This is the first time I read a manhwa wherein it portrays sex addiction quite clearly. It isn’t just wanting to be fucked, it damages your mindset and even your relationships. just like what Elliot said I would walk into alleyways thinking to be raped and used by the people in it. It’s gotten to a point where I would fantasize even my own family.
I would feel disgusted with myself but I would return to that routine. I tried speaking about it to my family but I’m scared of seeing their disgusted expressions. My family is kind but they’re conservative too. Whenever I would see my friends chatting happily I would feel ashamed of my thoughts. Even if I excelled in my academics, in the back of my mind I would hope to be humiliated and used without my consent.
I think the cause of this was when I discovered nudes and porn hub since then it has spiraled from there. Now I fear the risk of getting discovered. I want to get therapy but I worry about what others think.
The ending was bittersweet, I genuinely felt bad for Jinyeong and his unreciprocated love but it was for the best. Jinyeong had problems especially with his mother and the best thing was to move on, I hope he finds someone who will love him the same way he loved Jihan.
Anyways I was quite satisfied with the ending with Jihan overcoming his fear of being discarded and him actually talking about loving Hyeseop back, plus points since Hyeseop’s family accepts Jihan unlike Jinyeong’s mother. I do wish for side stories.
As for Seongbin, I understood his choice back then. Realistically speaking, his career was in the line however it doesn’t excuse what he said to Jihan, he could’ve spoken properly to him and instead of leaving him in the dark, he should’ve communicated with him. Though I suppose even if they were still together it wouldn’t properly work out, since it is evident that Seongbin prioritizes his career as an actor. It was understandable when Jihan said “I wished you had that courage back then.” Not everything can be brought back just because you changed, the other person’s feelings are also important in considering the relationship. He was too late in explaining himself, he made that decision and he should just leave it. Though him coming back did give Jihan closure so that’s that.
Final word, side stories please!!!(⌒▽⌒)
I forgot to add, Hyeseop is actually the best option for him since he showed to Jihan that he was willing to care for him and choose him even if that means letting go of anyone else. The day when Jihan found Jinyeong with someone else and Jinyeong preferring to call him as just a “college friend” triggered Jihan’s past memory of Seongbin with another, and that played a part in how Jihan perceived his relationship with Jinyeong as something discardable. Though they should’ve just communicated.
Also, in my opinion it had a bit too much sex scenes. It would be better if we used that to dive into the characters personalities. Thought I might just be over analyzing things so yeah that’s it. Overall it was a good story! The twinkification was horrendous though. It’s fun to read something like this sometimes. (≧∀≦)









Hinahabol na nga lang siya tatanungin niya pa kung mahal siya ni ilay eh nagpasunog nga si ilay ng forest para lang hanapin siya