Im so sick of abusive semes why are most of them the toxic ones and uke is a victim. Recommend me abusive ukes to refresh my brain.
It's just not a very common trope. The only one that comes to mind is A Twisted Fate (which is very, VERY good by the way) -
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/twisted_soul/

Recommend depressed miserable self-destructive suicidal semes plz
like office hero, a world without you, the third decade, approximate guide