beta
So.. to love someone means they have power over you. You loved him so he had more power over you because he could have ended things at any time and you were afraid that doing so would cut any connection you had with him?? And then you cuts ties with him yourself??
You never received love (power) back but if he were to be afraid of losing you too.. because he loved you back.. that makes you not compatible in the first place??? That would literally make you equals bro. Idek what's happening anymore.
Delulu is Delulu
And the MC is brilliant at justifying his own delulu and protecting it into others
He brushed over SH saying he was his first kiss. He brushed over SH believing "he likes me the most right now". He never really gave a valid reason for liking him but asked him "do you like me back" bro said I dont know... Then they fvck, next day he's like omg we're dating now! What??? Why do you have rings when you haven't discussed or solved shit!!?
At least change the safe word before you confess. That spells disaster. ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
oml i forgot about the safe word..