OH NO IT'S ENDING PLSPLSPLS LET THERE BE A LOT OF SIDE STORIES PLEAAAASEEEE
Yujin’s sudden and painful decision to leave Aaron is driven by a toxic mix of deep-rooted family trauma, suffocating guilt, and emotional exhaustion. At the heart of their relationship is a dark past that Aaron is initially unaware of: when they were children, Yujin’s father attempted to murder Aaron. Because of this horrific connection, Yujin carries an immense, secret burden of guilt, constantly feeling that he is unworthy of Aaron's affection and that his very presence is a reminder of a tragedy.
This guilt becomes completely unmanageable due to the intense psychological pressure of their daily arrangement. Aaron suffers from severe insomnia and can only find peace and sleep when listening to Yujin’s voice, effectively tethering Aaron's mental well-being entirely to Yujin. As their romantic feelings deepen, Yujin’s anxiety spikes; he lives in constant fear of the day Aaron discovers the truth about his father, believing it will utterly destroy them both.
Ultimately, the emotional weight of keeping this secret while acting as Aaron’s psychological lifeline becomes too much for Yujin to bear. Driven by severe anxiety and a self-sabotaging need to protect Aaron from his family's dark past, Yujin chooses flight over confrontation. He abruptly breaks his contract, tells a lie to cut ties, and runs away to escape the crushing emotional pressure before his secrets can unravel in front of the person he loves.
everyone keep saying 'js tell him' n shit, confessing something to someone whose not even quite sure about you is SO FUCKING HARD YOU KNOW? especially, someone like the ml, gosh idk if he's really into the mc or just keeps playing, I ain't having none of it. nonetheless, i will just keep hoping that they are sure of eachother, and eventually confess their love to eachother when the perfect time comes. i hate sudden confessions.
yakult deprived
filipina!!! i love eating, hkvh, and hangyodon :)
pls don’t mind if u see weird shit on my lists
i just started reading last november and im so glad i did
i mean...the reason why yujin left aaron was kind of understandable...idk why aaron got mad like thawt and fucking him like a wild beast in heat. T^T gosh, when i saw the rape...it made my heart shattered into pieces
THEY ARE SOOOO FREAKING DELICIOUS AND OMG JAKE FROM BENEATH IS HELLA TASTYYYYY
anw, the plot is somehow familiar to me, idk maybe the one i read before, i forgot the title but it's like a tree wuthout roots lololol plz make up
