First piece of fiction where I hope the mc kills himself because genuinely how will he continue after all that (yes ik what happens in the novel, unfortunate)
Basically, near the end the mc tries to kill himself, fails, but the other three bastards believe he died and have this like momentum of grief and all that bullshit, then it’s discovered that mc is actually (unfortunately) alive. He gets together with the main bastard, and they cut the other 2 bastards out of their lives.
Personally I wished the mc wouldn’t have survived since mentally he’s fucked for life, but who cares about that am I right









Two fucking blondes I shouldn’t have had hope for Josh