You all just pack ur bags and GET OUT. DO not read it if you think it's problematic and if ur high morals ground are so shaken by it. Before u go on about ur "Free WILL "blah blah.. just know u are contributing to this sort of media by intentionally knowing it's bad but still using ur "free will" to read it. Ur second counter, would be calling me pedo coz by now in ur eyes I am defending pedophilia, whatever.. every update y'all be HATING but still reading...and complaining, whining, crying, instigating when it have been EXPLAINED and discussed thousand times over and over again that Yuri is not a pedofile..At this point, y'all are hating so that your FAVS will LOOK GOOD..most of yall are from different fandom and you know frm where
It was so boring. Actually I dropped dis two three times.. finally picked it up again as a challenge and read it completely..It was so boring. There is no chemistry..the characters are very one dimensional. Atleast good art could save it for me but the art was dat of wat I did when I was 6 years old. The storyline was decent, nothing exciting.. honestly does not even make in my "fav trash" watching list
No, Yuri is not a groomer neither a pdf. He have never been sexually attracted to Xinlu when he was a child. He was NEVER involved in Xinlu's life after dat incident. He absolutely found the child, Xinlu BEAUTIFUL just like how we would find anything that is beautiful BEAUTIFUL with no meaning attached to it. It's just fate that the thing that Yuri found beautiful is now in his life and he have FALLEN for the ADULT XINLU. It's not that complicated to read if we detached our real life experiences from what is going on in THIS STORY. Because in the novel and manhwa, no matter how much you are weirded out by Yuri finding a child beautiful, as a matter of fact to the STORY..he have no underline meaning attached to dat adoration.
I BEG YOU ALL..read PROPERLY.
A parent can find their children beautiful. A stranger can find a baby adorable. THAT DOES NOT MEAN we are on the starting arc of being a pedo. You are projecting when u easily make people emotions into SOMETHING ELSE when it is just not it. Stick to true crime documentary because it's clear that you want to bring ur reality package instead of reading a STORY AS IT IS.
I think there is a translation error because from my pov while reading knowing the concept of different languages and how korean operates I think yuri focused more on the “made you ache” part
And so he recalled the time he had to wait for xinlu to pass out so he can help him
He obviously thought that xinlu was an adorable kid and so seeing him struggle may have made his heart ache like how you would when a baby you love like your niece is getting hurt because of a needle so she cries or upset and you’re like “poor thing :(“ kind of vibes or maybe the semantic can be understood differently
I have to emphasize that i might be wrong but this is what i understand from the chapter so maybe another perspective might help you understand why there is a lot of people trying to explain that futher more maybe there is context in the novel or something too
Sorry for any misunderstanding or lack of explanation
Gosh I am too lazy to be typing all of dis.. just read my original comment. I said Yuri is in love with ADULT XINLU, not the child. He later on goes to say that it is necessarily not "love" he felt but was mere "admiration". And let me remind, Yuri himself doesn't know the concept of love CLEARLY. That's the flaw of his character.
Grow some Comprehension skills, Yuri have NEVER loved before and now he is in love with ADULT Xinlu, thinking about the first time they met. He did not say he was in love with Xinlu SINCE they met, or SINCE he was young. It's just that the person he love NOW happens to be the person ONCE he saved and found captivating. I am too lazy to be explaining the same thing I already did in my original comment..
What exactly is the "first love" in this context? To my understanding it's nothing sexual. It's something more along the lines of how artists love their muses. It's something more parallel to loving God. You don't have sexual feelings for them. You admire the they posses. You admire them. I hate to say it people have no reading comprehension nowadays.
I knew many people would be taken off my Yuri , calling him pdf and such. Grow a Comprehension...Yuri calls Xinlu his "first love", not the child Xinlu, the adult one.. it's just that Yuri happened to meet Xinlu when he was a child. It's like a wife remembering when his husband was young that doesn't mean that wife have a thing for the child husband.




Despite of his nasty character, Xinlu have something so endearing about him. He is just like...a cat, they are such darlings and just so charming