No, but, i kinda get it what mokyeon feels tho. Speaking from past experience. After loving someone so much and get crushed by my own expectations it was devastating to say the least. Considering it was my first time i'm so wholeheartedly loved someone at the time. I get that it wasn't totally the other person fault, it's mostly me, getting betrayed by my own feelings because the return i'm expecting was not there. I thought that were something between us but all along it was my imagination bcs the other party wasn't even there at the table. It kinda sucked, bcs what we're doing at the time was no less than dating. After that...7 years later, which in now, i still got traumatized and never enter any sort of relationship ever again. It was horrible, i never want to give my heart so honestly like before because i can't ignore the possibilities of the past events happening again. So yeah, the impulsiveness, the disturbing thoughts, it was very very valid bcs i have that too at one time. Kinda make you feel that you aren't worthy to be loved.
Somebody spoiler me please. I'm dying to know what happened in the last chapter. Pilsang cried so hard, i need to knoww AAAA
Pilsang found out that Jooeon was just playing w him so that he confesses, he cries infront of Jooeon and decides to run away. Jooeon sent his cubes to follow Pilsang, but he finally used the button that deactivates the robots within his radius. His last words to Jooeon was "I have nothing to say to you. Live well." The chapter ends there.
The long version of what happened :
Seo Ah brought up the whole game and asked Jooeon if he had actually fallen in love with Pilsang, thinking that he hadn't denied the article's claim that he had a rumored lover who was a loan shark. Jooeon immediately shut it down, telling her "Why would I even love him ?" (as if that's not what actually happened *rolling eyes*)
Pilsang having heard everything, he started wobbling as the shock made him lose his footing, and he accidentally knocked over a vase. Then, they heard him and when Jooeon saw him standing there in tears, he tried to stop him, but Pilsang punched him in the face —honestly, deserved !!—and ran away.
Seo Ah told Jooeon to go after him, but he refused, saying the articles had to be dealt with first, then he just ordered the Cubes to follow Pilsang. He also told Seo Ah to marry someone else but oh well he already shitted atp...
Back to his house, Pilsang couldn't stop crying and kept thinking back on everything Jooeon had done for him and wondered if all of it had just been part of the game. He bitterly thought that he'd known all along that no one would ever really love someone like him and that he was a fool to have had expectations like that ╥﹏╥.
And since he had already planned to leave the house (as he had to give it back to his hyung) and walk away from Jooeon, he told himself he'd just have to leave earlier than planned now.
As he was going out, the Cubes were waiting for him, and Jooeon spoke to him through them, saying that they need to talk but Pilsang refused and answered that there was nothing left to say, told Jooeon to live his life well, and then pressed the button to deactivate the Cubes, cutting off all communication through them.
This is it (/TДT)/









?!!! Wth i didn't expect that it would be Taeyoung who talk first. Damn, you better treat Jinwoo right bcs that kid already suffer enough