Back then I used to think that was love, but now? No it wasn't love, I just over romanticized it. Lol, looking back at it now made me realize that, how did I not see that? He was my first love, the first guy I've introduced to my parents, he's courting me that time.
We started off as great friends, honestly I know him very well, he's nerdy about g...... reply
SL TOMORROW IS MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL SO I NEED TO MAKE AN IMPRESSION
"Edit" - SO I END UP HAVING MANY FRIENDS AGAIN, I got into this full of geniuses, bro I wasn't planning on running for the president but, someone told others that I've been on a streak like, 2 yrs streak and if I become the president again I would be on my 3rd streak xxmxs.,.,...... 1 reply
My mom got love at first sight the moment she saw my dad walk through the door, that's what she told me, which is funny to me cuz it takes her months to realize how handsome dad is, like they've been in the same place because they're both co-workers (miss my dad, miss u papa he's in heaven, ig) (･ัω･ั) 1 reply
Ever since school starter, I feel like I'm getting dumber day by day, maybe because of the constant pressure of my smart classmates? I know I'm not smart but I know I'm a hard working person, but recently I feel like I cannot SPEAK IN ENGLISH PROPERLY, like I cannot even form a sentence. Mind you I do public speaking back in junior high and I'm now at senior high. Is it because of the new environment or km just burnout? Hahah I can't, maybe I'm just dumb,.,. I feel like my vocabulary just went down jajfuckm and btw I joined journalism (cartooning) luv my classmate tho, full of geniuses and open minded peeps
I’m so stressed out right now. It’s already been 2 days since school started, but I feel so dumb and useless. All my classmates seem so smart, either naturally gifted or really hardworking, and I’m one of those hardworking ones. I feel so insecure speaking in front of people. I used to do public speaking back in junior high school, but now I’m trembling. I can feel myself wanting to vomit. And with my mom constantly nagging, it’s getting to me. I know I’m not okay. I know I’m just keeping myself busy. I’ve already made a lot of friends, or maybe acquaintances. Maybe I’m just not used to my new school yet. I feel helpless, I guess.
I was ranting about some1 love bombing and I lowkey think it's poetic or I'm just super sleep deprived
"We used to throw the word "I love you" like we do not know the weight of it, but now after him, I've learned to not say "I love you" without knowing myself fully that I'm willing to carry the weight of my words. "
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