I cant read the raws but there is that one sentence in english and one of the 6 words used were devildom ... and i literally dont know how to feel about said word ??
Oh and i also want her to grow up fast unlike as in daughter of the emporer were the mc is reincarnated but it add so little to the story that its better to forget it otherwise one cannot handel her at all and as well as the fact thats it takes her almost 130 chapter to become 11
(? Honestly i stopped reading around the part were that one dude flees to her country because otherwise he would have become king??idk)
who had this major deja vu feel when he crashed through the door?? it reminded me of every wedding crasher scene in every movie who the church ceremony gets distureb by the ex or secret lover i thought he be about to one of those old farts onto a life changing jouney of love lmao
also me reading this chapter:
*he was consumed by guilt* me: YEAH HE BETTER BE! HE BETTER BE!!!!
*i realized too late what was important* me: OF COURSE YOU DID!!
*i was a coward* me: NO YOU WERENT YOU ALMOST DIED BABEY!!SHUSH!!
At page 13 were mary and the goddess looked at one another it conveyed so many feelings pain and longing from mary and nothing but love and care from the goddess all those years (200!!) Mary believed the goddess must be resenting her and that why she always burned while praying but no it was just mary's wish to be punished for betraying her guardian deity that caused the flames not once has she hated mary
It reminded me of a story the pipi long stocking author Astrid Lindgren once told ,that she was told by a conservative pastor wife that that said wife decided to never beat her kids (in a time where it was the norm) because she didnt belive that anything could be am excuse to hurt your own child so when. The she had a sone and he with 5 did something so bad that it warranted a beating she sent him out to find a stick for her to beat him with but completely hysterical sobbing the boy came back with a stone and told the mother to beat him with that, this was the moment the pastor wife realised that for her son the fact that his mother the primary source of love , acceptances and care was going /willing and ready to hurt him that was more painful than anything else. The pastor wife then realised this huged her son and put the stone somewhere she would always see it as a reminder
In a way the goddess is for me the embodiment of this pure motherly love unconditional and unwavering, just pure love if a mother who would always no matter when or where accept her child, protect it and defend it from harm. So simple yet so complicated in how deep rhus love runs.
.... anyway wherever i think avout that scene i cry
Of course, here
http://www.atlc.org/Resources/never_violence.php
1. 32 is not old im 20 and if 32 was old old id seriously starting to panic right about now
2. The goddess's aesthetic is absolutely stunning im in love with that galactic window
by society standards i bet it has something to do with marriage and bearing children, women stop being fertile at age 50 or so so 30 is like a middle ground which some expectations are pushed onto people to get married and have children so they start to feel old and become desperate for partners especially conservative asian countries, so you guys definitely aren't that old lol
WHERE THE FUCK IS THE FATHER AT??? OR HER MUM?? OR ANY OTHER PARENTAL GUIDANCE FIGURE??? i mean she says that he is still crown prince??? Yeah?? So someone else is still in charge!!! The dad !! AND WHY CANT HE SAY A THING IN ALL OF THIS??? i mean i just thought about the British monarchy in 1936 when the previous king died the next in line the CROWN PRINCE was Eduard VIII but he decided to go against royal protocol and marry the twice divorced us american woman Wallis Simpson as his wife (they had no kids i think its because she couldnt get kids? I may be wrong but they didnt have kids)
to which the parliament/ royals and church
(because of rhe whole death do s apart thing the british monarch is after all the head of their church and all would be weird if the pope got married and then divorced now )
said not possible and he had to choose he chose hus lover and not the crown and his younger (and SICK!!) Brother George VI toke over (he ruled from 1936-1952 ...he was 57)
SO WHAT IM SAYING IT IS POSSIBLE FOR OTHER PARTIES/PEOPLE TO GET INVOLVED AND DEMAND THAT HE BE REMOVED FROM HIS POSSITION AND IM NOT BY ANY MEANS AM I SAYINV THAT THEYD DO IT CAUSE HE LIKES THAT ASS AND THAT ASS INCLUED A CUTE BARON BOI NO IM SAYING IT BECAUSE THE CONTINUATION OF THE RULING BLOOD LINE IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR A MONARCHY OTHER WISE IT WOULDNT BE THAT
MEANING THAT IF HE ACTUALLY CONTINUES ON THIS PATH I ONLY PREDICT ONE CERTAIN FUTURE SCENARIO:
with his death and leaving no childe behind and the princess wed into another family (!!! Please let her be in love) with her children only indirectly in line for the throne (which as far as the story until now goes she dosent want , i think?) The real conflict will emerge from the side lines with eacb nobel house trying to get the right to rule the conflict will evolve and cause the noble houses to clash a with the rise in frustration the desire for action will grow untill the first one makes the step to take the throne by force a war will break out at thus point the people who have been left with no leader to look up to nor relay on to will be left in chaos and madness as the war erupts tearing everyone apart and a place once home beomes a grave yard as the soldiers and mercenaries of each nibel house beginn to lash out on them burnig villages down for they feel no fear because who shall judge , punish them or even speak law as the throne laty vacant and empty tainted in greed and blood , the next ine ruling will not be the one determined by their blood but by the blood they spilled
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AND ALL BECAUSE HE LIKE THAT ASS SO MUCH FUCKING BUT A PACK OVER A GIRLS HEAD GIVE IT TO HER FROM THE BACK WILL TELLING HER TO NOT MAKE A SOUND AND BOOOM SHACKA LACKA KID PROBLEM SOLVED
LIKE I WILL BE ENDLESSLY SORRY FOR ANY KID BORN FROM SUCH A CONCEPTION AND I WISH THERE WAS ANOTHER WAY BUT NOOOOO MISTER HANDSOME PRINCE AS TO BE GAY (again nothing against that) AND ROAYAL WHERE THE BIRTHRIGHT MATTER TO NO END
Huff okay now im done ranting for now bless be thise who actually read this shit
Fucking fuckface good on you for getting hot and heavy with your boy toy but don't FORGET YOUR POSITION ASHOLE like come on telling her that she dosent understand because she dosent love anyone is a serious low blow just because she is right and valid for mentioning the childbirth problem and you have no counter argument except for "bUt I LOve HiM!!!11" as to way you shouldn't take a consort , like fuck off as a future king prioritise the countryover your personal needs "the needs of many outweigh the desire of one " jackass and mister unofficial baron soun stop acting so attacked as well
I MEAN GOD DAMINT SHES RIGH!!! AND BABY YOU DONT NEED TO FUCKING HAVE A LOVER HAVE A SAY IN THIS YOU ARE THE COUNTRIES PRINCESS AND WHEREVER OR NOT HE CAN PRODUCE A KID IS GONNA BE YOUR PROBLWM IN THE FUTURE AS WELL!!









Who ever post this on twitter /insta taging the author please dont you are gone ruin it for everyone if keep this up!! I mean i totally get the translator!please be considerate!