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sometimes i feel like a freak like the author bc this last chapter didnt give me second hand embarrassment.... i thoroughly enjoyed every second and giggled hysterically when the brother was awake. Hyeonoe i see what ur doing here. I know what you are

some of you need to sit and chill about uncle, hes not a monster for suggesting the things he did, hes a worried family member whos just misinterpreting a situation because of the evidence hes been given. and yes hes exaggerating by blaming seung hyeon right away, because all he has seen is "proof" that he was involved. if yall had any reading comprehension u wouldve realized that uncle is a superstitions person and he is the type of person to do exactly what hes doing now, coming to conclusions with small evidence. he mentioned separating them temporarily, not forever. he had NO CLUE to what extent the love chaejun has for seung hyeon went, so of course he wouldve never known that chaejuns separation anxiety was THAT bad. Im not defending how controlling it is to get inbetween their relationship like that but i see his perspective as a parental figure in chaejuns life. ANYWAYYY chapter 69 solidified to me that uncle isnt a terrible person. he takes the call of seung hyeon and lets him know what happened, APOLOGIZES to him and assures him that chaejun is not badly injured. He even asks him to come calm chaejun down, in which seung hyeon says he will come over immediately. uncle says not to do it for how late it is and that it would make him anxious after what happened (thats so fair cause omg chaejun ) Again, he isnt a moster, he saw the outcome of his words and is regretful for it. Next sequence of events made me SOOO giddy like omg. chaejun is in bed and in a voice call with seung hyeon, they are just talking abt what happened and how chaejun did it because of the things his uncle said and had assumed seung hyeon would listen to his uncle. seung hyeon at one point is like "wait a sec" and chaejuns like "no nono dont leave" only to be faced by a video call with his babe (they are so cute i will explode) seung hyeon gets to see his mans pathetically cute expression (i promise its the cutest panel ever) and then we see that chaejun is nested in seung hyeons underwear, yes NESTED in not just one but SEVERAL of his underwear not even just that he also has his hoodie and their hat with him in bed. (i teared up bro what the fuck this man is such a cute little FREAK) Chaejun finally mentions his dreams and how they are likely memories, says he was the one who bullied seung hyeon rather than the other way around. he blames himself for what happened today :( (no my baby its not ur fault ur in need of a mental health check up ily) then tells seung hyeon not to run away. (gonna start abbreviating the names im tired) SH reassures him that he is not going to do that and like why would he? which then CJ tells him its because hes obedient like that and would do it just for him hahah gives SH chills and tells CJ he really does care abt him so much and starts discussing possible future agreements(im gonna assume he mentions marriage, translation is hard to follow lol) and CJ tries to collect the evidence of what SH says so that be cant take back his words (they are so fucking cute bro) SH thinks to himself that he must distract CJ as much as possible from what happened and opens up his messages to check on the pictures CJ sent him, he starts sharing his screen with him aswell. Finally to my surprise CJ notices his contact name on SH phone as "Chaejun (furniture) " (IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS TO BE ADDRESSED HAHAH SEUNG HYEON U IDIOT) and he complains theres not even a heart gdjdfhfj very fucking funny because i too would react the same in that situation. SH panics and is like "if i was there i would kiss him to distract him... what should i do...?" and so his massive brain comes up with the incredible idea of showing his man his boobs. incredible. and then suggests they try doing it on the phone to see if the sleeping effect would still work despite the distance

Ok i understand the uncle now, i was also in the same mindset of "why is he trying to separate them, its so controlling." but the newest chapter(from the raws) really hit the nail on the head for me and also DEVASTED ME. While i understand why we dont want them to separate (they love eachother alot and its sweet) Chaejuns attachment to seunghyeon is incredibly unhealthy for him. Its bordering obsession, he himself doesnt even realize. For those that want to be spoiled heres a brief summary:

Uncle takes chaenjun to see their grandma who is shown to NOT be critically ill, it confuses chaejun and pisses him off but uncle tells him they need to help her out in the farm so he didnt exactly lie to him (the translation is hard to follow cause its google so i cant give exact details) so he just complies and helps her out. (theres a brief moment of chaejun taking a pic in the farm gear to send to seunghyeon, hes so cute ) it eventually cuts to them at night talking about stuff which i already forgot but thats besides the point. Chaejun finds out uncle went to see seung hyeon bc he told uncle to seek out his older brother instead who has actual brown hair (I REALLY DONT WANT TO MENTION THE PANELS WHERE CHAEJUN HAS A INTRUSIVE THOUGHT FOR THE SUPRISE ELEMENT BUT I HAVE TO NOW) Before that he had told his uncle to leave him alone and that he can figure things out on his own, which he then said seunghyeon helps his insomnia. The uncles like " Ok then prove it." WHICH THEN....FUCK ITS SO UNHINGED but he then has a visual of him fucking seunghyeon infront of his uncle LMFAOOAOA in which he immediately replies "Absolutely NOT" like i lost my shit when i saw that bro it was so unnecessary but also really telling on what goes through chaejuns brain this guy is2g. author i have a bone to pick with you. anyway. Because of that the uncle mentions meeting the brother and chaejuns like !??!?!?! huh you met with seunghyeon?!?! he also had noticed he wasnt getting a reply from him earlier on his phone. After that he immediately loses his shit, takes uncles car keys and drives off while also calling seunghyeon over and over again. Uncle tries to warn him about something and he doesn't listen because hes in full panic mode, he doesnt want to believe that seunghyeon would abandon him after meeting with his uncle. As soon as seunghyeon awnsers the phone he drives into a ditch. Hes like "hello chaejun are you there, whats going on!?!?" and the very last panel Absolutely broke me man. Chaejuns face is pressed against the airbag, hes crying and says, "No its ok seunghyeon, Please dont let me go. Dont leave me" GOD. HOLY FUCK MAN. this chapter left me sobbing like a baby HEART ATTACK AFTER HEART ATTACK. After seeing that i completely understand everyones concern for chaejuns wellbeing. uncle has every right to feel concerned after that. no it doesnt justify him being super controlling but it really puts it into perspective why he says what he says. And to be clear he doesnt even mention completely separating them, he told Chaejun "At least until after your treatment", he cares about his nephew the way yuseung cares about seunghyeon. its his family. he doesnt want to see him suffer any longer, and chaejun CLEARLY needs help. That one pic of chaejun telling seunghyeon to seek theraphy cycled back into my brain like "PLEASE PUT CHAEJUN IN THERAPHY DEAR LORDDD" His attachment to seunghyeon is not healthy and all i want is for all of them to sit down together and have a genuine discussion on what to do next bc clearly chaejun is in dire need of help beyond just sleeping with seunghyeon.
I missed alot of key points since i do not 100% understand the breif google translation but i am so devastated rn bc i know something overly dramatic is gonna happen between them in the near future T_T.
I LOVE UNSLEEP YALL IM SO OBSESSED. Sorry if im being dramatic but i really love this story so much as it gets deeper into its plot. The fun and silly joys of the first season have drastically changed into a deep and compelling story about overcoming mental illness and bonds that go beyond words. No other bl is doing it for me rn than this one, like yes there are better ones out there but i think the way i relate to these guys is what makes it so much more special The way the mood is set to the style of the artwork is just more reasons to love it. I wish more people gave unsleep a chance, it only gets better and better every chapter i swear.

everyone goin crazy over yutas betrayal and im over here giggling like a maniac bc i love where this is going... something abt insane mfs in fiction really brings me joy LMFAOOO

(this is a very personal, very long comment about my feelings on unsleep, so dont mind me spilling my guts here, dont read if u dont care i promise its really not necessary or important LOL)

im only half joking of the topic title, but like i just want to say some words of appreciation for this manhwa. No other has given me the amount of joy and comfort that this one has. My standards(for yaoi) have risen SO high from reading this over and over again and not getting sick of it. I think its just how personal this manhwa feels to me. Ive had insomnia since my childhood, on and off, just as chaejun has. My memories are as good as his (some distant and some known from being told about them) I will never know what specific trauma caused it to stay so prevalent in my life, theres too many incidents(yay c-ptsd) but the comfort this story gives me is so immense i cant even lie, i am obsessed. (im also extremely autistic about yaoi as it is so that doesnt help) its not only chaejun but seung hyeons anxieties and background are so unfortunately similar to mine that i feel connected not just to one of them. but both. I was the child who was emotionally neglected and my older sister was the older sibling who was forced to take care of me and our younger brother as a kid herself. My siblings grew to be so successful and strong and i always felt left behind because of my mental disabilities and health declining so badly. Seeing the panels of seung hyeon watching everyone run ahead broke me. Its like looking in a mirror, or finally being seen, hes so special to me as well as chaejun. Learning to never take the love from those who really care about you for granted was NOT on my 2026 bingo. Seeing them make space for eachother in their lives despite their traumas and miscommunications really healed something in me that i didnt think was possible, reminded me that i dont need to be 100% fine to be given the love and space that i deserve. I know im looking too deep into it but thats just what this means to me, its such a lovely story that keeps on getting better and better every chapter and has not left my brain for MONTHS.

Some spoilers for untranslated chapters ahead:

Weirdly enough, the week where seung hyeon and his older brother had that nice conversation and finally talked about their feelings of the past i had the exact same thing happen between me and my sister...most dramatic shit ever (we were arguing and crying outside the house in the rain what the fuck, we are ok tho) but it was a conversation i had been avoiding having with her for so long. i shared the same sentiment that seung hyeon had towards his brother bc of past grievances between me and my sis. (she caused me to stay in the closet about being trans for years and its still deeply painful to me, altho its been years since then and she accepts me now) seeing as it was getting to the point that those two needed to talk, it started to dwell in my brain that i hadnt been talking to my sister lately about how ive been feeling (ive been deeply depressed about being left behind) and it finally happened on the same week they did it too. Weird coincidence. I carry around a little photocard holder of chaejun and seung hyeon in my pocket sometimes as a comfort item and i was fiddling with it the entire conversation, it came to my mind what i had just read a few days before and it made me laugh so much that i told my sister about the whole ordeal. GOD DAMN IT UNSLEEP. I dont dont know if fate really exists but im so glad i happened upon this silly little story and that my best days of the week are the days i get to see their stupid lil faces give eachother the love i wish to give myself(and hopefully my long distance gf in the future too)

Yesterday I got my first prescription for testosterone sent to be approved by the pharmacy, and during the dr appointment i was google translating the raws of the new chapter on my phone like a total goof. It was an incredible day to say the least. I wish i could tell the author about how much comfort this manhwa brings me but alas we are separated by a large barrier. I love this manhwa so much its actually inspiring me to do more artwork and start a project. I want to make an animatic for it to really show my appreciation. I will probably use the song insomnia by eve (kind of extremely relatable and honestly fits it SO well) but ill see if the motivation truly hits.

Anyway to go back to the topic title, Yes its 2am and i cant sleep right now, and its been like this for a long time but atleast i can reread unsleep in the meantime and get sleepy enough to pass out...peace out internet strangers on this random nonlegal manga site. I hope you all live long, loving, plentiful lives with those you love♡

dont tell anyone i said this but this is PEAK their dynamic is insane and the toxic yaoi is streaming through my veins rn GIVE ME MOREEEE i love how awful and doomed this all feels

if anyone is amazing and cool and awesome and has a link to chapter 64 raws i will marry you and give you my soul. No seriosly this manhwa is the fine thread keeping my sanity together every week ifi dont get my weekly fix ima have to reread the entire thing again for probably the 10th time now (i lost count after 8) i am not havin a good week and seeing it, even without understanding, would make this week more bearable

LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO

I reread the chapter and just noticed the fucking news talking about the weather AUTHOR UR PLANNING SOMETHING SINISTER AND I AM NOT READY TO DEAL WITH THE OUTCOME. If another bad accident happens ill fucking lose my mind. Im sending them my therapy bill if that happens like Oh my god please dont hurt them MORE?!?! if not i hope it causes a situation where chaejun and seung hyeon can finally talk about their childhood to connect the dots....

im so glad its heading towards the direction of them reconciling All seung hyeons brother wanted to do was protect him from their god awful parents. this chapter made me wanna cry man. hes trying his best even if hes being overprotective, i dont even blame him at this point because of how he was raised... i hope they have a really nice talk after this and that chaejuns past is revealed just a little more!! this manhwa keeps on making me think HARDD every single week and i love it so much