The grooming and gaslighting that hoyeon is suffering through in these chaps is making my blood fucking BOIL!!! Its probably just me projecting bcz of similar experiences, but god fucking damn it do i wanna light rhis fake ass bitch on fucking fire right now!!! Assholes like him are the absolute fucking worst and I cant WAIT for wither taebeom or hoyeon to kick his sorry ass into hell@!!!
Theyre like two halves of a whole idiot (affectionate) they remind me of me and my bestie and the dumb shit we get up to while endearingly annoying her partner
Could someone please remind me who this seunggyu bitvh is?? I know he caused trouble before too, but i cannot, for yhe life of me, remember.
Im loving the slow progression over deciding who will top and bottom. Usually, you see manhwas pick one character as the bottom, and then both the characters unanimously decide he will bottom and it is never questioned again. But here, they both want to top each other, and the alpha dude compromised, but even after bottoming once, he's realised he still doesnt really wanna bottom. Thats such a rare thing in manhwas.
I really hope we get to see the beta dude bottom once too, and that they become a vers couple, tho I highly doubt itll happen sadly
I kinda want jintae to avoid dawun for a bit after this. (Yes im a sucker for angst what gave me away). 1. I feel like that would help dawun actually listen to what jintae says rather than just coercing him, and 2. It would be so entertaining(for me). This is just my personally opinion tho so dont mind it too much. (=・ω・=)
This might possibly be one of the hottest smut scenes ive ever read. I was squealing and screaming throughout the second half of the chap.
I mean that kiss scene!!!!! Him undressing!!!!! And the scene where he has his d!ck out and doram tries to lick it?? I melted into a puddle on the ground. Absolutely love this manhwa!
That scene with Doram going "What does merging of essence mean?" Is giving "Inserts himself?? Inserts himself where!?" Vibes
I FUCKING KNEW IT!! I KNEW THEYD PROPOSE TOGETHER TO EACH OTHER KEKFLWNFOEKF MY PRECIOUS LIL BABIESSS
I physically need him to not fuck this up. Please. My heart won't be able to take it
MY SHAYLAAASSSS ARE FINALLY BACKKKKK!!!!!! A WHOLE YEAR WAS WORTH THE DAMN WAIT!!
I guess I've been reading way too many healthy dom/sub dynamic fanfics recently, because this is throwing me off.
Usually, I try to turn the analytical part of my brain off while reading stuff like this, cuz most of the time theyre so blatantly misrepresenting this stuff that I can easily just be like 'yeah this is clearly fiction, lets not use my brain for this one'.
But i didnt think Id have to bring that kind of mindset to this manhwa because so far, the author had been doing a pretty good job of representing a health dom/sub dynamic. I really hope they try to fix the dynamic and take it back into a healthier light.
The very necessity of a good d/s relationship/dynamic is communication. It is the core fundamental and CANNOT be compromised. The author was going decent-ish in the first season with this, but the second one is just completely off. I mean, that maid scene?? The dom using that as a means to talk rather than actually communicating with their sub?? No good dom would do that, especially not with a sub who's so new to the scene and is still discovering his limits and preferences.
And this recent chapter?? Again the same thing. A scene is never supposed to be you taking your anger out on your sub or throwing your weight around like that. Thats just plain stupid. And also, a sub isnt supposed to feel inadequate or fearful like that. So, i really do hope this can go back towards a healthier light soon.
No bcz I really have to rant about this, please just ignore this.
But like, the fact that the entire reason juhyeok hates being an omega is cuz he perceives them in a stereotypical manner and believes and theyre weak and cant survive without the help of others and will always be a burden, which i think has also lent into his passion for kendo cuz he wants to prove this stereotype wrong by being strong and Independent and he wants to rely on no one but himself???
And the fact that Su-ah has literally forced him into this very stereotype because juhyeok is now actually living through his fear of not being able to live and survive alone??? Like??? Having to constantly rely on su ah??? Which he would not have needed at all had su ah not constantly scented him *without his permission or knowledge!??!*
And how the fuck is su ah treating juhyeok like he's in the wrong for the whole "treating Su-ah like hes a c*m machine"??? Bro you legit did this to yourself??? This is no ones fault but your own??? Juhyeok is only trying to find the most effective solution to a problem SuAh created for him!! Sure hes not taking the best route but can ya blame him? Su Ah has shown time and again that he is completely incapable of respecting Juhyeoks boundaries!!! So ofcourse juhyeok wants to keep his distance!!
And im not even gonna get started on the whole scenting thing. Ugh. That just pisses me off. I also blame the parents for some of the shit a lil tbh.
But anyways coercing juhyeok into a relationship is stupid and pathetic and I hope he suffers the consequences of his actions. (Also note that juhyeok liking him back does NOT excuse any of of SuAh's behaviour.)
Thank you for coming to my ted talk (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Im reading this cuz im genuinely hoping author nim gives su ah some mirculous redemption arc cuz he is pissing me the fuck off so far. The only reason im not dropping this is cuz its just started and theres hope for it yet. And I honestly want to see su ah suffer so much rn. And not in a physcially painful way but more in a Juhyeok-Finally-Realises-Hows-Trashy-Hes-Being-Rn-And-Leaves kinda way because holy fuck does juhyeok deserve better
