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animegoddess111 October 2, 2026 3:42 am

I remember when this was still in its early chapters, I decided to read the novel and I basically did an all nighter reading it… it was awful. I genuinely cried real tears because the abuse that this poor girl suffers for absolutely no reason is beyond diabolical to me.

After this point, he begins to basically assault her all the time and not even kindly just on the cold ass floor treats her like crap. And this goes on until she finds out what he did and she tells her uncle about it and they gather all their stuff and dip. Then war begins and the area that Uncle and Layla are ends up being bombed (while Layla was away from their little house so only Uncle Bill gets killed, dies in her arms btw bc all the torture she went through wasn’t enough. And then homebody ML finds her with full intent to kill her until he sees she’s pregananant and decides to kidnap her instead and hold her in his war camp thing idek (it’s been a year since I read the novel). At this point she’s refusing to eat, visibly losing a lot of weight and turning sickly and it gets to a point where she’s on the verge of death. I mean she doesn’t really have anything to lose at this point. But yeah she has like a crazy high fever she’s dying and our now Doctor Kyle comes to the rescue but ML is telling Layla he’s gonna kill the baby (bc at this point the baby is eating away at Laylas body she’s literally skin and bones so the pregnancy is dangerous) but she goes crazy and refuses and basically starts hallucinating her childhood. It’s only at THIS POINT where the ML starts feeling bad for what he’s done and just asks Kyle to save her and he goes off to the war. Layla ends up having the baby and goes back to that town they all used to live and ML returns from the war and I guess they end up together (I highkey checked out after he left to war and I found out they still end up together after everything bc what??????????????????????????) anyway yeah I keep returning to this series because the art is so stunning and I deep down pray the manhwa strays from the novel and she ends up with Kyle but alas prayers are falling on deaf ears I feel.

    Lil_FL October 2, 2026 10:21 am

    Thank You. Now I'm certain that I can't continue reading this. I was constantly battling my emotions; it was just too much for my nerves and my heart.

animegoddess111 July 20, 2026 1:22 am

I need to know if there’s a novel I can read I can’t wait to learn what happens omg

    babybug July 20, 2026 1:43 am

    i think it’s an original work!

animegoddess111 February 2, 2026 2:17 am

I’ve been WAITING for this oh my gawwdddd

animegoddess111 December 27, 2025 1:10 pm

YYYEESSSS MY BABIES, I’m so happy for Chika he’s getting his happy ending I’m on my kneeessss

animegoddess111 December 10, 2025 9:23 pm

I’m genuinely devastated this is completed now, I miss this story so much I followed it for so long… hollow inside

animegoddess111 November 18, 2025 5:28 pm

I keep coming back to this because of the art but after finishing the novel about a year ago, I can’t believe this horror story ever got continued. (Spoilers incoming)

He literally abuses her, r*pes her multiple times, and pushes her into a near death state while she was pregnant with his baby. This fuck ass story. I don’t remember many details but I can sum up the story if enough people want it.

    Mxeiie November 19, 2025 12:38 am

    please summarize!!! Been following this for way too long

    MangoMochi November 19, 2025 6:02 pm

    Please do ittt!! I just need to know how it can be worse than it already is ┗( T﹏T )┛

    MUOB November 19, 2025 8:29 pm

    I want

animegoddess111 October 21, 2025 12:47 pm

Hello I’m back again with a mini spoiler because I’ve seen the comments about his tattoo and I have to agree it’s ugly.

Good news is after he escapes the island, he gets the tattoo removed (I’m like 99% sure) so at least there’s that. Also I’m happy the manhwa is staying pretty loyal to the events and sequence of the novel.

    Lelelala098 October 21, 2025 1:16 pm

    Thank Godnhe does ಥ‿ಥ.

    Xiaoxiao October 21, 2025 3:59 pm

    but he got another tattoo tho? Zhenya got him another tattoo but it's "My Anastasia" in Russian cursive.

    animegoddess111 October 21, 2025 9:09 pm
    but he got another tattoo tho? Zhenya got him another tattoo but it's "My Anastasia" in Russian cursive. Xiaoxiao

    I don’t remember that but my point was he got rid of this ugly one, the cursive is way better than this nonsense

animegoddess111 October 21, 2025 3:37 am

Bro they are so cute im sick, so glad this misunderstanding mini arc is over

animegoddess111 October 14, 2025 1:17 pm

I love this shit so much I don’t even know how to put it into words

animegoddess111 October 2, 2025 4:57 am

Ok wow I did not expect that many people to reply and ask for a part 2 but here it goes.

Again it’s been a while since I read the novel so I don’t remember all the details, this is more of a general summary more so focusing on the development of their relationship rather than the plot.

Where I left off was Taekjoo (gonna continue referring to him at Taek) escaped the island using Zhenyas sister and so he continues to search for the stuff related to Anastasia and the blueprints basically trying to figure out wtf is going on. He gets into contact with his side and stuff but again I sort of forgot all the stuff that happens in this part. Where I remember again was Taek, using his magical fucking shape shifting technique disguises himself as a doctor to go visit his mother who is hospitalized. I forgot why she is there but most importantly is that there’s people after Taekjoo and so he’s not safe nor is she really. I think the government is after him bc of the blueprints??? There’s either some sort of inside job thing or he was betrayed again I’m iffy on this. Anyway at the hospital he comes into the room and guess who is there??? His baby daddy Zhenya sitting by his mother’s hospital side as she sleeps. He tries to play it off as he’s just a doctor bc remember he is disguised but Zhenya recognized them hips immediately. He calls Taeks cellphone and it rings, blowing his cover. Zhenya said something like “zaika I caught you” or “did you have fun running?” (Zaika means bunny by the way in Russian so mans be calling Taek his bunny okaayyyy pet name). It’s also often used in Russian as like something you call your prey.

Taek doesn’t wanna wake his mom so he gets pushed into the bathroom that was within the hospital room and zhenya immediately becomes handsy. I mean mans was ready to fuck him while Taeks mom lay on the other side of the door asleep. They get interrupted by the sound of I think again officers or gov officials coming to find Taek. Taek then begs Zhenya to help him and get him out of there. Zhenya I think said something like ask me for my help or Taek was like help me now pls I’ll go with you. Anyway Zhenya stops himself from feasting on Taek’s cake and they get caught up in a chase. I think zhenya had a motorcycle he came on or a car, either way they speed off in that while both sides are shooting at each other. The chase was intense but they escape and end up at some abandoned motel. NOOWWW HERES THE GOOD SHIT

Ok prepare yourselves. They get to the motel and Zhenya is injured at this point either from the fall they took earlier during the chase or gun shot wound. Zhenya leans on the table in the room and watches Taek as he finds a first aid kit and treats the wound. He is genuinely concerned about Zheyna at this point which HELLO development especially since he did get injured helping Taek. Taek isn’t even done treating him before Zheyna back him against the table and… THEY KISS. Yes chat I repeat they start to make out. This is big bc earlier on the island Taek refused to kiss him saying their relationship isn’t one where they do that. So now they r kissing and they take it to the bed and have real consensual sex for the first time (or as consensual as it can be at this point). Afterwards, they have a dialogue that results in Taek saying he won’t run from Zheyna anymore because he just finds it exhausting and Zheyna will keep looking for him anyway so he doesn’t wanna go through another chase arc (and neither do we as an audience respectfully).

The part from here on is blurry to me, I think they end up taking down whomever was after them both and i honestly don’t remember shit about the blueprints. However it all ends with Zheyna becoming the Russian ambassador for Korea and Taek continues his job and missions. They also proceed with an actual relationship?? Zheyna be popping up unannounced at Taeks moms home, where his mom is super fond of him even though neither of them understand each other (zhenya doesn’t speak Korean and mama Taek doesn’t speak Russian) Taek been speaking in Russian to Zheyna all this time. Anyway he makes himself at home and the whole scene is honestly super cute and domestic but ofc his horny ass has to make it weird for a bit where he tries to again get down and dirty with Taek around the mom. But they have dinner together where Taek lowkey bullies Zheyna and they laugh and stuff. But yeah overall it ends on the note that they are basically kinda dating and zheyna be all pissy when Taek leaves on missions. I’m probably gonna reread the story just to understand the plot better but here was my summary.

I hope this helped the people who didn’t want to read the novel lol.

    animegoddess111 October 2, 2025 5:17 am

    I forgot to add that during the motel sex scene, zhenya was being a lot more gentle and considering Taek’s comfort unlike all the previous times bc back at the mansion on the island, they had sex a buncchhh of times bc of the deals they made regarding their little competitions. You could tell at this point in the story that he wasn’t mad or vengeful at Taek for running away, it was more like Taek had this man fully whipped and he just wanted to be with him. Either way they def care for each other

    Carrotisnotafruit October 2, 2025 5:21 am

    You literally have hidden wings mama, thank you so much for your beautiful brain

    Eliile_404 October 2, 2025 8:45 am

    I love you plz don’t go bald

    hey_bitches October 2, 2025 11:04 am

    I hope both sides of your pillow are cold as fuckkkk

    yoon jays number one girl October 2, 2025 4:35 pm

    big thanks, our angel! hope u live a long life

    Fictional men October 2, 2025 8:31 pm

    Wasn't there a memory loss arc in the story?

    animegoddess111 October 2, 2025 10:31 pm
    Wasn't there a memory loss arc in the story? Fictional men

    I don’t remember this being a thing, but like I said I forgot big chunks of the main plot so maybe there was. But honestly I really don’t think so. If I get around to reading the story again I’ll come back with an update someday

    Fonogenico October 3, 2025 7:49 am

    U r literally a god send. Thank youuu. Also, loved ur little sassy commentaries here and there lmao made it so much fun reading this spoiler ヾ(☆▽☆)

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