All that happened with him, and with skylar as well is like what i went through and still do. When skylar was bullied for being gay but his best friend, my best friend in middle school bullied me with all her friends as well, drove me to being suicidal and i stopped coming to school as well. At home, like cirrus, but i feel like cirrus's father was better than mine by a ton, mine brought home new woman all the time, never once cared for me, i never knew what fatherly love even meant. What can be different is how cirrus always is jealous and was unhappy on other's happiness while i was envious, i thought a good fayher cant even ecist but when i heard how my friend's families were. How they would sit on a dining table together to eat lunch and dinner, it all was so crazy. My dogs were my emoyional support as well, its so hard to know they arent with me anymore. After that best friend severely bullying me incident i have tried to stay aeay from getting a girlfriend but i always wonder, like skylar, like cirrus, will i also find someone who would tell me its okay, would let me cry mt heart out even for one night? I dont knwo what siblings live, what parently love, what any love ever was, would i be able to experience love like they did?
The manhwa felt so close to my heart girllll i was crying on the last chapter so much IT WAS ALL SO GOOD. Anyone who says Cirrus is wrong, they genuinely need to know that life isnt always sweet for everyone i get so pissed when people who critisize charqcters with rough backstories, yes ofc they couldve chose just to ignore everythung ... but every human has their own limits and people need to know that
Oh btw, i didnt like how skylar didnt talk with that old best friend, THAT DROVE SOMETHING IN ME AND I MESSAGED THAT GIRL WHO BULLIED ME HALF A DECADE AGO . I actually got her to apologize to me but her friend didnt but i feel more complete now that ... even after so many years, i finally heard an apology
THE CLIFFHANGER NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOO THIS IS PHYSICALLY PAINFUL HOW BAD THAT WAS. WAS INSIDE MINCHEOL'S HEAD FOR A WHOLE MONTH JUST TO SEE A CLIFFHANGER????