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in this yuri, the mc's girlfriend passes away, and she is stuck grieving her. then, while reading her late girlfriend's diary, her girlfriend's ghost or something appears in front of her, and along with this ghost, she gets out of her shell, and visits people who knew them both to move on or something. idk this is all i remember lol
im kinda sick of seeing bottoms forgive tops over and over in different manhwas for being kidnapped and raped, and im looking for one where the fucking rapist of a top gets what he deserves
Reverse Thinking?
Although at first you're not going to get it and are probably going to hate the top (basically Top's revenge cuz bottom and friends used to brutally rape him in highschool)
Your cup of tea?
reverse thinking is the only bl i know that fits lol i read it till the gangrape part, im letting it marinate a bit more for now, but i didnt dislike it. it is certainly my cup of tea, but i do wish the reason for the top hating the bottom so much to do such shit to him was more fleshed out in the manhwa itself since i found out thats only a part of the novel? or has that changed in recent chapters? im honestly looking for a yaoi thats a bit like black and white by sal jiang
Zetsubou ni Nake? the revenge isn't the main focus of the story though
thanks! ill check it out anyway
ive never seen a manga capture the lesbian experience (at least mine) this closely. it always hurts to realize that the woman you love just wont see you that way, ever. and even if you part ways with her, life continues to go on. you may never see her again, you can hate her, while still loving her, and you'll never really stop thinking about her and probably never forget her, but you still have to continue living as usual as if she didnt mean everything to you. it hurts, and often there is no one you can tell. there's no satisfying or happy ending at all. life just goes on.
also im pretty sure the hallucination of takatsuki lashing out at komura and telling her how gross she is and how she never loved her back was komura's own thoughts about her desire for takatsuki taking form. she knew takatsuki didnt love her back, so she thought that obviously takatsuki would be disgusted by her if she knew she was in love with her. that part was also so incredibly relatable like omg. im obsessed with this author now