I swear to god these artists don't want to draw gay men. They want so badly for it to be straight. The main character looked like a (pretty) man in ch1, and he straight up looks like either a woman or a 12 year old boy. Why does EVERY single BL end up like this?? It's actually disgusting.
Yeah I get it… It’s unfortunately because most of these stories are written and drawn by women, and they’re also created for the female gaze— meaning the top is a conventionally attractive (usually) buff and overpowering man, and the bottom is a petite and feminine figure that isn’t overly jarring for some women to still self insert with while reading. Yet we keep reading, and thus the creators keep creating ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
This started out decently but I lost the plot so many times. There were SO MANY loose threads left untied. It makes you wonder why people and ideas were brought up at all. For instance: why did we go through all of that shit with Jaeyoung's family, if betraying his family's expectations never became an obstacle? Don't tell me it's upcoming in the side story, because that's a MAJOR plot point that should have been addressed in the main. What a waste of time that was, and so random. Secondly, the art style changed so often that if you take screenshots roughly every 20-30 chapters, they look like totally different people. I read a lot of the comments on mangago but I've never left one. I just can not believe people genuinely think this is good writing. It's cute - I guess - but it was frustrating to no end.




The only satisfaction I could get from this is seeing the despair as their plans are foiled, and the end to his suffering.