when you read the recent chapters and go back to reread the early chapters while holding the information you have now about gozu’s whole past and like damn. heartbreaking that he learnt that hardcore sex/rape is what actual sex is and he needs to be in control during sex due to his upbringing after being so powerless against all the men who took advantage of him while he was a child and up to adulthood. i’m so happy that eve is showing him that it’s okay for gozu to just Be in moments of intimacy and be soft and tender and that what they have now isn’t what gozu had in the past. bruh this manga is actually so peak despite the shenanigans like what gozu and eve have is so healthy and open. and the depiction of sexual trauma and eve holding gozu when he’s scared and waiting for when he’s ready and ok. WOWWWW give me 10 of that pls











yuuji being anxious that kirato will eventually leave him and find a monogamous heterosexual relationship is so #relatable of a queer experience