i’m actually glad that the artist made a point to show that Taeui is flaccid the entire time. his internal dialogue also honors what he is going through in the novel. i get that their first encounter was dub con/non con but this interaction is different and it’s shown as such. this kind of shows the “darker” side of yandere pairings (unmarred by pretend fluff and flattery over obsession). doesnt make it better that we all have to sit through weeks of this sh*t but still.
I liked that too! You never see that in these types of pairings. They always soften the horror of SA by making the uke unsure if he likes it or not until eventually confusing it for love. But in this, they are showing the ugly side of it— Taeui being very much aware it’s not right, he knows Ilays behaviour is psychotic , and he’s not enjoying it or even pretending to. Of course it’s still tough to see, but the author is actually treating it how it should be treated —an assault.
why was this actually so good? ㅠㅠ like yeah there were occasional plot holes or HUH moments, but maybe i missed the tags but i didn’t expect to be reading a dark almost psychological thriller!! i’ll mark this for spoilers in case someone hasnt finished reading it.
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the cult plot was genuinely insane but also felt relevant. religious cults are a pervasive issue in Korea and if someone wanted to watch a Korean drama about it i would recommend “Save me” starring Seo Yeji. what was fascinating about this cult, is that it almost became karmic retribution for Yisin. as a character he’s deeply flawed, but not unlikeable. while being unknowingly manipulated he makes a very BAD choice that leads to the cult as it currently exists: fanatics obsessed with immortality believing that engaging in cannibalism will earn them it. he becomes consumed by the very monster he created and realizes in each “timeline” (i use this to loosely refer to his stretches of memory erasing) that what he himself started, is not reproducing the same environment that harms helpless children like he once was. his revenge is generally self serving and driven by guilt and a sense of personal responsibility. he is of course not the only one to be blamed and was sadly surrounded by literal psychos. and when it “resolved” his life isnt magically fixed and the villains still exist.
i also somewhat appreciated that the SA scenes seemed relatively intentional from the author’s end. yeah, it’s not THAT cute to have it be slapstick comedy. however, in the scene at least the MC wasn’t terrified. whereas later you see Yeonhyeop snap and what was appreciated is he didnt truly make it seem like he was overcome with desire and “couldn’t help himself” which is what we often see. we see Yisin’s terror, his struggle, and that Yeonhyeop is truly obsessed with him and while he says it’s love he also admits he desires to dominate someone he feels he should be entitled to. in this sense and given their dynamic, it felt like a relevant and thoughtful choice (mind you i’m never actually a fan of SA being used as a plot device specifically, if a story presents itself as CNC/dubcon slop that’s an entirely separate matter).
i also really appreciated that in Yisin’s quest to right his wrongs we can see that no one is truly/wholly “good” in the story. generally they are morally grey or downright twisted, but capable of occasionally doing decent or good things that are still ultimately self serving. but i digress.
it’s complex! thoughtful! exciting!! i would love to own this. it’s a solid 8/10 for me.











i feel like i remember a comment a bit ago saying how it didnt make sense for the MC to even tolerate the ML, since he had such strict morals. however, this season has clearly shown that MC is becoming quickly disillusioned about the system he works in. his family represents the more conservative side of the spectrum (i.e., narrow ideals about morals and ethics) vs the ML who is the opposite side, but neither are inherently evil. i’m curious to see which will come first: him passively allowing the ML to make things happen for him (perhaps unethically) until he is forced to confront his own complicity OR abandoning his current ideals and the system to take matters into his own hands. i kind of hope it’s the latter since he’s holding ppl at gun point lol