i love this series so much but reading it right now actually has me depressed. i haven't been able to get through the last 4 chapters without splitting each read over the couse of multiple days and i always end up crying every single time -- i really feel the heartbreak and not seeing sohan's pov really is tossing me around like sihwa
i cant even read it upon each update cuz i need to mentally prepare myself for the sadness despite all the fluff and humor spacing things out already
just read this for the first time--
and i CHOKED at the first sight of mr. han's naked body (mc's fantasy) cuz i thought he had weird pepperoni nipples
turns out there were just protective stickers but stilllll i screamed when i scrolled up again to see and just kept saying "ewwww that's not cute what's that brotha ewww"
stoopppp luke isn't even here to be happy about the longing glances and slow paced romance TT
why did i think bora was gonna be gay hahaha and that she was gonna date jeong dajin? they give puppy (bora) + cool cat (dajin) lesbian vibes
and i thought soyeon might have a thing with jay (( was so off base lmao
not him buying a car to immediately lower the passenger seat lmao
he was so smooth with it too
to eat everything, not help with chores, borrow money immediately, all on top of not even saying sorry or thank you for paying off the debt?
where were you when our sweet boy sohan needed family? you bitch
family went out the door when you did
i mean i knew we were flashing back -- but somehow i thought we flashed forward again and luke said "i should just die" and i thought to myself that that means he'll live and indeed he's in a hospital bed and i was sooo happy -- only to soon realize we're still in the flashback :0 just rip my heart out already
bro said "i'm obviously not gay" with three fingers up a man's ass + after pulling out a video of a guy being drilled + claiming to be turned on by said man...
no it's not that obvious
thank god yoshida's a (dressed alt.) wholesome boy -- i think he actually helped moved the main couple's relationship forward and comforted mc's insecurities about soma + soma's past relationship
booo on soma for setting things up like that (even if he knew it'd all work out cuz he knows yoshida well -- still boo)
homie, you broke your bf's heart because of this ex (literally said you loved him when you knew mc was falling in love) and now you're casually chatting + meeting with said ex without addressing mc's super big n valid insecurity regarding everything?? and then throwing mc into the mix with no prep -- not even a "i just wanted to make sure you came" talk when everyone first gathered -- nope, just let mc sit awkwardly in fear and anxiety for way too long of the meal
also yoshida didn't have to say "i think soma's easy to understand" the way he did right after mc said he's uncertain how soma feels...
^i get that everything was for the sake of the plot (author wants the flow to be more interesting -- same goes for soma not addressing the elephant in the restaurant) but jeez it makes the characters a lil less likeable -- is there really no way to write intesting (momentary) tension without making the characters slight assholes
up to chapter 68 spoilers
personally i think the new attractive eunuch + shi sui (bug loving maid) + sui rei (lady that faked her death) all kinda look alike and might be related
seems pretty apparent that the author is setting shi sui to play a big role since she's so oddly knowledgable about things as well + seems to have a murky background
maybe their people are slowing infultrating the palace and seem to be after jinshi's life
i was so certain there'd be a spin off of the tutor x glasses friend (the friend the tutor brought to the festival) but who woulda thought tera would get one instead