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soul September 26, 2026 11:01 am

*breathes* These are my thoughts and theories so far. So if anyone reads this to the end, I’m sorry LOL.

I'm caught up at chapter 47 and reread chapter 1. When I read it the first time, I thought Than hated Hima (present Hima with white hair), but after understanding more of the context, I feel like it's a lot more complicated than that.

There’s a degree of hatred because he believes this guy caused his fiance’s death and destroyed his home because of the vines. Not realizing that his fiance is actually the cause of the vines and that this person is Hima. However, compatibility and connection don’t just disappear.

With this context, I observed that Than showed concern for Hima in chapter 1. When he collapsed, he displayed a hint of worry, indicating some care, even if subconscious. Their connection explains this, which is also why Hima was regenerated in the first place.

**Theory: I wonder if this takes place in the past, before realizing how important the connection with your guide is to an esper. (Referring to the classic guide verse genre lore.) Basically, before they integrated a pairing system. Their current setup in this world with this guides and espers already seems very buggy and disjointed. While espers are indeed powerful, they seem pretty sloppy. Hima, who found Than, became exceptionally strong once awakened, thanks to his guide’s nurturing.**

Because of their connection, Than always had that sixth sense that Hima was in danger. (Like when Hima was cutting out his eye the first time, Than sensed something was wrong. The way the panel was drawn made it seem like instinct.) I think a guide’s nature, wanting to care for their esper, whether they realize it or not, will show through.

So anyway, I believe there’s hardship and angst ahead. But I also see their chemistry a bit in chapter 1 that I hadn’t noticed before when I read it the first time.

If it takes me paragraphs in order for me to impact what I read, you know the series is fire. Let’s hope they don’t ruin it. ┗( T﹏T )┛

soul August 24, 2026 9:02 am

This series is starting to drag a bit I fear. The present time is starting to get stale so the past lives stuff is not hitting as much. Just me?

soul July 28, 2026 7:44 am

I gotta say… the sex is really hot. Even the masterbation scenes. Usually I don’t really get into masterbation scenes but dang— this one is good

soul July 5, 2026 7:51 am

I reread this story and I’m so sad we got zero side stories. Like the last showing of the brother was literally the explosion— what about the aftermath of everyone else after the MC whistle blown. No domestic life? In outta here lol

    Catnip nightmare August 1, 2026 7:33 pm

    True. Besides, what I really need is a story of his own for Secretary Lee. I don't know about you, but to me he seemed by far the sexiest character in the whole story, not just in appearance (omg, his constantly furrowed brow made me sigh) , but his personality too: professional, focused, efficient, and with an infinite amount of patience, hahaha, always on the verge of exploding. I'd really like to see more of him

soul May 20, 2026 12:45 pm

Currently almost 6am and I decided to start this and then finish it later. Big mistake. It’s been a while for a BL to immerse me like this. Finally another gem has showed up.

    LG May 20, 2026 1:36 pm

    thisss lmao it's 6am for me too :')

soul May 16, 2026 11:58 am

The plot is too odd for me.

soul April 23, 2026 11:19 am

Is the true winner in the end was Jo. Homie is living his best life away from that mess. I only looked at the epilogue just to see the aftermath of Joseph. Too sick in the stomach to read the rest after seeing the end game.

I’ll make it clear: I am not hating those who are team TJ. But respect my reasons on why them being paired wasn’t a good decision in my opinion.

The story in the beginning was showing promise of growth and change. Potentially a fresher love triangle ending. I wished they did something different with Tj. But nope. Ian still stayed where he was. But at least Joseph has a new camera and can live his life in the sun <33 but what a bummer of a plot.

soul April 15, 2026 7:33 am

JUST SAY YOU FUCKIN LOVE HIM IM LOSING IT. HES LITERALLY WANTING YOU TO LOVE HIM. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

soul March 29, 2026 8:31 pm

Not the tl being like “no one asked” but like… he was asked LMAO. He literally asked “how did you know” and the sunbae said he’s really good at detecting pheromones like bestie if you are gonna make memes that effect the immersion of reading, at least make it make sense

    MR BORED March 30, 2026 1:08 am

    It was so annoying. Like we get it, you hate the seme. You could have done that by the end of the chapter

    soul March 30, 2026 5:11 pm
    It was so annoying. Like we get it, you hate the seme. You could have done that by the end of the chapter MR BORED

    Or someone else can translate. This juvenile “who asked” shit doesn’t need to be there

soul March 27, 2026 5:24 pm

This series stayed consistent from start to finish. The author’s motive/story meaning stayed strong even before she drew a chapter. Thus made the story stay true till the end. Even when hearing opinions during that Enzo scene. Which good on her as it made her story not drag nor change its coarse. It’s unfortunate this story doesn’t have more popularity than some gross BL stories are because I wanted to see them domestic god damn it (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    ella June 24, 2026 1:28 am

    I agree. This is so underrated. She has produced something that is original, and superior to most other bls.
    The characters and their motivations are so well developed that their behaviours make sense in context to their past experiences. This bl has depth.
    Unfortunately most readers want to moralise instead of enjoying fiction, and experiencing or understanding the perspectives of various characters.

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