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what does this dumb bitch not get that lucia does not want a child!!?!! she's being so selfish because SHE thinks lucia is pitiful for not being able to get pregnant. fuck her and phillip they're both so gross
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There were so many emotions I was going through reading that part I understood both sides of that since he knew he couldn’t get her pregnant but wouldn’t say anything and she took offense to it since it was like he’s saying she would cheat. There were so many misunderstandings because he wouldn’t tell her his history
Reading the novel you really see their growth. It’s the perfect pace since it does take them a while to finally admit their feelings but it’s not too slow of a burn and you really see them grow together as a couple
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but if the best gift your HUSBAND has ever given you was flowers when you were like fucking eight or something, you should divorce him. Like it's one of maybe 2 things he's ever given her, this is so stupid. i hate eddy, ive hated him from the beginning because he's an awful husband, but god now fil is being an idiot
but really this just felt gross from start to finish. there was never a point where i think they really liked each other, he just happened to pick her for sex (in reality, rape, but sure let's go along with pretending it's sex) and she just went a long with it? no love involved? no caring about her actual goals (like seriously he called them "excuses"????)? massive ick. really the "excuses" thing is so gross and at no point was this a fun smut thing it was just awkward and gross and uncomfortable to read.