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(this is a very personal, very long comment about my feelings on unsleep, so dont mind me spilling my guts here, dont read if u dont care i promise its really not necessary or important LOL)

im only half joking of the topic title, but like i just want to say some words of appreciation for this manhwa. No other has given me the amount of joy and comfort that this one has. My standards(for yaoi) have risen SO high from reading this over and over again and not getting sick of it. I think its just how personal this manhwa feels to me. Ive had insomnia since my childhood, on and off, just as chaejun has. My memories are as good as his (some distant and some known from being told about them) I will never know what specific trauma caused it to stay so prevalent in my life, theres too many incidents(yay c-ptsd) but the comfort this story gives me is so immense i cant even lie, i am obsessed. (im also extremely autistic about yaoi as it is so that doesnt help) its not only chaejun but seung hyeons anxieties and background are so unfortunately similar to mine that i feel connected not just to one of them. but both. I was the child who was emotionally neglected and my older sister was the older sibling who was forced to take care of me and our younger brother as a kid herself. My siblings grew to be so successful and strong and i always felt left behind because of my mental disabilities and health declining so badly. Seeing the panels of seung hyeon watching everyone run ahead broke me. Its like looking in a mirror, or finally being seen, hes so special to me as well as chaejun. Learning to never take the love from those who really care about you for granted was NOT on my 2026 bingo. Seeing them make space for eachother in their lives despite their traumas and miscommunications really healed something in me that i didnt think was possible, reminded me that i dont need to be 100% fine to be given the love and space that i deserve. I know im looking too deep into it but thats just what this means to me, its such a lovely story that keeps on getting better and better every chapter and has not left my brain for MONTHS.

Some spoilers for untranslated chapters ahead:

Weirdly enough, the week where seung hyeon and his older brother had that nice conversation and finally talked about their feelings of the past i had the exact same thing happen between me and my sister...most dramatic shit ever (we were arguing and crying outside the house in the rain what the fuck, we are ok tho) but it was a conversation i had been avoiding having with her for so long. i shared the same sentiment that seung hyeon had towards his brother bc of past grievances between me and my sis. (she caused me to stay in the closet about being trans for years and its still deeply painful to me, altho its been years since then and she accepts me now) seeing as it was getting to the point that those two needed to talk, it started to dwell in my brain that i hadnt been talking to my sister lately about how ive been feeling (ive been deeply depressed about being left behind) and it finally happened on the same week they did it too. Weird coincidence. I carry around a little photocard holder of chaejun and seung hyeon in my pocket sometimes as a comfort item and i was fiddling with it the entire conversation, it came to my mind what i had just read a few days before and it made me laugh so much that i told my sister about the whole ordeal. GOD DAMN IT UNSLEEP. I dont dont know if fate really exists but im so glad i happened upon this silly little story and that my best days of the week are the days i get to see their stupid lil faces give eachother the love i wish to give myself(and hopefully my long distance gf in the future too)

Yesterday I got my first prescription for testosterone sent to be approved by the pharmacy, and during the dr appointment i was google translating the raws of the new chapter on my phone like a total goof. It was an incredible day to say the least. I wish i could tell the author about how much comfort this manhwa brings me but alas we are separated by a large barrier. I love this manhwa so much its actually inspiring me to do more artwork and start a project. I want to make an animatic for it to really show my appreciation. I will probably use the song insomnia by eve (kind of extremely relatable and honestly fits it SO well) but ill see if the motivation truly hits.

Anyway to go back to the topic title, Yes its 2am and i cant sleep right now, and its been like this for a long time but atleast i can reread unsleep in the meantime and get sleepy enough to pass out...peace out internet strangers on this random nonlegal manga site. I hope you all live long, loving, plentiful lives with those you love♡

dont tell anyone i said this but this is PEAK their dynamic is insane and the toxic yaoi is streaming through my veins rn GIVE ME MOREEEE i love how awful and doomed this all feels

if anyone is amazing and cool and awesome and has a link to chapter 64 raws i will marry you and give you my soul. No seriosly this manhwa is the fine thread keeping my sanity together every week ifi dont get my weekly fix ima have to reread the entire thing again for probably the 10th time now (i lost count after 8) i am not havin a good week and seeing it, even without understanding, would make this week more bearable

LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO

I reread the chapter and just noticed the fucking news talking about the weather AUTHOR UR PLANNING SOMETHING SINISTER AND I AM NOT READY TO DEAL WITH THE OUTCOME. If another bad accident happens ill fucking lose my mind. Im sending them my therapy bill if that happens like Oh my god please dont hurt them MORE?!?! if not i hope it causes a situation where chaejun and seung hyeon can finally talk about their childhood to connect the dots....

im so glad its heading towards the direction of them reconciling All seung hyeons brother wanted to do was protect him from their god awful parents. this chapter made me wanna cry man. hes trying his best even if hes being overprotective, i dont even blame him at this point because of how he was raised... i hope they have a really nice talk after this and that chaejuns past is revealed just a little more!! this manhwa keeps on making me think HARDD every single week and i love it so much

Please dont kill me for this. Listen I completely understand alot of yalls excitement for dan taking charge in this situation and i dont blame u for that. But i am honestly personally so pissed off. instead of excitement when i saw a dick i got a huge sense of DREAD AND ANGER. jk has NOT groveled in enough pain and missery and i want him to suffer even more for the fact that he has NOT suffered nearly as much as the pain dan has felt throughout this whole series. And dont tell me "You should expect this out of a manhwa like this" I KNOW THAT i know this is the direction it was heading but i have every right to feel how i feel and i am not gonna be happy until they truly communicate how they feel and have a decent conversation that lasts more than a quarter of a chapter. I love this manhwa ok i have nothing against it bc i AM actively reading and i love kim dan to death but no one can convince me this is enough of a solution, they need more communication. I cant expect it to have more since, it is jinx afterall but it would bring me so much more joy to see them talk it out properly instead of just fucking. please make jk suffer more. let them have the most deep after sex conversation ever, it would make me so happy to finally see them communicate like adults .

my brains feeling extra smooth while reading this yet i cant stop clicking on those updates... Some manhwa authors put crack in their shit i swear

Bare with me for a sec this is gonna be long...So for starters, im autistic as fuck about yaoi and love hyperanalizing plots and the mysteries of them. This one in particular has not left my brain for weeks (probably months at this point) and its honestly concerning LOL i have deadass read it 7 times over(while it updates). Everytime i read it i find something new to fixate over and I am just to the point of accepting that this is now my fav manhwa ever(at least for right now) I find mysepf relating to both chaejun and seung hyeon in different ways, I too have severe insomnia issues due to unresolved childhood trauma (not as bad as him now tho thankfully. I HAVE gone without sleep for more than 5 days in the past tho.) and crippling anxiety with ocd. They both leave me feeling SO seen and it just FUELS my curiosity for whats to come!! So far from what ive pieced together, chaejun got into a terrible accident/incident when he was a kid involving a room with a bed and the smell of the tree oil thing seung hyeon has might have something to do with what i believe to be a sexual trauma. It is only my theory but I almost hope thats what it is(not that i want chaejun to suffer) because it would make SO much sense why chaejun is triggered into a really intense dissociative state after smelling that uniform and the oil. If the author doesnt make it that way its ok, its only what i thought would be super interesting and also, so so sad. I love the way this manhwa is both so hilarious but also so serious at the same time. It has serious topics that I love to see, neurodivergence and childhood trauma. Insomnia being the biggest premise of the story is really what made me stay since its been a huge part of my life for like? the entirety of it? LOL and side from that I ADORE the authors art and the smut is fantastic, thats a given. Their intimacy is so good, from the way they talk to eachother to how they fuck. chaejun making space for seung hyeon who never had space made for him is so fucking sweet and adoring, as seung hyeon had mentioned, their relationship went FULL SPEED AHEAD from the start but its because of how compatible they were... One idiot supporting the other. and yes they had miscommunication issues but i find it endearing and pretty realistic for the way their stupid lil brains work. They just care too much about eachother and it shows. Seung hyeons brother actually reminds me of my own older sister so much, overprotective and treats me like a child at my big age (im literally 28 bruh) I cant be mad at his behavior bc i KNOW this is how an older sibling will react when concerned, specially when he literally had to raise him as a baby for some time cause their parents are actual fucking garbage. Like ofc his behavior is unacceptable and he should not be controlling his grown younger brother like that but I know from where it comes from and it just makes so much sense. I dont know where else to turn for discussing this manhwa bc theres a surprising lack of ppl who like it in the way that I do and as popular as it is, its still pretty unpopular.(my proof is the SPAKLZ COMET mv comment section lacking ANY support for my mans seung hyeon smh smh ima be loud as fuck about him) its consumed my soul and thats ok. I love stories like this that literally keep me up at night thinking about them...(haha... insomnia....) I KNOW there are manhwas out there better than this one, I KNOW it has its flaws bit like WHO CARESSS i love things with flaw, its alot more human to me. i am a huge fan of terribly written stories personally(not to say this one is, bc its actually quite good) and i really do not care anymore if someone hates or has distaste for anything i like anymore HAH. Unsleep takes up atleast 60% of my brain rn. I own all the official photocards and a small ita purse with them as decoration :3 I also, when the right inspiration hits, will be drawing SOOO much fanart, as i already have made a single doodle... when unsleep is concluded i will be so upset honestly bc then the weekly excitement will fade and ill likely find another manhwa to hyperfix over. (it happend with All For Me, my guilty pleasure) anyway this is alot of words that no ones even gonna read so im stopping here. I hope someone out there loves it as much as me(literally impossible bc. autistic) bc i would enjoy talking about it for hours if given the opportunity.

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