1. What do you mean he gets gang raped until 35? By randoms or by the main group of shit heads? And why did he let it be? Timeline would be nice too, I read but I am lost.
2. Why did MC let the supervisor and other students (before horse attempt rape) rape him? Was that all an act or what? But even if it was an act, why did he seem to take Jerome’s words seriously and only enjoy sex with the supervisor?
3. Time line with spoilers, as detailed as you want to spoil me, leading up to ending would be appreciated. I don’t think I will ever read the novel because what the fuck.
4. Why did Jerome back out of the horse part? Is it just to show that he is the most sane rapist?
5. So George and Hugh are lovers, romantic or just obsession with each other? And why do they need a pet person? Is each other not enough.
6. Why was MC targeted by the group of shit heads?
Any other spoilers!! COME AT ME
^^ this bc what the fuck is this story lol
1. Mc’s choice, he got lots of chance leading a normal life, no, at one point he DID choice to get a normal life. But he’s obsessed with Jerome and end up chasing him for over 10 years. He then meet Teddy, a guy he fall in love with, start over, but it only takes 2 years untill he decided to stop and comes back to Simon and Jerome.
2. I dont understand either, probably to show everyone is accomplice, yk, raymond is ragebaiter, he might do that to piss off the boys
3. Vol. 1 : 20 y/o
Vol. 2 : 22 y/o
Vol. 3 : 10 years time skip, 32 y/o
Vol. 4 : 35 I think
Vol 5-7 : I believe this is mostly extra
4. Either no explanation or I forgot
5. Idk, they might just match each other freak or smthg
6. Mc’s didnt get targeted by random, George mad bcs Raymond kill Hugh and takes revenge which included mob. This happen at 22. After George death, the reason Raymond get grape is bcs he went to the club owned by Donwells family as part of his chasing Jerome plan.
*1. Its really wrong for me to say its Mc’s choice, he’s actually mentally ill due to abuse he receive in first and second vol, thats why he obsess over Jerome as coping mecanism, he trying to get hint by the victim photo George have show him. He then meet christ(the only victim that survived) and accidentally run to Tim(hugh’s twin), Tim then invite him to a party where he meet Jerome. Jerome trying to send Raymond back bcs its dangerous but raymond sacred on losing Jerome again so he run to “the club” place where they gang grape ppl including the victim and young jerome and simon. Jerome hand him a plain mask to disguise Raymond as normal guest but Raymond didnt go with the flow(he didnt abuse that night victim just like the others), then he bcm a victim bcs the other guest realize Raymond is outsider.
^this happen in vol.3
Forgot what exactly vol.4 contain but Tim and Simon died in here.
I’m glad the priest isn’t the ML (assuming) cause he doesn’t deserve the sexy whore. I’m not saying ML lacks anything to not deserve, just that I feel he would be best satisfied if he took it in the ass.
(Yeah you got me I just wanna rail the priest)
Also check my smut list! I should have this one down with the sex chapters only! + raws link.
i dont want the mc to be tied down to one person he better off whoring :'D (hehehe
I am rooting for a trouple between the Mc, the priest and the demon cat.
luckily i don't think that'll be the case here, especially since the other title for this story is "There's No Need to Choose Just One, Right?"
Just reposting it here so people don’t have to go all the way back in pages.
Next story involves the MC, ML, and ML’s brother.
https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/31522
It seems to be a forced blackmail and NTR/cheating plot. MC believes that the ML is blind, and the ML’s brother happens to be in their home. I think MC was taking birth control in secret or something, he was looking for pills. The brother sees that and uses that to blackmail him, that if he doesn’t sleep with him, he will tell the ML.
So MC reluctantly agrees I think and next panel shows him having sex with the brother. The ML is at a dining table, eating. ML is actually not blind and can see his brother and MC having sex in front of him.
Later MC seems to be feeling guilty and the ML has to go to work or somewhere. The brother is still there and he forces MC to have sex or else. The brother makes a call to someone, I assume ML, and just chatting about something. He gestures at MC to give him a blow job. Then they have sex, while ML is on the phone line.
Later MC is sleeping and the brother comes and forces him to have sex. The ML is sleeping next to him!
The MC has his arms around the brother’s neck, it seems like a cheating and cuck scene if nobody knew the context.
Next panel, MC is feeling very guilty and he desperately wants to have sex with ML to overwrite the forced sex that happened with the brother. So they do have sex and it seems MC is still stimulated from the previous sex with ML’s brother. During the sex with ML, MC remembers the sex with the brother and cums.
Later, MC is probably having his heat or something but he is aroused. He tries to sleep it off, and noticed a figure climbing onto the bed. He thought it was ML and was about to happily accept, but finds out it is the brother dressed like how ML would dress.
He backs off and refuses, but eventually falls into the temptations. He wraps his hands and legs around him. The panel skips to another, focused on a picture of the MC and ML’s wedding. After having sex, the brother tells MC about the car incident and probably something was revealed because ML suddenly appeared behind and smashed his head with a cane, bloody.
There’s a complete different aura and demeanor with the ML. He has a cigarette in mouth and looks cold. MC still believes he is blind and goes up to him, waving his hand in his face.
The ML shows him all the video camera recordings of him with the brother. There’s panels that show him fucking with the brother in many different locations like kitchen, living room while the ML is drinking coffee, acting blind. He smirks while watching.
The ML, present time, pushes MC onto the bed and MC somehow gets horny. The ML plays a video on a screen in front of the bed, of MC riding the brother. And MC looks down in shame probably, and his dick splurted out cum. I can’t tell, I think the ML is thrusting inside MC at the same time? So maybe from that too.
MC was aroused from this whole situation somehow.
Then the ML’s brother wakes up after being unconscious, his head is bloody and looks angry.
ML sits on a chair with MC on his lap, and fingers him.
MC is too much of a horn dog to care. The ML urges his brother to thrust inside MC. And the brother approaches and does that although he is angry. Next panels show them having a threesome, MC is getting dick back and forth. Then they do a double penetration, MC seems to be having the time of his raped life cause what is a victim right?
Finally, the next panel shows the picture of the ML and MC’s wedding again. But this time, the panel is face plant down. I wonder what this means, that the facade is over?
Anyhow the time passes. The panel shows MC walking out of the parenthood clinic, MC got pregnant and is grinning widely at the paparazzi who are there. He got both of the brothers and baby in the end.
I don’t know if it’s just the author’s art style, but the part where he smiled at the end, his eyes seem dull and lacking of life. I wonder if that meant something, or I just read too into it.
I had post nut clarity afterwards.
I’m so sorry, I just realized as I reached the bottom that it was the *ML’s* brother, NOT the MC’s brother I’m crying I legit thought throughout the majority of this post that you were saying the MC’s brother who got him into this mess in the first place was the one who had s*x with the MC. It was mentioned correctly multiple times and yet my brain ajdjdhsbbd
Maybe I'll just skip this story cuz wtf bro
Thanks youuuu!!!! Holy shit, I thought there might finally be a cute story for me to read and no more scary shit. I don't freaking know why I thought that literally after the last story but thanks for the warning.
Hi there, do u have the raws?
Dick is growing on a lot of people because he seems to be the most expressive there and kind of care free refreshing type of ML. He is a whore but a caring whore.
And we love caring whores! Specially dumb himbos like him
Right like my heart kinda moved when he blushed
Right?? He such a cutie! I want to see him bottom too for sure ^^!
I don’t like that third party dude, stop trying to get it with someone who’s taken, you fuckface (fuck face because he does look fuckable to me).
I knew that third guy would be an issue the moment he appeared in main story. He is nice to the bottom but his ulterior motives piss me off.
I wonder if he thinks the bottom is a top. Lmao it would be hilarious if he found out that Moonhyung is a bottom to Kiyool.
Amnesia arc is a whole lot of trouble.
Next story involves the MC, ML, and ML’s brother.
https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/31522
It seems to be a forced blackmail and NTR/cheating plot. MC believes that the ML is blind, and the ML’s brother happens to be in their home. I think MC was taking birth control in secret or something, he was looking for pills. The brother sees that and uses that to blackmail him, that if he doesn’t sleep with him, he will tell the ML.
So MC reluctantly agrees I think and next panel shows him having sex with the brother. The ML is at a dining table, eating. ML is actually not blind and can see his brother and MC having sex in front of him.
Later MC seems to be feeling guilty and the ML has to go to work or somewhere. The brother is still there and he forces MC to have sex or else. The brother makes a call to someone, I assume ML, and just chatting about something. He gestures at MC to give him a blow job. Then they have sex, while ML is on the phone line.
Later MC is sleeping and the brother comes and forces him to have sex. The ML is sleeping next to him!
The MC has his arms around the brother’s neck, it seems like a cheating and cuck scene if nobody knew the context.
Next panel, MC is feeling very guilty and he desperately wants to have sex with ML to overwrite the forced sex that happened with the brother. So they do have sex and it seems MC is still stimulated from the previous sex with ML’s brother. During the sex with ML, MC remembers the sex with the brother and cums.
Later, MC is probably having his heat or something but he is aroused. He tries to sleep it off, and noticed a figure climbing onto the bed. He thought it was ML and was about to happily accept, but finds out it is the brother dressed like how ML would dress.
He backs off and refuses, but eventually falls into the temptations. He wraps his hands and legs around him. The panel skips to another, focused on a picture of the MC and ML’s wedding. After having sex, the brother tells MC about the car incident and probably something was revealed because ML suddenly appeared behind and smashed his head with a cane, bloody.
There’s a complete different aura and demeanor with the ML. He has a cigarette in mouth and looks cold. MC still believes he is blind and goes up to him, waving his hand in his face.
The ML shows him all the video camera recordings of him with the brother. There’s panels that show him fucking with the brother in many different locations like kitchen, living room while the ML is drinking coffee, acting blind. He smirks while watching.
The ML, present time, pushes MC onto the bed and MC somehow gets horny. The ML plays a video on a screen in front of the bed, of MC riding the brother. And MC looks down in shame probably, and his dick splurted out cum. I can’t tell, I think the ML is thrusting inside MC at the same time? So maybe from that too.
MC was aroused from this whole situation somehow.
Then the ML’s brother wakes up after being unconscious, his head is bloody and looks angry.
ML sits on a chair with MC on his lap, and fingers him.
MC is too much of a horn dog to care. The ML urges his brother to thrust inside MC. And the brother approaches and does that although he is angry. Next panels show them having a threesome, MC is getting dick back and forth. Then they do a double penetration, MC seems to be having the time of his raped life cause what is a victim right?
Finally, the next panel shows the picture of the ML and MC’s wedding again. But this time, the panel is face plant down. I wonder what this means, that the facade is over?
Anyhow the time passes. The panel shows MC walking out of the parenthood clinic, MC got pregnant and is grinning widely at the paparazzi who are there. He got both of the brothers and baby in the end.
I don’t know if it’s just the author’s art style, but the part where he smiled at the end, his eyes seem dull and lacking of life. I wonder if that meant something, or I just read too into it.
well damn this is not a spoiler.. this is the story HAHAHA Lol .. but thanks
This yaoi with different series is a shock factor to me. Back to back problematic stories.
dang, i shouldn't have checked the raws
I love you.
Thx in advance, lmao. Now I had to drop it. I hate NTR
It wasn’t exactly cheating at first because he was forced, but it didn’t help make him look innocent since he wrapped his arms and legs around the brother.
But I guess it did become cheating in other chapter when he couldn’t resist temptation after the brother stroked his tiny wiener.
None of the characters were good tbh. ML didn’t stop it either and pretended to be blind.
I also hate NTR. I hate it over some things but I won’t go there lmao.
I too
It’s just pure smut tbh. The way author focused on the brother and MC’s sex, and MC’s fucked stupid expressions did not help make him look less of a cheater.
Yeah, it’s also shocking to me no matter how much I may fap to cuck/ntr/other material. My smut list is the bane of my existence.
Sorry to share but It’s like there’s two sides to my mind, one wants to see it and gets me aroused, but I’d never do that in real life.
Ironic cause I hate forced cuck and cheaters. Horny aside, logically and emotionally I hate these kind of stories.
Oops haha, I kind of went rambling. I was typing while reading!
You just opened up, and that's alright ig, hope you figure out what's up with getting aroused by something you say u hate, that may cause discomfort :( hope u ok
Yeah it’s not super distressing but I am not comfortable with the thought of sharing my partner either in real life. I guess that’s just how fantasies are! Humans can be weird
Easiest skip in the century. Not into that so hopefully the other stories aren’t 3some or NTR..
Lmao right. Like I can handle a bit of kidnapping and other dark stuff, but ironically I draw the line at a cuck-cheat plot
Omg same lmao idk why we do this.. we read dark taboo topics but draw the line at cheating plot.. ig it’s very turn off haha
fuckkk I thought the story was gonna be good why does it have to be like this （/TДT)/
It gave me the chills when I read the whole paragraph. I thought this would be wholesome, but well I forgot the title and the plot of the series
Now the title is making so much sense HAHAHAHA i expect the story to have a twist tbh but this?? Now this is another level ＼(°o°)／
you’re telling me
omega actor is forced to sleep with blind sponsor after brother ruins his career
enters contract marriage with sponsor and is ‘blackmailed’ by brother to have sex with him like 30
he highkey is lusting after his brother more than the ml..?
and ml isn’t blind, assaults brother and shows them video evidence that would ruin them, but they all have a threesome instead, and the mc just has children with them both.
absolute cinema.
my question regarding all the blind horror bl’s out there
in what world does blind mean deaf? just straight breathing and skin slapping and i’m supposed to take it even a little seriously, even as a psychological story?
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a ntr PWP where it’s a reverse cuckold/bull dynamic slaps
it’s the ultimate ‘nice guys finish last fantasy’ if the ‘nice guy’ had a footlong dong or the game of a seasoned veteran
it doesn’t matter that he’s 5’5 its the thought that counts kind of deal but the thought in question is the length and girth of his phalic utensil
Ane wa yanmama junyuu-chuu 1 and 2 have their own seperate goon count for a reason as basic as those are
if you want some real elite ball knowledge and you need it to be gay instead of hentai slop, read MADK
from one real nigga to another.
Yeah don’t think too much for this mindless plot haha, it’s just porn/hentai fantasy of cuck cheating. It wasn’t cheating at first since he was forced to buuut he did eventually accept later, so cheating.
Then again he was forced into the sponsor x sponsored relationship so nothing is real.
I only read raws. It seems like MC enjoys the sex with the ML’s brother, not sure if he enjoys it MORE than but it’s about the same. He’s just into it. When the ML found out and forced MC to see the video recordings of his cheating, ML touched his dick and MC was a slobbering slut.
He was forced to by the brother at first but then more consensual later on, behind ML’s back. And ML saw it all, MC thought he was blind. I guess for the sound part, they were very quiet and talking over the sex.
Don’t take these types seriously. You’d def hear the skin to skin slapping during sex, MC also got turned on by being fucked in front of ML.
BL logic is illogical
I read MADK! I was so sad for the ending though, it felt bitter sweet
Thanks for the rec. I’ve seen many hentai videos, I wish there were more yaoi ones with the boy x girl hentai art and animation. It would SLAPPPP hard
I’m a guy, I do get turned on by girl x boy. Doesn’t matter, just as long as the sex and animation is hot.
NTR plot fantasy slaps good, or mind break in general, then post nut clarity hits and I’m just flat faced.
Glad you seem to be okay ^^! Have a nice day :D
And this will still be better than Reverse Thinking or No Reason.
Chiaki piss me off but if I was there, I’d take him home LMAOO
Dojun over Dojin any day.
Hyesung hate was so forced.
Ngl Dojun is also weird since he started liking heesoo since he was a kid
Oh. OH! I did not remember this. Um…he is just as weird, if not more (THAT IS A KID HE STARTED LIKING??).
Yeah from what I remember he had always taken interest towards heesoo even when he was a kid (around 8-11 years old not sure) and he’s already in high school
i dont think i remember it anything like that. what i remember while reading his POV is him remembering heesoo as dojin's loyal friend since he was a kid and nothing more before going overseas. then years later, he came back and met grown up heesoo. (the vibe i got was) he found it amazing bc he grew up. in his mind, heesoo was a kid who kept on chasing his loner lil bro dojin yet now, he looks calm and collected, mature, and reliable, different from what he used to know which was his usual goofy self with dojin. tho i dont remember at what point dojun fell for him, but im betting on >= at that time, not when he was younger.
tho tbh, i read this since ages ago so maybe im wrong or i missed smth. i just came back here bc of superstar (￣∇￣")
Tbh just the meeting them as a kid and them getting together later is weird still, like you saw them as a kid but it’s not as insane as full on incest and pedo shit. I can’t be talking cause my parents got married when my mom and dad has age gap of 16 years.
Idk whose memory is right, cause I can’t even trust my own. I don’t blame anyone though, it’s hard to keep up when it’s been so long I read this, and so many new BL popping left and right
I’m just gonna close my brain and process this info later . As long as he wasn’t crushing on him I’m fine
From what I remember he had always taken interest on the little boy (not exactly falling inlove) but it was still weird that he ended up marrying the boy he used to see all the time around his little brother.
i see TvT, maybe i was in denial while reading lol
yea, it's still weird (i forgot to put it in my first reply TvT i must seem like a pedo defender, no i absolutely am not ToT)
I don’t remember much of reading this, I only remember hating the male leads. Did both of the male leads in both couple (the father in first part and son in second part) cheat on the main character(s)?
I get that it wasn’t a marriage out of love at first, but still. It is absolutely cruel and I detest cheaters with all my heart, fooling around and showing no respect.
Also wasn’t Hong Lian in a sexual relationship with the first ML? Any detailed spoilers about that, just so I remember what went between them. And I’d like to know anything else regarding the cheating + ML’s relationships with others.
Did the ML in first part (with Shen Yu) sleep around with concubines? Did he truly not love Shen Yu until later?
Also, for their son, I remember he fooled around with some blonde foreign prince. Did they truly have sex or was it just to make the poor main character jealous/insecure?
No but the son was an a##hole
I made a post here for the first couple’s ML, and I’m not sure if he slept with others or not but it does seem like he slept with Hong Lian and omg it was more worse in novel:
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/20355717/
And for the 2nd couple’s ML, he didn’t sleep with anyone else besides MC?
The son had a side but didn't sleep with it or him but he was so bad if not more than his father