Chap 40 was the most recent one available,I wanted to wait for more chapters to build up, and thank goodness i did. I would not have handled waiting for j and sayoung to discover each other’s true identity for every week. Thank goodness my patience rewarded me with reunions and quite major developments for the plot.
Re-reading it again now, I remembered why. It’s agonizing reading the story. I feel for so much for Soongap.
I hate Pilgeon so much. I can never forgive him for everything he did.
Sure you could sympathize with all his trauma having just witnessed death at a young age, and why he yearns to be with soongap as he grew. But man, his obsession is so warped that he could never understand soongap’s needs for space and why he’s so uncomfortable with him.
I hated that he never got the punishment he deserved from everything he did to Soongap. But then again, Pilgeon already does that to himself. And as much as i’d want him to live torturing himself, knowing that the only person he “loved” resents him and is in a loving and healthy relationship with Bongchun, him remembering- would mean searching nonstop for soongap. Having amnesia was probably for the best for Soongap’s safety. I’d prefer it if he died painfully but then again Soongap will start to blame himself. So, surviving with amnesia it is.
Enough ranting! Everytime I see soongap and bongchun having fun, I genuinely feel joy lol. And I probably mentioned this in my old comment from years ago, but seeing Soongap’s eyes getting less dark and having more sparkle throughout the story, showed how much healthier (physically and mentally) he was getting because of Bongchun.
I wish there were more chapters exploring Soongap’s grief after losing Mojil. It felt like there was so much smut each chapter that he didn’t have enough time to really process all the baggage.
I’m so glad my memory is bad bc I could reread stories and enjoy it like it’s my first time reading!! And I swear to god this manga makes me laugh so much. The dog gets me every time, he is so fucking hilarious. And I loveee how the artist doesn’t shy away from drawing the characters with extreme and absurd expressions !! Not only is it funny, it really captures the characters emotions. It’s something I take note as when I draw.
I also just really wish there’s more chapters to explore the characters in their college/working life, but especially them living together! Now that we got a glimpse of them living together, I’m curious to see more of what their dynamic is when they started moving in together.
Now I’m in tears again rereading it. Not many mangas could make me dread this much lol. This just goes to show how incredible the author is. Showing the importance of the role of adults in children. Treating children as human beings and actually listening to what they have to say, because their voices is just as important.
So I am really anxious for what’s to happen next. Gonna go watch the anime now!
I get to enjoy rereading this again! It’s so hype but I’m so nervous that it will only get worse for J, the story really wants you to know that was just a kid when all of this happened. I cannot imagine all the trauma he went through since we’re only getting a few glimpses of his past. But when the time comes and we find out what happened in that raft, I will be in shambles. I should’ve let this marinate bc now I cannot wait










Was here for the toxic yuri lookin of a thumbnail. I thought their dynamic was going to be enemies to lovers at least with the first few chapters, but no it’s ACTUAL toxic yuri. But not those “ooo she kinda bad” I was surprised by how deeper the story went. I love how the author wrote the characters. Junko is an actual villain and a really good one! Kayo was one too? But everything shifted when Satomi comes into the picture and sees Kayo beyond her efforts. Suddenly, the workforce isn’t the ring Junko and Kayo is in constant battle anymore. And Junko does NOT want that. Junko being conflicted of what Kayo is to her, whether it’s love or loathing, she is obsessed and wants to keep fighting with her (physically or not). She is GENUINELY terrifying of a character. Literally some chapters felt like I’m reading from horror manga. I feel bad for Yoshiko being involved in the mess.
Both characters got what they deserved in the end. Junko got the office all to herself back, got promoted, got into deep, the cycle continues. And Kayo grew. She may have gone into many messes after Junko, but she learned what really mattered in her work. +she got a hot and supportive girlfriend i am so happy for them. I would loved having a side chapter or a spin off of them.
And I LOVE that at the last chapter, the callback from their names being black and white. Now the colors from their outfits to their surroundings have switched, symbolizing where they are now.
A satisfying story left with no bad aftertaste!