There is a sadistic and sociopathic desire in jooyeon which he himself doesnt even realize, which is wanting to lock up and tie someone up to only depend on him. He uses “revenge" as an excuse to do such acts even though he does have a sorta fetish for it (which kinda shows through the authors main purpose / character who mostly writes fetish type novels like this)
Since he was 14 till now, Jooyeon is very obsessed with him. Like completely he is only obsessed with him. He does not care about ANYTHING else in his life. He waited 5-10 years to pay his revenge.
You think its because jiwook wronged him so bad, but thats not the main reason. The true reason is because juyeon craves to have jiwook by his side. As a novel reader i can tell you, juyeon kept jiwook for 8 more years as his dog??.. and the story ended with them still being together.
Behind the revenge, there is a strong desire to possess jiwook. And its not only out of hatred, but because he is so obsessed with jiwook, using revenge as an excuse to keep jiwook because he cant bear to seperate. To him, it doesnt matter how he keeps jiwook, as long as he has jiwook next to him his desires are satisfied.
When jiwook gets gangraped for the last time (hasnt happened in the manhwa yet) and was hospitalized, juyeon was still so restless to leave him. Even though jooyeon swore he hated jiwook, his heart wouldn’t let him go. In the end, jiwook clung to juyeon out of stockholm syndrome and juyeon finally felt like fully possessed jiwook, which he did but in a beyond unhealthy way. (⊙…⊙ ) but yeah thats it for the novel and the psychological complex of the characters. you’ll see what i mean once the manhwa finishes the ending because jooyeon really shows his feelings through the final chapters.
Btw i dont think Jiwook ever completely loves jooyeon nor reciprocate jooyeons feelings and probably never will.
PSA: The author is a fetishist if ur reading cuz ur curious what happens or if you want jiwooks situation to improve just drop it. I read through the novel in hopes that jiwook left juyeon or something and it didnt happen.
Basically when jiwook tried to escape with that one friend juyeon found out somehow i dont rmb and he got all of jiwooks enemies and gang raped him. During the gang rape juyeon told jiwook why he was doing this (because jiwook gangraped him in the past because juyeon liked jiwook and jiwook was homophobic) but jiwook still doesnt remember and thought juyeon was lying. They hung jiwook with a rope from the ceiling and many many men that jiwook used to be enemies with such as lee woojins gang members brutally assaulted him, pissed on him, beat him up and punched his abdomen so he would be ‘tighter’, inserted baseball bat in him, stuff in his urethra, etc. while suhyeok i think (his friend who helped him escape) was just watching, too scared to help. Eventually he passed out and went to the hospital, though the staff were suspicious of juyeon they didnt say anything because the story is just written in an unrealistic way due to the author being a fetishist. He dreamt about his past memories and what he did to juhyeon and immediately started sobbing and apologizing. He begged juyeon to stay by his side because he developed stockholm syndrome and felt that juyeon was the only person able to protect him from being gangraped again. In the end and side stories he stayed living with juyeon and in one of the side stories juyeon put vibrators inside him and tied him up to the bathroom on the campus for the gist of it (not revenge) and a bunch of men saw including suhyeok, juyeon untied him and teased him laughing and stuff basically not taking anything seriously. jiwook heard a lot of auditory hallucinations, etc. of the men who raped him and kinda went crazy. He only depended on juyeon and the hallucinations would stop whenever juyeon was there but it was horrible. The most disgusting part of the story is when juyeon forced him to have sex with their dog, sawok. Its not suprising and honestly nothing on juyeon bc these characters are not real, its just the author who loves putting in their fetishes ig. Honestly this story almost made me cry as an empath but i had to keep reminding myself its not real. Anyways thats it, sorry for the long message.
Edit: I forgot to include one of the most important parts of the story; Jooyeon was against the idea of the whole “revenge” thing that Jiwook’s enemy (Woojin) gave him. He didn’t want to. When Jiwook got into a big fight that caused him to go to the hospital—Jooyeon visited him always. He asked Jiwook something about revenge and what he would do if he was in the position. Jiwook responded with: “You should do 10x worse.” Then Jooyeon thought about it and he proceeded with the idea of taking his revenge out on Jiwook. Basically listening to Jiwook’s idea of the whole revenge thing
Ohh my god the story keep getting fucked up…. I don’t think i could be able to read all of those scene if they got animated soon☹ Poor jiwook tho they are kinda complicated for eachother
Please DONT read it unless you have a super strong mind. I dont and reading the novel already made me cry. The scene was probably the WORST rape of the entire story. The most disgusting rape scene was w the dog but the gang rape when jiwook was trying to escape was definitely the worst. Juhyeon was so mad that jiwook tried to escape so he told them to assault jiwook until hes almost dead. He ended up w broken bones and fractures all over his body. The author is disgusting
I’m bamboozled omg you just kept going. The author is sick
with a dog?... Wth ☠
Where can I read the Novels? :)
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I am also begging for novel like you . I have read it to chapter fifteen an I lost the website
so lily in the valley got take down
does the link not work? I swear it works for me
lily in the valley is the first website where I read it and cheerymist is second . it is new for me
Ohh yeah im pretty sure that one has been taken down, i tried that one but its gone for good or at least for me
WTF nuke the whole universe He got gangraped again??? I can't even read the gangrape scene that happened to him here without skipping or trying to vomit the heck.. And did he actually did it with a dog? Fuck bro this is so sick
exactly
Omg, this is crazy I need to stop reading this story, the author is insane And the way the author keeps normalizing SA in these stories is actually wild. Thanks for the heads-up,I’m NOT ready for this story
but it is based on gener so sa is normal in these type of gener unlike romantic lovely gener. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ it was never a lovely hanky panky manhwa or novel tho
i wish i hadnt read this its actually disgusting i wanna vomit. kinda glad i did tho otherwise i wouldve tried reading future chapters hoping there are a few good character developments. Thanks for this, lovely <33
I can’t believe su ah would do this but he’s js like any other alpha at least we know now ☹ he did it while juhyeok was vulnerable,scared, and unprepared on the cold shower tile floor, knowing it would all get washed away. It could’ve been so much better and also for juhyeok cuz if he does this obviously juhyeok won’t wanna do it again!?
It had so much potential but they just HAD to make the father son trope
the multiple flashbacks of haon as a a little kid too
thank you so much for this comment, now I know that I shouldn't waste my time by starting to read it
I was looking for this comment. I started reading it but literally had to exit after the first chapter. It's weird!! And not like good weird
written by flona, hot art, fine characters, everythings perfect but its kinda scaring me for some reason…