is no different in this life too. The only thing that changed is that she knows, and made him realized. I think, I am quite tired with stories with men, just hating on women they marry and make children with to cast them aside. He surely knew, he is a duke, that disliking her, would not guarantee her safety. And she died. I really wish someone would write a story where FL does not get back with her last husband.
So... Do u want spoilers?
Yes, please
Yes pls
Ma'am, pleeeeease, spoil me
spoiler lmao
he didn't really cheat, same as other stories. he thought it's best for her to see him acting cozy with the other girl because he's still conflicted if he should hate her or like her. he doesn't like the saint and finds her too annoying. he didn't go to his son's birthday because accordingly he needs to go somewhere very important so that his family and him will 'finally' be together and happy. foolishly dumb, cliche, and pretty much unlikeable ml (for me) :)
he's more onto thinking that by doing those 'horrible' things, he's still protecting her. so yeah :) a big ragebait.
Omg, now I hate him even more LOL. Thank you so much for the spoilers Ma'am! Ur da best
That's not quite how it went. Or rather — it's true that Herdin didn't betray her, but the reason isn't that he still conflicted if he should hate her or like her. He loved her, without any conflict. He loves her now, he loved her then... The real issue in the past was his house's curse.
He learned from the priestess — who had ulterior motives, being in love with him — that Blair carried the curse afflicting the beloved women of House Delmark — a curse that had been created back when the house first acquired the power of Mana. The curse worked like this: if the power was used "excessively," whoever wielded it would go mad and kill the person they loved (and who loved them back).
One of his ancestors had found a way to lift the curse, but it had been reinstated with Herdin's father.
As a child, Herdin witnessed the curse play out firsthand: he watched his father, driven mad after using Mana against divine beasts, kill his mother. His father was about to kill him too, but Herdin was faster and killed him first.
The priestess told him that he and Blair both carried the same active curse. Herdin actually saw it: a black magic circle on her collarbone (we also see this in the manhwa from time to time). The circle had been placed there specifically to reinstate the curse. And because he loved Blair, he couldn't bear to let what he'd witnessed as a child happen to her too. That's why, in Blair's previous life, he did everything he could to push her away and make her stop loving him. If she stopped loving him, the curse could never be fulfilled.
Meanwhile, he was searching for a way to solve the problem — because he did love her, and he wanted a life with her and their son. In fact, in her previous life, Blair had found a huge stash of forbidden black magic books: they were there because Herdin had been searching for a way to break the curse.
SPOILER because that's not quite how it went.
Or rather — it's true that Herdin didn't betray her, but the reason isn't that he still conflicted if he should hate her or like her. He loved her, without any conflict. He loves her now, he loved her then... The real issue in the past was his house's curse.
He learned from the priestess — who had ulterior motives, being in love with him — that Blair carried the curse afflicting the beloved women of House Delmark — a curse that had been created back when the house first acquired the power of Mana. The curse, if u recall, worked like this: if the power was used "excessively," whoever wielded it would go mad and kill the person they loved (and who loved them back).
One of his ancestors had found a way to lift the curse, but it had been reinstated — additional spoiler: curse reinstated from Herdin's uncle — with Herdin's father.
As a child, Herdin witnessed the curse play out firsthand: he watched his father, driven mad after using Mana against divine beasts, kill his mother — the story that his mother was killed by a divine beast was a fabrication invented to protect House Delmark's reputation.. His father was about to kill him too, but Herdin was faster and killed him first. Poor child
The priestess told him that he and Blair both carried the same active curse. Herdin actually saw it: a black magic circle on her collarbone — we also see this in the manhwa from time to time. The circle had been placed there specifically to reinstate the curse — again, from his evil uncle. And because he loved Blair, he couldn't bear to let what he'd witnessed as a child happen to her too. That's why, in Blair's previous life, following the priestess' suggestion, he did everything he could to push her away and make her stop loving him. If she stopped loving him, the curse could never be fulfilled.
Meanwhile, he was searching for a way to solve the problem — because he did love her, and he wanted a life with her and their son. In fact, in her previous life, Blair had found a huge stash of forbidden black magic books: they were there because Herdin had been searching for a way to break the curse.
Y'all remember how it was mentioned that ML dad was under a curse nd kiled his mom. If i remember correctly ML also has that curse and thats why he want to sty away from her and his kid. But in the end they still end up dead and ML reverses time. The kid also regresses with them.
Im sorry for replying so late lmao
He also wasnt in love with the saintess. She will get what she deserves. I heard it was quite satisfying too