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Ch 15.
Have this dialogue section where ml Asked mc that ml knows that mc would not use his dick after graduation. And asks that had he ever even jerked off. To which mc replies no. Then ml gets gitty that to even jerk off , mc needs ml.
First of all , what the fuck. So appearantly main character does not even jerk off without ml help (is mc without libido, the answer is no he has libido but its the author way of saying he can only be intimate with ml) , Appearantly mc can not even have sex with other while ml can go full on hoe mode with mc substitute.
Second ml gets giddy knowing that mc does now have sex with other people while they were away and on the other hand he fucks around.
Ml even said , he gets to keep his hands clean.....[hands clean in what way , if mc hafd sex with other he would have been dirty is that what u are implying or if mc had sex with other , you would kill those people and since he did not you get to keep ur hands clean. Is that what ml is implying.]
So according to ml [ml can fuck arround but if mc fucks arround ,ml hands wont be clean either he will kill those people or mc woukd be unclean]
The forced infantilization on mc is so creepy.
Wait i am confused , ch 20 .... mc asked which bastard was it this time . Ml replied with 'there is no one else but you. And is it hard to trust'
Also male lead is a germaphobe and appearantly he is okay with touching things he considered his own.
Also its always mc , who assume and accuse ml of being slut. Ml inner monologue never confirms this or denies this.
I mean it would be be unfair for mc, (the mc never has sex with others cuz he still loves ml). If male lead were to fuck mc substitute all this time.(while being in love with mc).
Since , author estabilished ml is a germaphobe and but has no problem touching things that he considered his own... does that mean every person male lead has ons with he considered them enough with the 'own' factor to pit his dick in. Or that is just a rumour or a facade.
Since in ch20 ml says 'there is no one else but only u'.
Its confusing me.
And i am sick and tired of reading male lead who appearantly loves mc but has no problem fucking 50 different people who looks like mc. And the mc who remains saintly loyal to the said ml.
Pls i beg this story to be different.
He’s only vague about it because he knows it makes Pung-ho jealous, but he gen hasn’t been with anyone else but him
has he tho? i faintly rmb a scene where it showed ml had many exes that all looked like mc, but all the relationships very short lived