Honestly I wish we saw him stabbing ml. Like we had a really nice "successful running away and hiding" so mc still doesn't consider this situation as something he enjoys or wants. At this point author can go with two options with his "mind breaking", he can either stab ml or start to believe that he loves him as psychological attempt to shield himself from the cruel reality
A character you wouldn’t tolerate in real life can still be likable and well written. < If this makes you angry, it was probably written for you. (*^3^)/~☆ Also for petty little bitches if you look into my profil to comment on my taste, first clean all your questionable content from the reading lists (ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡
Do we know who is the ml?