But doesn’t actually do anything ,,, I want him to break one of his ribs like he said or just something, like no way he’s evil and all this stuff but hasn’t resorted to bodily ,utilation yet ヽ(`Д´)ノ when R&C Caesar did that shit it pissed me off so bad I almost stopped reading, and now this is the one story where it fits the character to do it and they won’t (/TДT)/
I just realised part of the reason I love this manwha so much is because it has similar payback vibes,,, the art, the character personalities obsessive prick top x dead inside bottom that struggles, the grain filter and colors and the ways the lips are drawn and the expressions,,, its reawakening something in me
There’s something about the entire pacing and atmosphere that feels so realistic - like yeah actually taking it up the ass hurts like hell, especially after you only use a few fingers for like 5 panels lol
He didnt try to exaggerate or fake a reaction either and they’re just slowly trying stuff out it’s just so precious and as much as it hurts it’s so wholesome to think back and relate it to my experience ┗( T﹏T )┛
Yuri is so much better than me cause this fuckass teacher pissing me offff you’re a grown ass man 80 chapters of the most pitiful ass excuses and speeches I’d have punched him ten different times had I the confidence of yuri
Normally I’d have stopped reading before the first season even finished but I really loved Yuris character, so to have this bum who STILL can’t muster just one tiny shred of assurance just one single time is making it so hard to read
Every chapter is just persistent apologising and self pity and all this stuff and I 100% understand the mental health issues that have quite literally been spoon fed to the audience regarding his situation, but this is why I’m a horrible person with no empathy because it gets to a point where all patience is lost on me (╯°Д °)╯╧╧











Like it’s really pissing me to off, season 1 he woulda never acted like this, and their dynamic hasn’t changed enough yet for him to suddenly be this willingly insistent on the feeding especially knowing the potential consequences (also dumb how he’s suddenly not believing about the sroudal)
Its because he was told no that he wants to do it so bad. He reversed psychologied himself tbh.
He literally had a dream of jongwu as his wife some days before they reunited. The man has been having feelings already