I'm sorry, I've tried to be so understanding towards these authors and knowing that what I am doing is wrong and trying to rally for physical English translations as well as better online official translations but the authors are making it harder and harder for me to keep trying to support them in any way I can.
I can't buy chapters cause I am de...... reply
I write them into a spread sheet, so I can cap track of complete/ongoing manhwas, and also what I've read/reading/tbr and how I rated it out of ten, as well as chapter count. I would reccomend formatting so you can colour code complete/incomplete and reading/finished which you can learn with a YT video.
I also keep a physical list that I have writ...... reply
I wouldn't say I was bullied but the quiet social pressure to stop liking the things other people found "weird" (like anime or even reading novels) was crushing.
My classmates would give me odd looks when I named an anime when the question of "what shows everyone was watching currently" when I was a tween (which would have been 2015/17 ish).
But ...... reply
I'm the type of internet peruser who tries not to think about what other people (vocally) enjoy or waste my time on deducing whether a person/fandom are good people or not based on a piece of media I might not necessarily agree with.
I personally don't like jinx because it is so terribly written, I dropped it around the time Jaekyungs childhood fl...... reply
I don't mind reading it, but porn and the thought of sex weirds me out. Maybe because of how dramatised it is, like all porn videos are and also how it's written in books makes me VERY uncomfortable and honestly grosses me out.
I'm not against sex or people having it, I know it's normal thing. And I don't idolise it or think it's the end all, be all of life, but the majority (to me) thinks and acts this way. But when I think about or bring up my diversion to it (or just that in my head it's such an unnatural thing whether it's the pornified or sensual activity that it is), people kind of act like I'm broken or bizarre. And I'm not conservative or anything like that, and my friends talk about their sexual experiences to me all the time, but that doesn't make me uncomfortable (which is even more confusing).
Don't get me wrong, my idea of sex is a fun and enjoyable activity with whomever you choose, but it's so hard to find sexual content that isn't an overdramatic seventeen year old boys wet dream.
And even then, my fun thing my imagination can't get passed whenever I watch a movie or TV show with sex scenes (since I find porn videos super gross and avoid it like the plague), I can't just watch two people having sex. It's two people having sex, the camera, and twenty camera crew standing in a studio.
Asexuallity is probably my explanation, but I don't know anyone that has similar thoughts and views on sex that aren't conservative.
How do you guys get yourself up and start doing things?
Like, how do you keep the ball rolling when you want to do anything but. Do you have a goal you work towards? Expectations? Or being blessed with being able to do things without needing to think about it.
I personally find it really hard to get myself started and doing something. It's my kryptonite. But once I start doing it, it gets easier. But even knowing this, I still struggle to get myself moving forward.
did dropped a manga or webtoon
