i’m losing my shit. I’ve lost my shit for less. I don’t even know what to say… It’s been crazy, but that scene with Fabian is INSANE. I cannot put this into words there is NO WAY this can end well.
also the whole r*pe scene is crazy, I don’t understand why authors make us go through these scenes while trying to water them down like “but you’re so wet”. It’s already difficult enough to read, but I find it even more sinister when they try to make us ‘enjoy’ it. At this point, just call it for what it is.
I like the fl, but sometimes I get very frustrated especially since I’m reading the novel so you really have the details described, And maybe I’m just rambling for nothing and no one cares, but I’ll say it anyway:
I hate the way he’s always so comfortable touching her and MOST of the time she doesn’t say anything about it. I mean this man is always dragging her by her arm or grabbing her face, cornering her, pushing her down, shoving his fingers in her mouth and her private part and more. i’m just saying, if that’s a stranger how is this man so comfortable touching you as if you were an extension of his own body ? (in the novel, she can NEVER get him off her because he’s so much stronger) IDK THE ENTITLEMENT IS CRAZY TO ME
But the worst is how he’s always telling her to not look for her husband or look at other men, like the instructors and shit, but he can just get all touchy with her and she never questions it… like?? that’s her superior at work now. he’s dictating what she should not do with her private life moving into her apartment and at this point, he just woke up in her bed no explanation whatsoever like that’s just fucking normal.
DONT GET ME WRONG: The story is very good. I will be reading all 200+ chapters, I’m not complaining. I’m just feeling frustrated bc this woman is supposed to be SO unhinged, and IS sometimes, but she still lets this man do whatever.
I guess my frustration will go down depending on how much he suffers when shit will hit the fan fr.
anyways ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
THIS cause wtf i was speechless at that chap where he basically sexually assaults her like nah mate if u're so loyal to ur hubby don't go around letting others whom u KNOW look nothing like ur husband do weird shit bruh i was pissed btw PLS DROP THE NOVEL LINK PLS IVE BEEN LOOKING ALL OVER THE INTERNET FOR ENG TRANSLATION tysm in advance<33
I've read the novel and I feel the same but I think she believes that his wife cheated on him that's why he's doing this and also she thinks that he's not sane with his mind that's why. And yeah he's doing this so she would leave the training and go vacj to her life that's why she's enduring everything
so glad it ended the way it did because there was no way this could have ended in a “happy ever after” note
I wish we would have gone deeper with her relationship with the white haired guy to feel the intensity of her emotions toward him. Because although it is clearly stated how much she likes him, it’s like the romance was so fast and shallow it feels like you’re missing this substance that makes her lose it. Don’t know if I expressed that well.
I’m scared of myself because every time I read a story and the man is like this unforgivable person, I can never forgive their actions and I can never feel enough pity to wish them to be happy. He was miserable till the end, good for him.











read the novel although the translation is not completed…
Sometimes I just couldn’t help myself and cried for her. I don’t know why anyone would write stories like this and call it a romance tbh
this was a horror movie.
Drama can be the most intense form of love. Sometimes it fuels passion, and sometimes it feeds hatred.