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just read this for the first time--
and i CHOKED at the first sight of mr. han's naked body (mc's fantasy) cuz i thought he had weird pepperoni nipples
turns out there were just protective stickers but stilllll i screamed when i scrolled up again to see and just kept saying "ewwww that's not cute what's that brotha ewww"
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i mean i knew we were flashing back -- but somehow i thought we flashed forward again and luke said "i should just die" and i thought to myself that that means he'll live and indeed he's in a hospital bed and i was sooo happy -- only to soon realize we're still in the flashback :0 just rip my heart out already
i love this series so much but reading it right now actually has me depressed. i haven't been able to get through the last 4 chapters without splitting each read over the couse of multiple days and i always end up crying every single time -- i really feel the heartbreak and not seeing sohan's pov really is tossing me around like sihwa
i cant even read it upon each update cuz i need to mentally prepare myself for the sadness despite all the fluff and humor spacing things out already