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in this yuri, the mc's girlfriend passes away, and she is stuck grieving her. then, while reading her late girlfriend's diary, her girlfriend's ghost or something appears in front of her, and along with this ghost, she gets out of her shell, and visits people who knew them both to move on or something. idk this is all i remember lol
im kinda sick of seeing bottoms forgive tops over and over in different manhwas for being kidnapped and raped, and im looking for one where the fucking rapist of a top gets what he deserves
Reverse Thinking?
Although at first you're not going to get it and are probably going to hate the top (basically Top's revenge cuz bottom and friends used to brutally rape him in highschool)
Your cup of tea?
reverse thinking is the only bl i know that fits lol i read it till the gangrape part, im letting it marinate a bit more for now, but i didnt dislike it. it is certainly my cup of tea, but i do wish the reason for the top hating the bottom so much to do such shit to him was more fleshed out in the manhwa itself since i found out thats only a part of the novel? or has that changed in recent chapters? im honestly looking for a yaoi thats a bit like black and white by sal jiang
Zetsubou ni Nake? the revenge isn't the main focus of the story though
thanks! ill check it out anyway
im really glad i read this. it gives me hope, that yes i can live my truth even in a homophobic country. there will always be problems and hate but there will always be people to take my side, too. id honestly fallen into a really depressive state for the past couple years and ive been a shut in for that time, but ive been making plans as to how i could leave for months, and now ive finally found something to leave the house for.
but i do feel very scared at the thought of random people finding about me, just like tasuku was so scared about being "found out". its terrifying, but knowing that there are others like me somewhere, and theres people who understand me, makes the fear go away a little. i also forgot about the support i DO still have, i have a friend who accepts me for who i am, im grateful to have her, i thought she would turn on me too. but she hasnt, for many years now. and if she exists, there will be others like her.
lmao maybe its incredibly pathetic to feel like this and yap so much over a manga, but this is just one of those mangas that really makes you feel and reflect on your own life.