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No, but, i kinda get it what mokyeon feels tho. Speaking from past experience. After loving someone so much and get crushed by my own expectations it was devastating to say the least. Considering it was my first time i'm so wholeheartedly loved someone at the time. I get that it wasn't totally the other person fault, it's mostly me, getting betrayed by my own feelings because the return i'm expecting was not there. I thought that were something between us but all along it was my imagination bcs the other party wasn't even there at the table. It kinda sucked, bcs what we're doing at the time was no less than dating. After that...7 years later, which in now, i still got traumatized and never enter any sort of relationship ever again. It was horrible, i never want to give my heart so honestly like before because i can't ignore the possibilities of the past events happening again. So yeah, the impulsiveness, the disturbing thoughts, it was very very valid bcs i have that too at one time. Kinda make you feel that you aren't worthy to be loved.
?!!! Wth i didn't expect that it would be Taeyoung who talk first. Damn, you better treat Jinwoo right bcs that kid already suffer enough