My theories and ramblings~
Okay, despite how i laughed so hard when mokyeon spitting out nonsense in the car i also cried when he admit all his wrongdoings. I don't want to make excuses for all the bad things he has done towards nanjo, that's a fact. But if i'm being honest, his "bad" can't really be compared to other trashy ML out there. Like, i've seen far far worse. Mokyeon was like slightly below the line, not really that far. For starter, the relationship between Mokyeon and Nanjo in essence was a transaction. Nanjo can def back out any moment but he choose not to bcs of twinky. I refuse to believe someone as smart as Nanjo didn't find the oddities in Sunhwa esp after the first threesome. He knows something was up but he choose to turn a blind eye. He wants to believe that Sunhwa was not like Mokyeon said at all. And, despite we're not having any pov from Nanjo, i think he basically get Mokyeon feelings early on. It was when he decided to kiss Mokyeon first. He clearly knows how much Mokyeon wants him. I think it was a fierce struggle between what he wants to believe and what his heart telling him. In all rationality, Nanjo should not believe Mokyeon at all but somewhere in there, his heart tells him that Mokyeon feelings was genuine and he was not really that bad. Otherwise how can he act at ease when around Mokyeon. I think Mokyeon was the only one so far that didn't leave after witnessing the imperfect sides of Nanjo. Nanjo in front of Sunhwa was giving CEO out of the drama perfect boyfriend. Nanjo in front of Mokyeon was his real self. His anger and coldness, his laugh and smile, his clumsy sides, it was all seen by Mokyeon. And Mokyeon loved it. That's why i found it so natural when Nanjo accept Mokyeon kiss right before season 1 ends. Like, Nanjo felt something but he still didn't want to believe on Mokyeon. His crashout at s1 end was valid bcs Nanjo was losing control over his life. I think shame also played a part bcs i don't think Nanjo ever thought he will get caught cheating when he's dating other people. Mokyeon was a variable and a stain in his perfect principles, that's why he's so mad. He's mad bcs he's actually got caught crossing the lines that he swore he will never do. I think that's what Nanjo feels about Mokyeon. Something bad but i can't help myself to indulge a bit, but when people know, i felt chaotic and at loss bcs i'm not supposed to strayed from the perfect path.
Mokyeon, ugh, didn't expect that he was such a cry baby. I really really want to see him and Nanjo together bcs goddamn this kid got it tough since he was little. Like, his shitty personality didn't come from out of nowhere. He crave affection but was betrayed in the most cruel way possible and left numb bcs he know that love was the most fragile thing. The fact that he now love Nanjo so much kinda breaks my heart. This is first time he want to loved so badly and he didn't get it. I feel so freakin awful hahaha. Shitty childhood doesn't mean a free pass for being a jerk i know. But, i really really want Nanjo to give him a chance.
Istg if uke ends up with taeha i will riot. Anyone is better than him. PLS PLS PLS. LET IT BE POLY END at the very least.
?!!! Wth i didn't expect that it would be Taeyoung who talk first. Damn, you better treat Jinwoo right bcs that kid already suffer enough
No, but, i kinda get it what mokyeon feels tho. Speaking from past experience. After loving someone so much and get crushed by my own expectations it was devastating to say the least. Considering it was my first time i'm so wholeheartedly loved someone at the time. I get that it wasn't totally the other person fault, it's mostly me, getting betrayed by my own feelings because the return i'm expecting was not there. I thought that were something between us but all along it was my imagination bcs the other party wasn't even there at the table. It kinda sucked, bcs what we're doing at the time was no less than dating. After that...7 years later, which in now, i still got traumatized and never enter any sort of relationship ever again. It was horrible, i never want to give my heart so honestly like before because i can't ignore the possibilities of the past events happening again. So yeah, the impulsiveness, the disturbing thoughts, it was very very valid bcs i have that too at one time. Kinda make you feel that you aren't worthy to be loved.
Oh wow, i've been waiting for this author to make new works! Finally, we're in for smexy dirty chaotic scenes
Now taeyeong, i would give you a 100 if you can stop whoring around and just focus on our jinwoo sunbae. Srsly, at this point you're in love and you just need to admit it. I really don't wanna see run away and chasing arc bcs there's plenty enough out there huhu
I cried so much. Fl deserves so much better ngl. Fuck ML and his family. She's just a pawn and you all dare to hate and torment her like that.
I don't really understand but sure you love the thrill
Somebody spoiler me please. I'm dying to know what happened in the last chapter. Pilsang cried so hard, i need to knoww AAAA
Are we entering the running away arc? Hahahaha if i not see ML beggin on his knees i will not be satisfied
Thank you for the translations. Just ignore the annoying flies. Srsly we're reading in illegal sites, stop complaining.
Wow he got pregnant very quickly. Now, run and begin that chasing arc. I want to see seme begging on his knees and cried
What the? Dindin don't go pleaseeee omg i was about to re read
I have a love hate relationship with this author bcs she really like making love triangle. PLS PLS FOR FS LET IT BE POLY ENDING. I
The plot is so trashy. And Istg chansol, if you want to be a slut then be one. Don't act halfheartedly. One time you enjoyed it and the other you act like innocent virgin. CHOOSE ONE PERSONALITY PLEASE. I'm totally fine with promiscuous uke, i iust can't stand u act like a white lotus.
I'm sorry but both you guys are just really stupid. ML def knows Geonwu likes him but choose to ignore it bcs he doesn't want to lose a friend and Geonwu put up with it bcs he cares abt Taejun more than himself. Like, gosh, just take a crazy leap of faith. Do we have to see ML chasing MC to the crematorium arc? My scalp tingle bcs the update is once every 10 days and i just want to see them date already